Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 30

A job offer

It didn't feel like I was finally graduating, with pretty good grades.

With the state of my family far from the word people are, I decided not to continue my school. I decided to stay home while waiting for someone to offer me a job.

The teachers strongly suspect it, yes although not an outstanding student but my grades are considered to be good grades.

Continuing school costs a lot, not to mention I don't have a vehicle. He also has no friends on foot. I really wanted to continue school. But looking at the economic condition of my family, I undo my intentions. Let it be okay as long as I don't become their burden, I'm happy. Let me work later even though I can not help much, but at least I can buy the needs and what I want myself without bothering them.

I haven't felt home in a year.

" Nduk, I actually want you to continue school. "

" Neither do not buk. Yesterday I signed up but I don't want to. I'm tired of thinking about buk lessons, just want to work. " My answer is lying, because I don't want to be a burden on your mind.

" That was yesterday her sister Tia nyari people to ngasuh her son. Do you want to, but far away in New Week."

" Ndak what - what buk, anyways I have also been used to ngurus right. So it's easy for me, and I'm learning to work too. I've been unemployed in the buk's house for a long time. That's also Tia's brother my best friend. I know him too, right? they're a good family."

" But far away there you don't know who. What if you don't feel at home? that guy's cooperation isn't good."

" Yes, I know Ayu. Nor will I always remain the same mother. Let me practice independently in the place of people, to meet my own needs, so as not to trouble my mother."

" Ibuk did not mind nduk indeed it has become an obligation of mother and father. But yes I can't give you what you want. Yes, if that's your decision."

Honestly, it feels so hard to part with my mom again. What else is so far away there does not know who - who. But my resolve is already round. I don't want to be forever dependent on my parents, I don't want to trouble them. I also have my own desires to fulfill.

With all the weight of the heart. I decided to leave.

" Want to help me pack her nduk? "

" It's over with the buk." I replied with a smile I did not want to show my sadness in front of him.

" Are you sure you want to go? don't you think - think first, follow people, working with people is not easy?" ask ibuk.

I know it must be very hard for him too. Actually, maybe he's not willing to let me go.

" Mom, I know my mother is anxious.Let Ayu learn even though it is not easy to buk. Ayu already big buk, when his adventure learning adult and independent. Get out of the comfort zone. Feeling hard to make money. Ibuk doain aja may Ayu feel at home there, so that ayu is also healthy."

" yes if that's what you want. Take care of yourself there - well yes. If you do not feel at home, just do not need to be resistant - hold. It will hurt."

" Yes buk. Ibuk is also as long as Ayu does not have health care. Who got along with father. Oh yes buk tomorrow before going to the doctor first yes, ask for anti-nausea medication. "

" Yes, tomorrow let it be between the fathers."

" Buk tomorrow who wants to anterin Ayu to New Week who? "

" His uncle Tia nduk. Have you rested, right? don't sleep at night, let her body fit tomorrow if she leaves."

" Yes buk. "

Although my relationship with Afif mas has been tenuous but occasionally I still exchange news with him. I feel like he's still part of my world. Because I still love him so much. He now works in one of the factories in Tangerang. Maybe this is also what causes us to stretch because of the busyness of each.

📨 Me

Assalamu'alaikum mas,

how's he doing? healthy right? sorry if I disturbed you. I just wanted to say tomorrow I'm going to work for New Week.

After I sent my message. I put my phone on my pillow and I lay it down next to her.

Maybe Afif still works not home. My message is not disturbing, is it? he still wants to reply to my message, right? but yes it is. Maybe he doesn't care either. I can't expect too much. It was my fault for ignoring him. She's in town now, pretty girl a lot. Maybe she doesn't have a boyfriend?

Ting, the sound of my phone, the sign of an incoming message. It turned out to be from Afif. Why it makes me so happy.

📩 Mz Afif

Waalaikumsalam deck, my good news. Adek himself how are you? oh yes deck kok it works a lot anyway. What work deck? really looking for a job that does not exist, right?

It turned out that he was still this gentle, still attentive as well. My inner.

But I didn't expect much. Does he still love me or not, I don't know.

I decided to call her.

" Hello deck, assalamu'alaikum, "

" waalaikum salam mas,"

" Why do you say it, not greetings first? "

" Fear raised not mas, hehehe. I'm not disturbing you? "

" No deck, I got the morning shift. So the afternoon came home. Tumben called,? "

" Yes, I want to, hehehe. Wh why? can't you know? "

" May be. They are usually busy. On the phone not picked up, my message was not answered. "

" Yes sorry. "

" Yes, no papa. Don't need to discuss. We're talking about you who want to work. Tell me why you want to work there?"

" Em, work at New Week where her brother's best friend. Her job is keeping her child she is still a baby, only 3 months old. Why distant? yes, because you agree, besides being familiar too. There are a lot of people working but you don't agree. Because this is it. Well now I agree yes chance, so yes leave. "

" But far away it's the deck, "

" Yes, you know. But no papa mas, rather than not working, do I also want to know the outside world. "

" Oh, if that's what you want. Tomorrow if you've got word that there is a deck. Now rest, it's malem. "

" Yes it was mas, assalamualaikum, assalam,

oh yes forget, take care of your health. "

" Yes deck for sure. Adek also yes waalaikum salam. "

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