Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 67

" Wake up, will you go home?"

Sayup - I heard the sound of mas Nirwan waking me up.

Because my body felt so tired, and drowsiness had taken hold of me, I did not pay much attention to the sound of mas Nirwan waking me up.

" Sk, "

" E."

I did not wake up, instead changing my position to turn my back to Nirwan.

Mas Nirwan lay behind me, embracing me from behind while kissing my nape and shoulder.

" It's ticklish."

" Who wouldn't wake up and tempt me."

" Who is seductive, I am still sleepy."

Mas nirwan ignored what I said, he was busy with his activities that managed to burn my passion.

I retaliated and got late in the game.

Tonight something happened that shouldn't have happened. Mas Nirwan took my chastity, not by force but because I also meng 'IYA' right.

Well the holiness that I have been guarding with my heart, finally snatched because I could not resist the lust that had controlled me.

Because it is burning passion, do not care about the impact of what has happened. When lust is in power, there is only the desire to achieve satisfaction.

Am I sorry?

Yes, because of lust I lost my chastity.

But I don't blame him, because I agree with him.

For the sake of satisfaction I sacrifice chastity.

I gave up my chastity because I loved her.

But behind that was a very overwhelming sense of guilt behind it.

Well I've let down the woman I love the most.

I have disappointed my first love.

I have also tarnished the trust they have placed in me.

Tonight I did not go back to the place of sobering, I decided to stay at the place mas Nirwan.

" Wouldn't I go home?"

" What time is it?"

" It's only 8."

" No mas, besides also afraid of being discovered, this still hurts, later if the road is strange even asked - ask."

" It doesn't hurt much, but you're rich, you're still left behind, there's rich stuff that's stuck."

" Wouldn't you? hehe."

" No, it still hurts. I've given you what you want, do you still want to leave me?"

" What the hell are you talking about? who wants to leave you?"

" Did you promise to marry me?"

" Yes, I promise."

" But don't be long, my mother, our actions are not good, we don't deserve to do it."

" Yes, I'm working on it."

" I feel guilty as your mother, I can't lie to them for long."

" Yes, I will marry you just calm down, I try it as soon as possible."

" Thank you, man."

Tonight I sleep in Mas Nirwan's arms. With an immeasurable guilt.

Buk, sir I'm sorry I let you guys down. I'm sorry I broke your trust. I really can't control myself when lust keeps demanding that I be the one who wants satisfaction.

So that I do things that I shouldn't have time to do.

It is not you who cannot educate me, but I am the one who is unfilial and does not keep my promises to you.

I'm sorry, sorry I can't be honest.

I will bear the consequences of the bondage I made.

Afif, this time I'm really going to leave your life.

Look at me without you, even I myself am unable to take care of myself.

May you be happy always, get a woman who can make you happy.

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