Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 41

Mother's advice

After I got home, I immediately said goodbye to my brother and entered the house.

The door is not in the key, but it looks like the mother and the boss are already in her room.

I slept with a happy feeling tonight.

In the morning, the mother did not ask what it made me astonished.

Tumben nih the mother diem - diem aja, it is usually he who excited and kepo.

My inner.

But it turned out that I was in interrogation, because it was a Sunday mama's day off and the boss was also on vacation but he was busy playing in his room.

" Mom,? "

" What is nda? surely want kepo, because the tumben from the morning diem - diem aja? "

" Yes dong. That's tau, hahahaha, "

" What would you like to be in coin. All are as rich as you said yesterday. "

" Bang Rian likes it? keep getting shot dong ? "

" Yes not nda, dong die if shot, serem ih. Hahaha, "

" Yee the mbak. Does he mean he has expressed his feelings? "

" It's already, "

" accepted ?

" Hoo, um ,"

" Asyekkkkk, hahahaha, there is something like this. "

" It's me who is why be so happy nda ? "

" i'm happy, mbak, representing you hehehe, "

" But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that he'll be disappointed. "

" Jalanin used to be mbak. which is important mbak already tried. If it doesn't end up. Yes, it's a risk in a relationship."

" Yes, nda. Thanks nda. "

" For?

" It's been a place to confide in me, hehehe."

" Hahaha ah si mbak, ordinary times, consider me your brother mbak. If you want a story or what do not hesitate. "

" It must be nda. "

While chatting with mom. Cellphone's ringing. Incoming call from mom.

" This is my mother's call. I'm gonna pick it up first."

" Yes no papa, just talk in the room. Adek is also sleeping. Let me take care of it first. Call me as loud as mbak. Must be his mother mbak kangen same mbak. "

" Thank you nda. "

Then I went to my room to pick up the phone and talk to my mom.

" Ashalamu'alaikum buk? "

" Wa'alaikumsalam son, how are you, son? healthy right? does it bother you anymore work? "

" Thank you healthy buk. Not buk. Mother is on holiday, so adek awaited by the bundle. "

" Have not eaten yet? what was cooking? "

" Saute kale buk, just like the mother made sweet sour squid. "

" Wah delicious it nduk. "

" Hehehe delicious buk. That's why Ayu is fat now. Hahaha,"

" Yes thank God. What matters is healthy. It means you are there. Oh yeah, Lebaran's home, right? "

" Go home buk. Mother also went home to the village. "

" What's going on back there again? "

" Not knowing buk. Likely no. Work here in the distance, if you miss a long way if you want to go home. "

" That's the book that makes the heart heavy. It's not tomorrow's book to think about again. I miss ibuk, kangen diomelin ibuk, hehehe"

" Ibuk also kangen nduk. It's only a few months left. You can go home soon."

" I miss the same mother. "

" What's up nduk? what's the problem? "

" Nothing is buk. "

" Let's tell the same story. "

" Afif buk." Saying her name reminds me of her. And it made me cry again.

" What's wrong with your prince? "

" He is no longer the prince of Ayu. Afif mutusin I open, he no longer wants me. He's evil buk. After what we've been through, she just so easily threw Ayu away."

" There may be a reason why he killed you. And he can't tell me why. "

" But he is selfish. "

" Try Ayu remember - remember again. Are you sure you're not making a mistake. Are you sure your attitude is good with him? wasn't it when you were here, you who was ignorant no longer care about him and even close to some men? mom reminded you but you didn't listen. Asau ibuk nak Afif is not that selfish. He can't kill you for no reason. I know he's been with you all this time. Which is always there when you need it. Who takes care of you, reminds you. He loves you very much. There's no way she'd be that bad if you hadn't started it. I know you are nduk. No one knows what you are like other than Mom. Because my mother gave birth and raised you so I know your nature."

" Yes, my mother was right. I have hurt him many times. I'm here near bang Rian. But we're just a friend of buk. And I explained it to him. "

" I want to know, even if he's just a friend but he's a boy. There is friendship between the opposite sex. But not a few who fall in love because they are often together. Love can grow because it is used to it. It's just right he is. He's afraid you're in love with that man or that man who's already in love with you. Because he's far away can't see you. As for your friend, you meet him every day. What else have you ever hurt him, even though you have explained, it is difficult for him to trust you again. Son you've hurt him again, I know how to feel son Afif. Here you should be blamed. Try gini, for example there kak Afif have girl friends too, often call work every day meet, are you not jealous? "

" Jealous, jealous in fact."

" Now so is the son of Afif. You should be able to take care of yourself and keep your heart away from other men if you do not want to hurt him again nduk."

" Yes buk. Ayu understands now. Thanks for being reminded. Ayu does not know how to buk. honestly Ayu still loves him very much. "

" It happened because of your mistake. So accept the consequences. Apologize to him. If the soul mate there will certainly be a way to be united, the patient son. If you want to play with fire, remember you can get burned by it. This can be for your lessons in the future to be more able to maintain the feelings of people who love you. "

" Yes buk. Ayu nyesel. Thanks, I love mom. "

" I also love you very much. Yeah, it's not good for old calls - long time. Take care of your health, son. Take care, always remember to guard and protect your honor, because it is your precious treasure. Do not disappoint your trust. Remember also his duty is not to be abandoned. Tomorrow or when if you are not busy call mom. "

" Yes buk. Ayu will remember your message. I also take care of my health. Don't be tired - tired. Greetings to you, I miss him. Yes, I've buk assalamu'alaikum. "

" Yes nduk wa'alaikumsalam."

Buk,,, uh,,,

When everyone was away from me,

you are the one who comes with your loving and affectionate warm embrace.

With soft and smooth words justifying my every mistake.

Not judging me for the mistakes I made.

Always lead me slowly, pointing me to the path of truth.

No shame, or even hate me for my bad deeds,

but always defend me with your wise words.

Thanks buk, though,,

For all my mistakes you have justified.

My bad attitude that doesn't embarrass you.

My path you always straighten.

Even if I'm not with you, though,

you took care of me and hugged me with your prayers.

At the end of your prostration you are calling for my health, safety and happiness.

Truly, your love and affection are sincere without reward and without asking for anything in return.

It's not enough just to give birth, and raise, even you make sure I always get happiness.

Thank you I will not be able to replace every service and your love.

But there's nothing I can give to avenge you. Because there is nothing in this world that can pay for your love and love.

*Even though I can't repay you, but I never stop praying for you.

My prayer,,, my,,,

May God always give you peace of heart. Facilitate every business in the things that make you difficult, give what you want, grant the prayers you say, give you always health and happiness. May the Lord grant you the most beautiful paradise ever - I always beg you.

Amin**