The Essence Of The Darkness
Episode 98: Love and Lust
CRAZY UPDATE 3 of 10
The hello.
Part crazy updates were posted gradually throughout Thursday, November 7, 2019.
To pass the review, the author can not guarantee ten can pass directly simultaneously yes.
Hopefully according to the author can pass directly to the ten-ten parts.
But, uh, if the admin editor Mangatoon takes a gradual time to review the crazy update part so that the episode2 release can not coincide and gradually separate hours or even days (some just passed the review tomorrow) , & 2 , please, the permaclumannya yes.
Regadrs, AY
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“You look tired,”
Elana spoke carefully as she placed a warm cup of coffee on the front desk where Akram was sitting casually on the sofa in Elana's house.
This man drove her home from work and shamelessly invited himself in. He even acted arrogant by ordering Elana to make a cup of coffee for him while he chose to sit back on the sofa and wait.
Akram raised his head and looked towards Elana who was taking a seat in his front seat. It made Akram feel dislike. The sofa they were sitting on was quite long and large for the two of them. Even just yesterday this sofa managed to accommodate their fun lovemaking pleasure.
And now, deliberately this woman chose to take a seat that was not only far in front of her, but also obstructed by a table?
Of course Akram would not let that happen, he had to teach this woman a lesson in order to understand her position.
Akram's hands were outstretched, while his eyes rolled full of gestures.
“Come,” he said coldly unwilling to accept the rebuttal.Elana raised an eyebrow, but the woman was not refuted. Slowly he stepped closer and stood hesitatingly in front of Akram, but his hand remained outstretched, letting Akram grasp his fingers and then pull him closer so that Elana fell sitting on the sofa, and then fell down, right in Akram's strong arm.
“Do you realize how many times today I have continuously reached out to you and asked you to come closer?” Akram said with a huffed tone. “Why do I feel like I'm the one who keeps coming at you while you're silent and not trying to give the same to me?”
Elana gasped, once again, Akram managed to make her at a loss for words. Akram and his cheeks flushed red when he realized that the man was looking at him very sharply.
When Elana did not give a reply, Akram breathed and decided to retreat. She was determined to give Elana time and the opportunity to learn to love her, and she would never force herself on Elana.
He attached his lips to Elana's forehead before giving a soft kiss there.
“Learn love me, okay?” said Akram then as if being wracked by torture. The man cupped Elana's cheek and raised her face toward her, then began to kiss her passionately. “Tell me, how can you love me?”
“Kram,” Elana whispered slowly, stealing the opportunity before Akram grabbed and clasped her lips so she could no longer say. “Why can you love me?”
It was a question that up to this moment was still raging in Elana's mind and bothering her. Indeed, until this moment, Elana still could not believe fully that Akram loved himself in the true sense.
Still continue to be imprinted in Elana's mind if Akram is only very passionate about him and misinterpret the bubbling lust in his body as love.
Akram's lips that were about to pulverize Elana's lips stopped while his body motion became stiff. The man straightened his back while his facial expression turned solemn as his hand that had not yet detached his stalk from Elana's cheek moved gently and forced Elana's face to face.
“You still doubt me?” ask Akram sharply.
Elana tried to shift her gaze even though with the closeness of their faces at the moment, it all felt useless.
“You know…. The one you know, the cruel Akram Night and…. And it seems like her heart is too hard to fall in love. Moreover... to someone like me.” Elana stammered, trying to reveal what was inside her mind with great difficulty. It was complicated and Elana was having a hard time trying to get Akram to understand, as if there were so many words in the world, none of them felt right to express her feelings.
“My heart is too hard to fall in love?” akram's lips decomposed to form a smile full of irony. “Is that how you look at me? Just a lustful body that has no place in my heart to love?”
“Because that's what you showed me…. Since... since the beginning of our meeting, isn't that what filled your mind? You want to have me because you want to be free to satisfy your lust, don't you?” Elana answered quickly, gave the right answer and stuck into Akram's heart.
“I told you that I can't explain myself what chemistry makes my passion so strong for you. I talked to Nathan about it and he said that there are pheromones that seem to feel so strong in one individual and not felt the same in another. Most likely, I was sensitive by the pheromones you accidentally produced and my body and desires reacted more strongly than others. What I found in you I could not find in other women, that is why I was so lustful to you and even until dark eyes forced my will upon you,” Akram looked at Elana in earnest. “I have to make sure you hear it, Elana. What I feel for you I do not feel for another woman. Only you can get me out of control. I'm not a man who likes to impose his will on women here and there, I'm not a serial rapist with a perverted brain that's crashing a net to find victims everywhere. There is no other woman I treat the same way I treat you. Just you,”
“I know,” Elana quick reply. Somehow Akram's sentence was so intense and full of confidence that made his cheeks feel hot and red. “Only…. You also said it yourself, that…. It has to do with the physical, it has nothing to do with the heart, so I guess you misinterpreted lust with love.
“Elana,” Akram groans as if feeling sick.
“Hundreds of times I made love to you, hundreds of times our closeness, how could I not feel anything other than passionate desire?” Akram grabbed Elana's hand and clenched their fingers tightly. “Hundreds of times I've been inside you, looking for satisfaction from your body and you've wrapped around and hugged me, how could I feel nothing but desire?” then with a sad tone.
“That's not what I mean…. I... I also...” Elana was unable to continue her sentence. Of course he felt something too.
Otherwise, there was no way he could sit here calmly accepting the fondling of the man who had raped her, right?
