Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 31

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After a very long journey. Finally I arrived at my destination.Because it was early morning, I decided to take a break. And tomorrow morning let the boss explain what I have to do.

I haven't been able to tell Afif. Let me tell you only through a short message. Let me rest for a moment my body. 2 nights sleeping in the bus seat makes my body sore not because.

In the morning, after a few hours of sleep, my body felt better. Can be invited to work. Hehehe

The first day of work is still accompanied by the mother of the boss. Show and explain what I have to do. His boss thank God very good not fierce either. So the work is also comfortable and relaxed. There's not much I have to do. The main focus is to keep the grandpa take care and prepare all his needs. Well the adorable little boy I'm going to keep all day is named Samuel. I only take care of Dedek Samuel from morning until afternoon as long as the boss' mother is working. The night was full time with his mother and father, so the night I could rest.

All day busy studying all the work that the boss mom directs. I almost forgot that I haven't told Afif.

On the sidelines of the time the grandpa slept, I took the time to tell mas Afif.

📨 Me

Assalamualaikum. Sorry if my message bothers you. I just want to tell you, if I've reached my destination. Sorry just ngabarin now because yesterday has started work so pretty busy. Don't eat late.

After I send my message. I waited for a reply from Afif mas while sleeping next to Dedek who happened to have slept due to fatigue because it was fun playing with me.

Maybe mas Afif again work times yes, so Afif mas do not reply.

I didn't realize I loved you this deep.

Suppose we can't be together, how can I forget all these feelings and memories about you.

Unconsciously I always look for a new backrest when I miss you so much, but can't meet you.

I was angry with the distance and time that tormented me with longing.

It feels very torturous because you can not meet even for a moment even if only to see the shade of your face.

Your short message and voice are incapable of treating the longing that continues to rule me.

Only able to become a temporary antidote, which in the end even more torturing me.

Very sick, when missed amazing but could not meet.

I envy those who can meet face to face at any time.

Can combine love with love, without having to be tormented.

I envy those who are not blocked by distance, can meet without being hindered by time, not tormented by longings that are in excruciating pain.

But sometimes I also thank you, because of this distance, I understand the pleasure of a longing.

I understand how to doubt a relationship.

Trying to trust each other when suspicion haunts every moment.

Patience always awaits the day when you can meet.

This is how God teaches patience.

When love is blocked by distance, it is the hardest ordeal, so loyalty is always doubted. Suspicion is always inevitable.

Wasting is a way to relieve the pain of longing.

Winnowing is the pseudo-bliss the beginning of the breakdown of a relationship.

Starting from the impingement will end up being a betrayal.

Distance can change everything.

Even though I hurt her,

hopefully I can feel the sweetness of the meeting after the farewell torture.

I still hope it will come*.

📩Mz Afif

Waalaikumsalam dek, thank goodness if it is nyampe. Sorry to reply, it was still deck work. Kira - think you don't work there?

📨I

I'm sorry, but I'm disturbing it. I didn't know I was still working.

I think I feel at home, the boss is good, not fierce, not chatty too.

After I sent my message. Afif called.

" Assalamu'alaikum deck, "

" Waalaikumsalam. "

" What's the deck again? "

" Another concern about the grandfather that is again bobok mas, mas again what's really a rame? "

" Whose name is Dedek? "

" His name is Samuel. "

" Tuh he said his dedek again bobok lha why diliatin, later wake up loh deck? "

" It was just seen mas, not disturbed kok, end of the jiggling look at him again bobok gini. Want to not kiss - kiss but afraid to wake up. Hehe. Yes, my question has not been answered, but it is back. "

" Oh yeah forget, this again in the canteen deck, another lunch break. Is she eating? "

" Not yet mas, uh already yes, mas, it's like the boss mom has gone home already. Continued tonight, huh? assalamu'alaikum,, "

" Yes waalaikumsalam, "

I hurried to open the door. When he arrived at the door, it turned out to be the first boss who opened the door.

" Openal, "

" Nda, nda waalaikumsalam,"

I called her mother. I taught the grandpa to call him mother.

" Where are you, not fussy, right? "

" no, no more hitting him."

" Have it been since?"

" Yes, from earlier. Wake up soon too. "

" Oh yes, we have lunch with yuk mbak. Here I bring Padang rice from the office, lunch rations. His grandfather is still sleeping. Take the same plate spoon mbak, we eat together, a plate both to make it delicious. "

I was a little surprised, but I immediately agreed and rushed to take the dishes to the kitchen.

" Don't be surprised, it's ordinary. I if the same husband I also used to gini. I don't know why it feels so good that it's a plate of both. So while my husband isn't around, you're the one who wants me to eat huh? consider me your brother, don't worry."

" Yes yes, "

This is what I love about the boss's mom. He was very simple not to distinguish between superiors and subordinates. Even we eat a plate together, while sitting on the floor. While chatting lightly, sometimes jokingly as well, he considers me like his own grandfather. So I was easily familiar and close to him.

From that moment, eating a plate of both becomes our habit, if the boss sir is not home.

Mother boss's undifferentiated nature makes me more comfortable. He was young, and the deck of samuel was his first son. Makes me easily familiar with it. I salute her so much, it's beautiful again.

I'm lucky, I've worked away from my parents, to get a good boss.

Well, hopefully this is the reason I have to work here.