Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 8

...Mother's rigidity...

" I'm ashamed of you. I'm afraid you'll stay away from me. I hate the same old man. I'm disappointed, why does he take a shit on our family. I can't imagine your heart breaking right now, knowing that you don't just love other women, you might even sleep in bed with that woman. Isn't your attitude too outrageous?" I said while crying in his arms.

" Why do you have to be ashamed of the deck, why do you have to leave you?" ask me Afif.

" Aren't you ashamed, have a girlfriend whose father cheated on you? isn't that embarrassing? " ask me as I unravel Afif's arms.

" Hahaha, you exist - there is a deck." Answer it while laughing.

" dengerin huh? I cheated on you, not you. So there's no reason for me to die. Embarrassed? why should I be ashamed. That's a deck exam, for example, if asked for sure adek also do not want a rich family gini. This is a test for adek and family adek. Adek must be strong. It is not an easy thing to survive in the middle - the middle of a adek family that is in a mess. There may be a reason why you cheated on deck, " said mas Afif who tried to calm me down.

" What reason did you try? ibuk less what? my mother is faithful, my mother is beautiful, my mother is considerate, my mother is also dear to my father. If you have a deficiency it is natural, right?. It's the father who is outrageous, I hate him. He hurt my mother, it made me disappointed. I don't want to have her rich dad!!!! I'm ashamed, what people say later. "

" Huss, adek can't say that. After all he, like whatever his conduct, would not be able to change that the dregs were his flesh blood. He's the one who makes a living raising your deck. Even though he is so I'm sure he loves the same. I am also sure in his heart he still has love for his mother. Their marriage has been a dozen years, must have been a lot of things they went through together. It is not easy to forget the togetherness that has been established for many years.what else with the salt acid they have felt, even though the father is with a new person. What else did you just know. Believe me you're just tempted to lust a moment deck. So adek must doain pak, let pak cepet realize and return with you."

" Do not know me. Which makes me disappointed, which I can not accept, it's because my father has made a cry. My heart was broken, when I saw my mother's eyes swollen, because of the cry, and I could not do anything - what," I said while bowed languidly.

" With adek praying, adek not naughty, nurut same mother, adek real school, it's adek already help ibuk you know. It made ibuk seneng. So even this problem is heavy must be strong, and so the strength for mother. For a child's mother it's all deck. When you don't care, you are still strong because you are. Yes, even though your heart is broken now, at least your mother still has you. That's why you can't fall, don't make the deck more destroyed. I need your smile and support. I'm sure you're strong, adek can. "

" Thank you, I want to hear the story of my family. This story makes me feel relieved. I'm kind of calm and my emotions are now. Thanks again for still wanting to keep me, not leaving me, with all this happening."

" I'll be with you. I also want to be one of the alsan who makes you excited to live this. I'll accompany you in any situation. I'll be a candle when your life is dark. I'll be a blanket when you're cold. I will also be the one to extend a hand, when you fall. I'll come when you're alone. I will accompany you through all your troubles, if you want to cry come to me ."

Thank God, you have come to me in my life.

Thank you, I am willing to be the cure of my wounds, the damper of my anger. Thank you for the warm embrace you gave me. I didn't get you wrong in the most beautiful part of my life. Continue to accompany me to make a beautiful story in the story sheet that we have started together.

" Must be, 'cause I can't cry in front of mom. Yes, already this afternoon, noh the sun already smiled so very glare. I go home first, I think I'll be kidnapped again because I don't go home. "

" If you kidnap mamas, you don't want to deck ?"

" Ihh gemes tau, " said mas Afif while pulling my nose.

" Aww mas, sick tau, "I replied as I elus - elus my nose.

" Yeah yuk mas interra. I couldn't bear to go home alone, "he said, holding my hand.

" I'm not a child anymore, I dare to go home alone, "

" But I'm afraid I'll be kidnapped, so geh. Don't argue,"

" My handsome mama is wearing a lot, ihh who would want to kidnap this rich girl of mine? I've until now still wonder, why mas want - want it the same me. Maybe some more khilaf. Then later if you realize it will blur see me, or again the eye pain may be blurry vision." My words that make Afif mas laugh out loud - bahak.

" Em could be the deck, hehehe. Not the deck. Whatever you want to say, what's important to you."

" Dh dreadlocks. Did you take me to the next village, right? don't go home. I haven't told you about the mas to mom. "

And we walked while chatting casually, mas Afif drove me until the next village.

Arriving at home. I've been in later mother, she used to worry that her son was missing, hehehe. About her, I went home bad luck.

That night, my real father came home. Mother's attitude can be like nothing happened - what. Greet my mother with love as always.

Awesome play you buk, I'm amazed same mother. Still can behave like that, in front of men who have made my mother hurt. If not the father, I would have maki - maki, I slapped.

But the fact is, the father who has been sicken ibuk. You two are the people I love the most. Why can you hurt the woman you loved so much yesterday.

As usual, I bought a lot of snacks. After kissing my father's hand, I just took one of the snacks, kept going into the room, on the grounds of wanting to learn.

Actually because I can no longer see the charade of mother, and also the same kelp father. I want to tell you the real father, but I can't, I still respect him.