Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 19

Mountaineering

" Could do. The origin of the house mas in moved here, hahaha. "

" Geek, I'm really worried."

" Not dong. Love the spirit of kek mas. Just relax tomorrow there are also seniors who are already adults, we must be taken care of. Just calm down,"

" Mum is calmer if the mas itself is taking care of adek, "

" Why again, I can't go either. Just calm down, I can take care of myself. I'm so good, "

" Had said the same mother? "

" Not yet. I am afraid to worry too. I'm pregnant, I don't want her to think. Tomorrow, if I go home, I'll tell you."

" Si Yani where don't you go? "

" Mr Yan to Jakarta mas. To his mother's place, "

" Em, yes it's a heart - a heart. Take good care of yourself - well,"

" Yes mas. Just calm. I'll be fine, I'll take care of myself, don't worry about it. "

" Yes, if so, I want to go home first deck, it's late afternoon, "

" Will go home already? really cepet already want to go home, yes already mas, do not stop by - stop by mas. It'll be on the road tonight."

" Yes deck. Why not be willing, huh? when - when will you be here again. Yes, yes, assalamu'alaikum."

" Don't forget to tell me that it's nyampe home, waalaikum salam. "

I drove Afif to the front yard. After Afif was no longer seen, I immediately went into the house.

Not long after my phone rang, the request sign was immediately lifted.

" Hello assalamualaikum mas, "

" Greetings waalaikum,"

" Have you got your mas house? how much cepet? "

" Hehehe flew deck. Wear the wings - the wings of your love, hehehe. "

" Kirain ngojek flying horse, hehehe."

" Mas still on deck, not yet nyampe home. "

" Why did you call? didn't I just say the phone if it reached the house? "

" Aren't you going to call now? it feels strange that the road deck itself has no friends to chat, right if while chatting later it does not feel at home. "

" Yes deh no temenin, than the management of others, all of you make sure you do not stop by - stop by."

" Let's! wh why? no like? "

" Seneng. Do not have to be fierce - fierce. "

" Hem, that's not it. Let him not come home last night, do I not have the heart of mas malem - the street mall alone. Not yet his mother mamas must be worried that his son is not coming home."

" Yes dek mas ngerti. Thank you, it's been noticed."

I talked to Afif until he got home. I told him to take a shower, eat and rest.

This morning I was busy checking the luggage I was carrying. Actually not much, just carry a sling bag containing a biscuit wallet with mineral water only.

***

This morning was my hike to the mountain. After I was told that the gathering point in the field, I immediately rushed off, after saying goodbye.

After arriving in the field, it turns out some have been collected. Fortunately I wasn't late.

After everyone had gathered, we were given direction, that the path we would pass was hills, valleys and forests.

We left immediately, while it was still not too hot in the morning. We enter the forest the path is only a path. After walking for quite a while, we finally got out of the forest. Through the valley, then up the hill. After arriving at the hill we decided to take a short break. Incredibly beautiful scenery, the expanse of wildflowers that adorn the top of the hill. I wanted to tell Afif, but after I searched - find my phone not in the bag. I think my phone is left at home. After calling to say goodbye to Afif. Maybe I forgot to put my phone in the bag, and immediately rushed off. For fear of being late.

After resting for a while, senior brother gave an aba - an aba to prepare to return. We'll continue the journey. The day is getting day by day. Take a trip far enough with the terrain of its steep streets, up and down the valley. What an amazing journey.

***

We finally arrived in the countryside. Turns out the road to the top of the mountain is not even difficult. Because it has become a tourist spot, so the entrance is not difficult. We rested for a while in the mosque at the foot of the mountain, which is adjacent to the stall. All of us fill our stomachs and quench our thirst. Because we're finished on the trip.

Tiredness has disappeared, the stomach is also full, we continue the journey to the top. Arriving at the top of the mountain, senior brother who used to have been to this mountain, tells a little history about various places of firecrackers on the top of this mountain. We listened carefully while enjoying the beautiful scenery.

The day started late afternoon. We decided to go down the mountain, for fear of a night on the road. We decided to pass through the highway whose terrain is easy to pass, because indeed the rest of our energy was no longer able to pass through the road earlier. When we are very tired, we hope to meet public transportation. But as far as we walked we did not find public transport. Inevitably, even with a sense of fatigue that can be great, we still walk.

With passion we walk while joking. Take a break sometimes to unwind.

Finally after a very tiring journey, I got home. I arrived at the house when Magrib reverberated.

I went straight into the camp. But what I'm going to is mom's room.

My tears broke on my mother's bed. Still with shabby clothes, because it has not cleaned itself.

If you are here, your mother will be waiting for me in front. Welcomed with a look of anxiety mother, as well as a sense of relief because I have arrived with good circumstances - fine. I must have prepared warm water, as well as my favorite food. I'm gonna nag because I'm worried about me. If my mother knew my legs hurt, she'd be incandescent. I'm hungry today, I'm tired, my man is sick. I'm buk home, I miss. I muttered in between my tears.

I'm very hungry, but it's not worth my overwhelming fatigue. My feet ache - sore feels like they want to dislodge. This is the first time I've walked that far. So yeah first time feeling tired like this. Moments like this are all I need, but she's not there. It made my tiredness even more. I feel alone.

I'm in this house alone. Because embah is in the house next door join bude. Not far away, our kitchen is just a side dish. There's a path through her. Although close but rarely to my house. More often in the house next door. Sometimes I sleep in the house next door, if it's lonely.

Maybe I knew I was coming home, he came to me, fortunately I was not crying. I was still lying in my mother's room. Sumpah told me to eat right away and I just agreed.

I immediately cleaned myself up, and fulfilled my obligations. After that I immediately ate. I want to go to bed because my body is so tired.

Maybe tomorrow I can just call my mother, now I want to rest my body. I slept in my mother's room again, hoping to meet in a dream, to just let go of this longing. I want to see his face, want to hug him, want to sleep on his lap. I also miss her affection.