Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Season 2 ~ Stomach pain

" I'm leaving first, right?"

" Yes, hearts are on the way."

" Assalamualaikum."

" Neylorda."

My stomach hurts a bit, my breasts are also starting to hurt, it looks like I want to come to the moon.

I've felt my breasts and stomach uncomfortable, but for me it's normal that I'm coming to the moon.

Arriving at the boutique I immediately fell on the sofa.

" Why did you? tumben comes - comes straight to the edge."

" Cappy Lol,"

" A must be a soybean? overtime until what time mbak, until the morning lemes gini. Haha."

Indeed, I often have sex since mas Nirwan already wanted to have a baby, what else the end - this end somehow I became a really nafsuan, even I who often asked, even I often asked, hehehe if you remember being embarrassed. But what else the name also wants, the important thing is not to ask the same husband of people, hehehe.

" You know what you are, do you often?"

" Ih, no yes mbak, I'm a good girl - well, hehehe."

" That's because you don't know what it's like, if you already know it's addictive, hahaha."

" It's not, it's not good teaching."

" Hahaha, sorry Lol, kidding. If you can do not first, if you want to mending directly married. Don't do it first. Maybe it is delicious, you enjoy it, besides sin, it is also detrimental to us. Yes, if he is a good man, if you get pregnant, how do you keep dying? Don't hold up first, hold back."

" Yes, I know that too."

" I can say this not because I'm wise Lol, I can say this because I've experienced it myself. You know Lol, it feels sorry until now has not been lost and may not be lost, even though we are finally married. I used to be like you, kekeh defending my honor, but still I can't defend it. The pleasure offered greatly tempted me, crippling my faith which was not solid because of my lack of worship. Maybe from the beginning my husband did not intend to take care of me. I hope you do not experience the same thing Lol, do not be easily tempted by sheer pleasure, think about the consequences as well. If a man asks for your honor before you get married, you better break him, leave him. Look for someone who can take care of you, able to dampen his lust when with you."

" Yes madam, Loli will always remember this advice mbak, Loli did not expect it turned out to never have anything to do with it."

" You must think I'm a good girl - well yeah, hahaha."

" That's what mbak."

" Hahaha, I'm not that good as Lol."

" Everyone must have made a mistake, without exception, including me. But to me, in my eyes it's the best."

" I'm stupid Lol, I know from a long time ago, even my parents, from childhood, have instilled in me that it's not good if done prematurely, they always remind me to take care of it. Even though I knew it was wrong, but still I did it, I lied to them until now. I'm afraid Lol, if I'm honest I'll let her down."

" Maybe if I were a mother, I would do the same thing anyway, so as not to hurt our parents."

" I don't know if this is right, but for me it might be the right decision for now. That's why Lol, I don't want you to be like me."

" Yes, Loli will try even more."

" Mom believes you're a good boy."

" Thank you mbak."

" It's the same - the same."

" Are you going to buy medicine?"

" No need to Lol, at most later also healed."

" Yes have a break first, there is no customer as well, or do not want to go home?"

" No Lol, it doesn't hurt much, it just hurts a little."

" Yes, have a rest, Loli make anget tea first huh?"

" Yes Lol, thank you, yeah,"

" Yes, same - same."

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Until I came home from work, it turned out that my stomach pain did not improve, actually did not hurt very much, the pain can still be endured, but this is not comfortable, very disturbing to me.

" Why can? wh why? so if you sayin do not eat spicy tuh nurut sek. We're going to doctor yuk?"

Because this pain makes me uncomfortable, I also said, going to the doctor with mas Nirwan.

Somehow on the way I thought that this is a symptom of pregnancy, I remember reading that one of the early signs of pregnancy was stomach pain. What else this month is already the 24th and last month I came that month the 18th. But I also still doubt, because my moon comes irregular, sometimes 2 months only come once a month.

After checking with a doctor, he said this was just plain stomach acid. I was given three different medications.

Arriving at the stall, I immediately took a break to the room. I didn't take all the medicine, I only drank one, which was good for lowering stomach acid.

" Have you taken the medicine?"

" It's already a mas."

" Yes you have rest yes, later I wake up if you want to eat, I want to go ahead first help Adi."

" Yes, yeah."

I doubt if I'm pregnant or not, I suspect that I'm only 10% pregnant%. Finally I did not think about it anymore, I also finally thought that this was indeed only my stomach acid that rose. Maybe because I want to come to the moon. Coming that late month to me was common, sometimes even one month that I did not come at all. I also brushed off if this stomach pain is due to a pregnancy sign.

I slept long enough, I woke up and it turned out that mas Nirwan was still helping Adi in front.

My stomach ache still feels yes, even though I was taking medication. Nirwan is also not here yet.

I was lazy to walk forward, and just called Mas Nirwan.

" What's wrong sek?"

" Why not sleep?"

" It's still a lot ahead. Are you hungry?"

" Not really, but I want some meatballs."

" Yes, let's buy Adi first?"

" Let's not be long."

" Yes sek."

I just fell asleep and was lazing around, waiting for my order meatballs to come.

" Sk, eat yuk, it's the meatball."

I woke up and approached Nirwan.

" Eat out there."

" okay."

" When you eat, you're in the room?"

" I have to help Adi sek."

" A lot of people?"

" Not really."

" That's why you used to hang on, huh?"

" yes, yes. Yes it's eaten, not much - a lot of sambelnya, it still hurts the stomach."

" Yes, it's just a little bit of use."

I don't know why I want to eat anget and pedes. I am also a meatball lover.

" It's really good, huh sek?"

" Sweet, is this my cicipin?"

" What a difference it makes, people buy it in the same place, the same - meatballs too, like mine tastes normal, but see you who eat that gluttony, like, I think it's really good."

" It's good, it's cobain."