I Fall in Love Wrong
Chapter 75 The Rain that bears witness
Tania came home from the cafe in a fit of annoyance. Tens of times he had contacted Velicia, but out of the many phone calls he had received none of them.
He felt neglected by his friend. Until the house, he was still nagging.
"Is it hard to say goodbye? He ordered his food and drink again. This too, the phones are all unplugged. What the hell do you want?" Tania nagged as she entered her house.
"What's up Tania? I called you earlier why didn't I pick up?" asked Raymond who was sitting on the living room couch holding his cell phone as if waiting for a phone call or message from someone.
Tania turned her head towards Raymond and with her upset face she approached Raymond.
"I had lunch with my friend. Iiihhh. Masa' I just order food instead he left not to say. My phone was left at the table, so I didn't know you were calling. Maybe my friend knows you called me. Unfortunately, he did not leave to me. Really nice bum, right?" Tania complained to her husband.
"Maybe your friend has another job. Or maybe there is an important event that requires him to be in the place immediately," said Raymond wisely.
Instantly Tania's annoyed face gradually disappeared. She sighed after listening to the words from her husband.
"Yes, he's my only friend in town. I must not be upset or angry with him before I know why. Or if not, I will lose a good friend like him" said Tania who was still a little upset.
Raymond smiled faintly at what his wife had said. Then he said,
"Tania, there's something I want to talk to you about" Raymond said, looking intently at his wife.
"What?" Tania replied doubtfully.
"We'd better..-"
"Alright, tomorrow we will register our marriage," Tania said frantically as if she refused to listen to what her husband would say.
"That's not Tan. I want us both-"
"Aren't you the one who wants our marriage to be legalized? All right, tomorrow we're gonna register our marriage. Forgive me for always delaying to register her," Tania said back to interrupt her husband's words.
"Tania, please listen to what I'm going to talk about first. I want us-"
"Just calm down, you don't have to worry about anything. Let me take care of everything. You just come with me" Tania said back as she stood up from her seat.
Raymond would open his mouth again, intending to say what he wanted. Unfortunately Tania did not want to listen to him. He prefers his own thinking.
Raymond will reopen his voice. Tania did not want to listen to what she was going to say because she felt she already knew what her husband was going to say.
Raymond breathed. He always lost to his wife. Even just saying his wish cannot.
Now he must find the right way to be able to say his decision about their marriage.
Raymond thought of Velicia coming back. He looked back at the screen of his phone that had no messages from Velicia. Even dozens of messages from Raymond alone were ignored.
Then he walked to the window. He saw the heavy rain from the window of his house. Then he said,
Rained out. Is Velicia not rained? Why didn't he call me at all?
Rain flushed Velicia's body still sitting on the sidewalk of the road. His cries were muffled by the sound of rain and rainwater disguised his tears.
He intentionally did not avoid the rain. He punished himself wet in the midst of the heavy rain that fell at that time. Many pairs of eyes saw him, but did not dare to ask let alone help him.
After feeling her body was already firmly walking, Velicia stood up and tried to walk away from the place. The raindrops that poured down his body bore witness to the sorrow of his heart.
His footsteps were dragged and his path was swept through the rain that fell rapidly. Even his body was now soaked and looked awful.
Step by step he walked down the road to his house. Even his phone that had rang earlier was ignored.
Slowly opened the door of his house which was still tightly closed. And that means Ferdi still hasn't come home. Velicia used to feel sad if her husband came home late into the night, but for now, she did not care anymore even though her husband did not come home even though.
Unconcerned about her soaking wet body, Velicia walked into her house. Even the droplets of water from his clothes did not care about him anymore. The floor of his house now contained patches of water droplets and spots of wet feet Velicia from the front door to his room.
Velicia's cry continued all the way inside the bathroom. The tears were drained in the bathroom, hoping that her tears would run out and no longer crying about her feelings.
"I want to be a heartless human being. I want to end it all and become a strong woman without any more heartache" Velicia said under a shower that hit her head.
The cold rain and the cold shower are no longer felt. He did not even use warm water for his shower.
He wants to punish himself so that he comes to his senses and ends it all before Tania and Ferdi find out about his relationship with Raymond.
"It hurts so much God. Honestly, the pain I felt because my husband was not worth the pain I feel now" Velicia said between sobs.
After being content to spill her heartache through her cries, Velicia came out of the bathroom wearing green pajamas.
Green is Ferdi's favorite color. She used to buy green pajamas and lingerie so her husband would love to see her.
But now she is not preparing for her husband. He just takes his pajamas and wears them.
He laid his body on his bed, and closed his eyes hoping that it was only a dream and tomorrow would still be a happiness for him.
All his hopes are not true. His eyes were closed, within a few minutes his tears came back.
Why must this hurt God.I want to be happy, not to feel the wounds I have felt some time ago, Velicia said in her heart as she closed her tears and bit her lower lip to let her tears flow down her cheeks.
He picked up the phone and found Raymond's name on the phone. After obtaining Raymond's name, Velicia immediately sent him a message.
Ray, I hope our relationship gets here. If we happen to meet on the street, pretend not to know each other and not say hello.