I Fall in Love Wrong

I Fall in Love Wrong
Chapter 60 Searching for happiness


Ferdi's extremely happy-sounding shout managed to disturb Velicia's sense of hearing who was in her room.


Chequek!


Velicia came out from inside her room. He smiled wryly looking at Ferdi who looked very happy was playing together with a foreign cat.


"Who is it?" velicia asked with a bitter smile.


Ferdi turned his head towards Velicia and he smiled broadly signaling that he was happy at the moment.


"It's Love. He's Lili's replacement. Funny right?" said Ferdi while holding Love walking closer to Velicia.


Velicia smiled cynically seeing Ferdi introduce the kitten with the name Love.


"Love, this is Mother, Mother of Love. You can't be naughty, you have to obey Mother" said Ferdi while handing Love to Velicia.


"Mother? So now I'm the Mother of Love?" velicia asked by showing her unreliable face.


Ferdi smiled widely while nodding his head to answer his wife's question.


Velicia smiled in disbelief, even now she was laughing at herself in her heart.


However, Velicia's attention was distracted at the gray Persian kitten, Love licked Velicia's hand while meowing at Velicia.


Velicia's heart was moved, her frustration at the kitten named Love was now gone.


The cute and adorable face of Love is able to make Velicia's lips move curved upwards by itself.


With her reflexes Velicia gently rubbed the soft and bushy fur belonging to Love. He felt like he was finding Lili back.


Indeed, Velicia's soft heart could easily be moved and melted at anything. She is a loving and kind woman, so easily she can forgive her husband's mistakes so far.


Especially with her feelings for Raymond, she felt guilty for her husband and easily forgave him.


"Funny right, Mother? From now on, Mommy takes care of Cinta well so that there is no such incident as experienced by Lili," said Ferdi while gently rubbing the fur of Love in the sling of Velicia.


Velicia turned to look at her husband after hearing his words. Then he said,


"Sorry, we should take care of Love together. Isn't that Ferdi his father? If I was the only one taking care of her, I was afraid that Love would be abandoned because I was also working, just like Mas Ferdi," Velicia said firmly and her eyes hinted at her firmness in speaking to her husband.


Ferdi's forehead frowned. He felt strange about what his wife said.


"Didn't Mother come home earlier than I did?" asked Ferdi in surprise.


"Not always, is it? I also want to have fun spending my time with my friend, just like Mas Ferdi," Velicia replied with a smile on her husband.


Then Velicia walked towards the sofa and sat there holding Love. While Ferdi, he felt struck by the words of his wife who seemed to insinuate him.


"I don't come home late every day Bun" Ferdi protested as he walked towards Velicia.


"I never said that Mas Ferdi was always late. And I also want to say if this week I'm going to go to the High School reunion at my friend's house," Velicia said without facing her husband, she was more fun playing with Love.


Ferdi looked in wonder at his wife. His wife never left the house without him. Everywhere is always with him.


It was just that while Velicia was at work, Ferdi was not with her because they were both working.


And lately Velicia often comes home late and goes out of the house without her. That made Ferdi wonder.


Especially at this time Ferdi often feels if his wife's attitude is a little different. Many things made him look awkward and awkward in Ferdi's eyes.


Velicia felt confused, she quickly looked for an excuse so that her husband would not take her.


"House is out of town. Mas Ferdi didn't have to drive, let me go along with the other friends," Velicia replied with a slight nervousness.


Ferdi scrunched his forehead, he again felt the strangeness with his wife's answer. 


"Why go outside the city? Why not just here? Mother's school will be in this city," asked Ferdi probing.


Velicia sighed to her hearing a question from her husband that seemed to object to her departure.


"My friend just moved out of town with her husband. We go there and celebrate the event of occupying her new home" Velicia replied without looking at her husband.


Velicia could not lie. His face and face can be read easily by people who see it.


Immediately she placed Love on Lili's bed, then she walked into her room so that her husband would not ask her much.


Ferdi sighed heavily. He looked towards the sofa he was sitting on and again sighed. 


It seems like tonight I should really sleep here, Ferdi said in his heart as he rubbed the seat of the sofa he was sitting on.


He took pillows and blankets from the other room. He did not dare to go into his room so that his wife would not grow angry with him.


Inside her room, Velicia felt guilty towards her husband. But the shadow of Lani smiling in front of her house makes the guilt of her husband disappear instantly.


"It seems we have to find pleasure alone," said Velicia softly while smiling bitterly.


Truly Velicia had never expected that their household would be like that. Even imagining it he would never be able to.


He could not imagine the end of their story. Right now he could only follow the flow of their lives. 


"I'm sorry God, I just want to be happy. I just want to feel loved and loved more than just liked. Please let me feel the happiness in my life," Velicia said softly as she stared at the ceiling of her room before she closed her eyes.


The day arrived. The day Velicia would meet Raymond and they would be together enjoying their day off.


Velicia smiled looking at the reflection of herself in the mirror before her.


"Ah beautiful..," Velicia said with a happy smile.


This morning he wore jeans with a pink top that impressed girly with lace accents on his chest.


"It's seven o'clock, I have to prepare breakfast immediately so that he doesn't wait too long" Velicia said softly as she looked at the clock wrapped around her left hand.


It looks like Ferdi is playing with Love on television. Without greeting Ferdi and Love, Velicia immediately walked towards the kitchen and hurriedly made coffee for her husband and fruit juice for herself, as well as preparing a loaf of bread with other than on the dining table.


"Eat first. The breakfast is ready" Velicia exclaimed from the dining table.


Hearing the call from his wife, Ferdi immediately put the kitten he thought was like his son on his bed. Then he hurried to walk towards the dining room so that his wife would not wait too long.


"The only hope is this Mother?" asked Ferdi while pointing at the bread that had been smeared with jam on the plate.


"Yes. Sorry Mas, I'm in a hurry," Velicia replied after swallowing her food.


Ferdi stared at the food on his plate as he sighed. He ate it even though he was not tasteful.


"Mother going to your friend's house transfer event using a backpack? Why not just wear a small bag?" ferdi asked with an astonished look at the backpack Velicia was going to take away at this moment.