Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 61

Nirwan Mahendra's

I'm back to work as usual.

" Yu my head is so dizzy, I take a short nap you take care of the children yes, there are only 8 - 10 children left."

" Mrs Ririn is sick? yes I've not papa, until rest, children let me take care of,"

" I think it's catching a cold,"

" Have you taken buk medicine?"

" it's been taking medicine, it's taking a break. You can, right?"

" It can be."

" Later if anyone wants to be asked look for me in the room."

" Yes buk. Hopefully soon improved buk."

" Yes, thank you."

This afternoon I teach my own children. His son is not too much, because many others have gone home.

After my task is done the children also have gone home, it does not feel like the afternoon is over.

Very tired, but still have to do other tasks first can just rest.

" It can finally rest." My muttering.

I take a short break before I wrestle again to make a task for the children tomorrow.

Before the fall I looked for the whereabouts of my favorite cell phone.

📩+0814********

Hay,

There's a message from the new number, who is it?

ah so curious, do not - do not mas Afif again. It's impossible, don't think strangely. Lupain Afif Ayu.

Than curious to reply.

📨I

Hay too,

Sorry who is this?

Ting, he also replied to her message.

📩+0814********

Irwan, remember? we've met.

📨I

Oh yeah, I remember. You're Adi's friend, right?

📩+0814********

sorry to interrupt, I also asked for your number from Adi.

📨I

Yes, no papa.

We exchanged messages and asked each other many questions.

Nirwan Mahendra's

Cold-faced guy, jutek, no friendly - friendly.

At first glance, people are cold and quiet.

Very different from the Afif mas whose face alone looks very friendly.

Nirwan Mahendra is called Irwan.

Age is only different a year with me, older he is.

It was from here that I began to get close to him. Frequently exchanging messages and calls.

Like tonight he called to accompany me to make assignments for the children.

" What's the deck not finished yet?"

" Not much is still this."

" A lot of it, huh?"

" It's a lot, until my hands are sore."

" Have a rest first,"

" It won't be over - it's over with rest."

" If you're busy, you're not going to papa."

" I'm sorry I couldn't finish, it's been waiting for me."

" Okay, mas."

After the call from Irwan mas ended, there was a call coming from mbak Yani.

" Hello assalamualaikum mbak."

" Waalaikumsalam Yu, what else?"

" Ordinary again nulis, hehehe."

" Aren't I bothering you?"

" No, really. Some even have nemenin."

" I want to call you from there but I can't."

" So another call with Irwan."

" Irwan? adi's friend who has a cold face?"

" Yes mbak, but not that cold as well mbak, his son is good at chatting, if you already know no jutek."

" Have you talked about her a lot?"

" Not often - very often."

" Your opinion sola him?"

" Yes because I just knew, so far the person is good. You just know me so you don't know much about him."

" Hahaha, I don't know either mbak, just follow the current. Later the result how do not know, can also be together later because love can grow because it is used to. I also still doubt the hell mbak same him, have a purpose what he deketin me."

" His name is also a young man, yes when he is interested in you, what purpose do you try?"

" Once I just want to playin the same benefits doang, if it's already dapet that he wants and then I'm discarded."

" Don't do that dong, it's not good to be prejudiced, if not actually the fall becomes slander. Yes you are careful, if there are signs he is starting to not be good ya farin."

" Yes mbak. Don't know, now it's hard to trust people."

" Yes, it's natural that his name runs out of disappointment."

" Well, I hope he's well intentioned."

" I don't think he's that bad guy either. If for example he wants to deket without another purpose must be long - long will also look sincerity."

" Yes, I hope."

Tonight I talked to Yani about a lot of things. I am so grateful to have a brother as good as him. He always played the role of the brother who protects me.

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📩Mas Nirwan's

Good morning, good morning,

My morning started with a message from Nirwan.

📨I

Morning as well. What again?

Just got a reply to a message I sent.

On my phone screen there's a nickname coming in from him.

" The Assalamualaikum,"

" Neylorda."

" What's wrong?"

" What's up, what's the deck?"

" Ordinary out of the shower, just finished cleaning up."

" Oh, haven't started teaching yet?"

" No, the kids are still in school. What else is it?"

" Just woke up."

" Semalem hangs out until what time?"

" Don't hang out, the kids on the play to the house there's Adi too."

" Oh, kirain. Don't you work po mas?"

" Deck off, have breakfast?"

" It was, like,"

" What breakfast?"

" Instant noodles."

" Don't eat a lot of instant noodles deck, is there no rice?"

" There is, but it's lazy to eat rice."

" Next time there's rice breakfast rice."

" Yes mas. Buruan woke up late."

" It will be sleepy."

" I'm back to sleep again."

" Later if you're gonna start teaching me back to sleep again."

" Would you sleep until what time? not breakfast yet, right?"

" Not used to breakfast, at least just drinking coffee."

" Oh,"

" When do you get back on deck?"

" Monday night, why? wanna play?"

" If I could."

" May be, "

" I'm going there tomorrow with Adi."

" Yes I'm waiting at home. Yes it's been connected later, yes, it's children already on the dateng."

" Yes deck, the spirit is working, do not eat late, do not drink most coffee too."

" Eventually if the afternoon drowsiness really mas if you do not drink coffee."

" Yes, but not every day. Not good."

" Yes, thanks for the attention, yes assalamualaikum."

" Neylorda."

Hopefully it is true, you enter my life for no other purpose.

I am tired of the pain.

Until now I have no taste for mas Nirwan. Even though we often talk and exchange messages.

Maybe it's because I haven't been able to fully trust and open my heart to her.

I was also afraid that if I had loved her she would have left me like I did before.

The shadows of fear must be there.

I hope he's not that kind of guy.

There is always a reason why God has brought us together.

Later we will be friends or couples are the secrets of God.

He is the One who turns back the hearts of his people.