I Fall in Love Wrong
Chapter 38 Heartbreaking Facts

Ferdi went to the doctor who handled Velicia to find out about the illness suffered by Velicia.

In the doctor's office, Ferdi was told about everything. About Velicia's disease and the cause of the worsening of the disease.

Ferdi was silent and in his heart he felt very guilty because he felt he was the cause of his wife's illness.

In Velicia's room, Rani and Vira are now entertaining her. They let out a typical joke of the three of them so that Velicia felt comforted. 

From Velicia's face, they both knew that her friend was sad and had a problem.

"Ve, we go for a walk outside yuk," said Vira as she pulled Velicia's hand as if asking her to stand.

"I'm still limp Vir," said Velicia.

Velicia was indeed very limp and she was lazy to come out of her room because in addition to her body state that was still recovering, she was also still burdened with the events of yesterday night.

"That's Ve's easy problem. I'll get you a wheelchair, yes" Rani said as she moved from her seat.

"But Ran, I-I"

"Don't refuse Ve. You have to breathe the air out there to make it feel more alive," Rani interrupted Velicia's words to keep Velicia from rejecting her invitation.

"Yes Ve. You just sit in a wheelchair, let us push it," said Vira chimed in Rani's words.

Velicia smiled and she finally nodded her head, agreeing to the invitation of her friends.

Rani exits Velicia's room, moments later she re-enters her wheelchair.

"Let's help Ve" said Vira, holding Velicia's shoulders.

After Velicia sits in the wheelchair, Rani and Vira take Velicia to the back garden of the clinic.

After quite some time, Velicia felt tired and it seemed like the effects of the medicine she was taking were already working. Velicia feels sleepy, she invites Rani and Vita to drive her back into her room.

On the way to her room, Velicia who was sitting on a wheelchair pushed by Vira and Rani saw Ferdi coming out of the doctor's room who was handling Velicia.

Ferdi's face looks tangled out of the room. It made Velicia feel strange and afraid of a diagnosis that the doctor might not have told her.

"Ran, Vir, please bring me to the doctor's office, yes" Velicia said, pointing to the doctor's office.

"Why Ve, do you want to check?" rani asked while bowing slightly as she spoke for Velicia to hear her.

"Yes, if possible," Velicia replied as she looked back to look at Rani who was talking to her.

However, when Velicia's wheelchair was near the door of the room, she stopped the wheelchair by passing the code to her two friends who were pushing the wheelchair.

Velicia opened her palm and pointed it upwards for the two friends to stop her wheelchair.

"I don't want to be a consulting doctor for Ms. Velicia, anyway" said a woman from the doctor's office.

"Darling, why are you? They are my patients and they need your help as an obstetrician" said a man in the room.

"You don't know, they were my patients long ago. And they always consulted me. It's just that I feel sorry for Miss Velicia. She didn't conceive not because she couldn't, but because her husband didn't want to have children" she said with a slight upset.

Darr!

Like being struck by lightning, Velicia was so shocked that she had a hard time breathing. Her tears flowed without excuse and Velicia's breathing was irregular hearing the words of the female doctor who had been her obstetrician consultation.

The doctor turned out to be the wife of the general practitioner who was treating Velicia at this time. And in the room, the couple who were both doctors were talking about Velicia and Ferdi. They did not know that Velicia was near the door of the room.

"What do you mean?" the doctor asked his wife.

"Without the knowledge of Ms. Velicia, Mr. Ferdi had a vasectomy so that they could relate without worrying about having children" replied the woman's doctor who had been Velicia's obstetrician.

Velicia's heart ached even more hearing the fact that the female doctor said. Her tears did not stop hearing it. His hand held his chest because it felt tight to accept the reality.

Rani and Vira were stunned to hear what was heard from inside the doctor's room. They stared at each other and closed their mouths using their hands so that their shocked expressions could not be heard from inside the room.

"Vasectomy? Why would Mr Ferdi do that? Don't they have no children? And doesn't every married person always want to have children?" the male doctor asked his astonishment at his wife who became an obstetrician of Velicia.

"At first I thought the same as you Mas, therefore when Mr. Ferdi asked me to perform a vasectomy on him, I strongly rejected it because I knew that Miss Velicia wanted a child in their family very much. But, then Mr. Ferdi said the reason. And when I found out why, I just concluded that Mr. Ferdi wasn't ready to have a child. And I told Mr. Ferdi I would do it if he promised that once he was ready to have children, he would go back to surgery to have children again. Because according to the results of their tests, both are fertile and there are no problems. So I think Mr. Ferdi could have a child. Of course also with the permission of the power," said the woman's doctor explained to her husband.

The male doctor sighed as soon as he heard the explanation from his wife.

Velicia brushed away her tears that were sassyly always flowing down her cheeks.

"When will she be ready to have children? You know, if Miss Velicia is now sick from being forced to take herbal medicine so she can get pregnant?" asked the doctor with a sigh of regret.

The doctor widened his eyes. She did not expect that Velicia would become a victim of her husband's selfishness.

"Huffft. Because I failed to persuade Mr. Ferdi to re-operate so they could have children. I feel sorry for Miss Velicia. And I don't know what to do. If I tell Miss Velicia, it means I'm interfering in their household life" the woman's doctor said, sighing.

Enough, enough is enough. I don't want to hear anymore. It's very painful for me. Lord. Please strengthen me. Help me to get through this ordeal.

Velicia moaned in her heart while rubbing roughly every tear that dripped down her cheek.