But.is it really love? Or is it just the realization of familiarity because their bodies are used to each other?
“I've never been in love before, so maybe I'm not good at expressing my feelings and reassuring you,” Akram pulls Elana into his arms and embraces her tightly. “But I've never really felt this before. An intense desire to have, but also want to protect. Desire to claim yourself harshly while wanting to be gentle and not hurt. The desire to make you always smile, wanting to make you always happy.The affection that makes my chest pulsate strongly every time I see your presence, which sometimes makes my chest bulge with happiness to the point of pain… I am very sure that it is love,” Akram kissed the temple side of Elana, again the sound of sadness was written in her voice. “Can't you feel it, Elana? Do you doubt me?”
Elana closed her eyes. He felt the distinctive and pleasant aroma of Akram surround him. He felt the warmth of the man's body that embraced him. He feels really comfortable. And sentence after sentence spoken by Akram with confidence, covering himself and giving great happiness that is difficult to translate.
Elana tried to find out and went into the depths of her heart to examine herself. The first thing he tried to look for was hate, but as hard as he could to find the bottom, hatred for Akram was not found, as well as disgust, anger, anger, trauma and desire for revenge. All of this is no longer felt.
It was as if without asking permission before, Elana's heart had forgiven Akram even before she herself realized it.
Does he feel the same way as he feels for Akram? Loving can make the heart forgive unconditionally, right? Does that mean....he loves Akram?
“And you said I like this couldn't possibly fall in love with a woman like you?” Akram kept his embrace away so that Elana could look up and look at his very serious expression. “I'm a man with a broken mentality, almost beyond repair, and you're a woman like you who is very innocent, clean, with a pure heart before I pollute your soul and body. How could I not fall in love with you? You never wear a mask in our relationships, you fight back when you feel unfairly treated, you're not hypocritical, you always show your emotions honestly, and when you always show hate, I unconsciously so scavenge a little emotion like of you, you know, unconsciously I begged for you to love and was desperate to hold yourself by my side. “This is the first time I love a woman and I really desperately want to make you repay my love…. You won't be able to imagine how much frustration it's taking me sitting here, staring at you, and having no answer whether you feel the same way as me or not,”.
“I'm sorry,” instantly Elana replied, filled with guilt that instantly made Akram chuckle.
“Why are you apologizing? There's nothing to forgive here. I decided to love you and I was willing to take my own risks, no responsibility I put on you for how I feel. So, you don't have to apologize,” Akram grabbed Elana's chin, and then gave her a brief soft kiss there. “Again, I've decided to give you time. A torturous month in which I will not complete my desires, so that our minds are equally pure, clear from the scourges of lust.I hope that in one month you can love me.”.
Elana immediately remembered Xavier's previous words, that Akram had no experience in love at all and considered love can be grown whenever ordered. Even so, for now somehow Elana did not feel irritated or angry with Akram. He even held a smile, thinking Akram's behavior was funny
.“I will try,” Elana still left a smile on the corner of her lips when saying.Akram put his nose on Elana's nose and gave the same smile.
“You can't just try. You have to try hard. Because of this boss of yours…. Not accepting...” Akram's lips couldn't help but kiss and pulverize Elana's lips with passion. “...answer no,”
After saying her sentence, Akram smashed Elana's lips all out, teasing her to open before she slipped her own lips, smacking her tongue, and then slipping it open, touching the pleasant and scrumptious spots on Elana's lips and taking her own pleasure.
After that hot and seemingly endless kiss, Akram finally gained her power to break away. Their breaths were both breathless and their lips were still so close because when he let go of their lips, Akram was completely unwilling to retreat away. The desire to return the lips pulverized and then pushed Elana's body to lie on the sofa with her following to have a strong feel and torment her.
Luckily Akram managed to hold himself back as hard as he could, knowing that he had promised and had to be fulfilled.
“I have to go home,” Akram whispered in a raucous tone of torment. His head lowered and he realized that Elana had gripped the surface of his shirt so tightly that it had tangled there. Smile on Akram's lips, happy because he managed to disturb Elana's desire as well.
At least, tonight is not just him who is tormented by body and soul….
When she noticed Akram's gaze in her hands, Elana immediately released her grip on Akram's shirt. Her cheeks flushed with embarrassment when she realized that she was so swept away in Akram's arms and involuntarily pushed herself into Akram's body as it was driven by the desire to get even closer to the man.
Has she now changed as the lustful women who pursue Akram? Has his head that was normally filled with logic and rationality now turned full of a blinding mist of lust?
As if understanding what was on Elana's mind, Akram immediately took the woman into his arms and held her tightly to his chest. Elana's ears clung to Akram's chest so that she could clearly feel and hear Akram's heart beating uncontrollably, flailing his chest cavity as if he was struggling to jump from there.
“You see? How fit are our bodies? And it feels more pleasant because our hearts are also suitable,” Akram looked up Elana's face and gave a kiss once again on the lips of the woman. “Not to be ashamed if your body wants me. Love adorned with lust is not a mistake."
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CRAZY UPDATE 3 of 10
Hello, part crazy updates are posted gradually throughout the day of Thursday November 7, 2019.
To pass the review, the author can not guarantee ten can pass directly simultaneously yes.
Hopefully according to the author can pass directly to the ten-ten parts.
But, uh, if the admin editor Mangatoon takes a gradual time to review the crazy update part so that the episode2 release can not coincide and gradually separate hours or even days (some just passed the review tomorrow) , 2 , please, the permaclumannya yes.
Regadrs, AY
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