I Fall in Love Wrong
Chapter 115 The dark sorrow

Don't

arresting me. If you don't hold me back, maybe I'll jump into the abyss

with you, Velicia said in her heart as she stared scarredly with tears in her eyes at Raymond

Raymond understood the meaning of the eyes of his lover who looked at him full of sadness and supplication with the melts of tears that kept flowing down his cheeks.

Ferdi forcibly pulled his wife's hand with his fiery anger. And Raymond couldn't help it because Velicia herself had asked him not to hold it.

He knew just by deciphering the look in his eyes. And it made Raymond very sad and lost. She feels her world crumbles when separated from the woman she loves.

Raymond and Velicia love each other and they want to be happy by living together with their loved ones. Unfortunately, fate played them. Their love is met when they both have a partner. There are so many obstacles that they have to go through.

Their tears both represent their suffering, hurt and sadness when they are separated. And they will curse a cruel destiny if they really can't unite after what they did to get past the obstacles that stand in their way of happiness. Because they want to be rewarded with a paradise of life after the sacrifice they went through to be able to unite and live together.

Raymond stared at Ferdi's car which was carrying Velicia away from the place. And Tania looked at Raymond's back with a cruel look with her emotions clearly visible from her face.

Tania releases Raymond's hand after Ferdi's car that took Velicia away is nowhere to be seen again. He had calmed down a little to see Raymond who was no longer rebellious after Velicia's departure.

“You pregnant?” asked Raymond still in a position to turn his back on Tania.

“Why? Do you think I'm lying?” tania asked with neutralizing her expression.

Raymond was just silent, his mind was in a state of turmoil and his heart was covered in sadness, so he could not think of fighting Tania who had been so outrageous in his opinion.

“If we get divorced and when this kid is older, he'll definitely know about this. Then, what will I tell her when she asks?” tania said by pressing down on every word.

Raymond turned his body around and he looked at the tania with his vexed look. Then he said,

“I will do and I will do all your wishes, as long as you do not interfere with Velicia's life. I beg you,” Raymond said with a pleading gaze upon his wife.

Hearing what her husband, Tania, said inflamed, she did not accept what her husband had asked her for the sake of her affair.

“You're worried about him? I am pregnant and you will divorce. I suffered because my husband was taken by my own friends. And all you're worried about is him? Though me and our son almost died because of you?” tania asked excitedly and her emotions could no longer be held back.

“Sorry. I'm really sorry for you. But he didn't do anything. I'm the guilty one,” Raymond said solemnly convincing Tania not to blame and disturb Velicia.

“Shut! In a position like this you can still defend him? Don't you mention the name of that damn woman in front of me! It was so disgusting and made me want to vomit. You better shut up and do nothing. Redeem your sins for the rest of your life for me and our children. And I make sure, I will reply according to what I received from you,” Tania said with her increasingly passionate emotions and looked at Raymond with hatred.

In Ferdi's car, Velicia was still crying. Even his cries became so that it cut the heart of Ferdi who heard it.

The shadow of Tania who said that she was pregnant again, as if it was real in front of her. Ferdi ignored him, he was still focused on driving with a face that looked very emotional.

“I beg of you. Untie me. How can someone like me live with you? I beg...” said Velicia weakly and pleaded with her husband.

Immediately Ferdi stopped his car to make Velicia surprised. Then he said,

“I understand. Even I understand very well. That's why, I beg of you.. Let go of me.. I beg you..” Velicia said with a trembling voice accompanied by her tears falling rapidly.

Ferdi was still with his stance. He would not let go of his wife even though he begged with tears of blood though.

“It is better that we die alone because I also do not want to live like this,” Ferdi said firmly and looked straight ahead with his teary eyes.

Ferdi started his car engine and drove his car at such a high speed that Velicia was terrified.

“No. Don't do that!” call Velicia to stop her husband.

Ferdi began to turn his wheel at high speed in the area around the cliff, making Velicia scream in fear.

“Stop! I will do all you will!” velicia shouted with her cry as she tried to reach the steering wheel held by Ferdi.

The car stopped immediately. Ferdi stopped his car in an empty field full of bushes.

“Damn it! Goddamnit! Goddamnit!” ferdi exclaimed while banging his wheel until his car horn repeatedly rang very loudly.

Velicia was so scared and sobbing. She had never seen her husband so angry like that.

After calm, Ferdi again runs his car to his house. Velicia was still crying, only her crying voice muted. Only her faithful tears flowed down her cheeks.

The next day, Ferdi and Velicia sat face-to-face to talk about them. Velicia simply lowered her head without speaking a word.

 “I will be transferred to a branch in another city. We will move there. prepare yourself,” said Ferdi to start their conversation.

“Mas Ferdi, do we have to live like this Are you willing to live with me like this?” velicia asked with a pleading look at her husband.

“Of course it won't be easy. But how else. We are not dead yet, so our lives must go on,” Ferdi said with a straight look ahead without looking at his wife.

“Can't we live quietly like we used to?” ask Ferdi back to his wife.

Suddenly a phone ringing sound came from Ferdi's phone. He immediately saw the name of the caller and immediately raised it after he read Tania's name on the screen of his phone.

“Halo,” greet Ferdi on Tania.

The four of us will meet and make a deal, Tania said from the phone.

“Of course we have to talk about everything. Just set it up and give me the address,” Ferdi said as he looked towards Velicia.

After a while, they were in a room with a lawyer there. The lawyer gave them some papers to sign as an agreement.

“Please read and sign. You must obey all the terms of the agreement written there,”, said the lawyer while putting some files on the table in front of them.