The Essence Of The Darkness
EOTL eps 64: Goodbye

“I've done it.”

Dimitri's voice was heard across the street, unwilling to hide the grumbling tone he did not like there.

Xavier looked vigilantly around the silent hallway of the hospital, making sure that no one would steal their conversation. Earlier on the screen his phone showed a phone call from Dimitri, Xavier immediately bailed out of the room to receive a call and left Sera inside the examination room with Doctor Amera inside there to share her experience and knowledge of the first pregnancy.

“Good. You just need to burn and fan until Aaron makes up his mind.”

Xavier uttered in a mysterious satisfied tone that made Dimitri across the phone call frown in an inexhaustible manner.

“Actually what's your plan? You want the kid, don't you? Why did you provoke Aaron to harm Serafina Moon and the baby? Is everything you do just a pretense? Do you really want to eliminate Serafina Moon and her baby by using Aaron's hand as your tool?” guess frustration.

Xavier grinned wickedly. “That has nothing to do with you. Your only task is to burn and keep fanning until the flame is growing uncontrollably, because what I'm waiting for is a real big bang.” As usual, Xavier chose to be obnoxious with a riddle. “Just do your job and let me know again.”

Without waiting for a response from Dimitri, Xavier disconnected his phone call and gripped the phone in his grasp.

This time, he was betting. If he wins in this gamble, then everything will go well according to his plan.

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"You can wait here.” Doctor Nathan opened the door to a room the size of a studio apartment located on the top floor of the hospital building. “The result of the test will probably come out in two hours at the latest,” continued later, informing while glancing at the direction of his watch.

“OK. Let Sera rest first.” Xavier touched his hand to Sera's shoulder and gently let her into the room.

“I'll be back later.” Doctor Nathan nodded his head, then immediately turned around leaving the two of them alone. When it was just the two of them alone that Xavier and Sera stood facing each other in the room, both eyes fixed, overwhelmed by awkwardness.

“How are you doing?” Xavier's watchful gaze suddenly realized that there were dark circles beginning to form under Sera's eyes.

The woman was clearly exhausted. Wasn't he the one who made this woman exhausted last night?

Xavier's hand cupped Sera's cheek side and gently leaned the woman's face towards him.

“You okay?” ask again when Sera does not answer the first question.

“I'm okay, just a little tired.” Sera nodded her head slowly, then glanced over the bed. “I took a nap, huh?” tanyanya slow.

Sera did not lie, her body felt drained of energy by all the successive things that happened from last night until returning tonight at this time. All things seem to come continuously in his life, making his mind tired of digesting and impacting his physical.

“Sleep.” Xavier grabbed Sera's shoulder and pointed her to the bed. The man helped Sera lie down and covered her. Then without a word, Xavier turned around, leaving Sera alone on the bed and slamming her body towards the large sofa that was across the room.

Sera lay on her side, her eyes twitching and staring at Xavier silently, stealing glances while trying not to get caught. The man was not looking at him, but was half bent over the sofa and busy staring at something in his hand.

Whatisit? The results prit out the USG content earlier?

The man made no sound, seemed preoccupied in his own mind, contemplating in silence. The long-stretched silence somehow made Sera's eyes suddenly feel heavy, unable to resist closing her eyes and instantly dissolving into her depths.

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I don't know how long Sera had been asleep, but when she woke up later, she saw Xavier still in the same sitting position. The man was so focused on looking at the object held in his hand that it seemed as if he did not realize that Sera had opened his eyes.

“Why do you see it continue?”

Finally Sera decided to ask, breaking the silence that surrounded the two of them.

Xavier lifted his gaze and looked towards Sera's open eyes. A smile appeared thinly on his lips.

“You're up?” the man asked a rhetorical question that did not need to be answered, then carefully moved his hand to put the photo of the USG results into his pocket.

“I'm just still overwhelmed with a feeling of amazement,” he continued later, answering Sera's question. “For so long, I have never appreciated life. You know, both my own life, the lives of others, even the lives of other creatures in this world.” Xavier's eyes narrowed, watching Sera sharply. Indirectly, he was about to say that he was a merciless person who could take the life of any creature for his sake without any guilt at all. “I never noticed that the life of a living being. turned out to start from something as small as this. I never noticed that the struggle of living beings to be born into the world, to grow up and to create a mark on this earth, it turned out to have to go through hard work even when he was still in the form of a small speck similar to sesame seeds.”

Xavier patted the ultrasound photo on his chest, then smiled gently at Sera. “This creature, our son, even in his small size, has worked hard to survive, trying to attach himself to the wall of the uterus so as not to fall off and fall off. Amazing, isn't it?”

Sera looked at Xavier carefully. He knew that this man in front of him had a terrifying murderous mentality. From what he had learned about Xavier in the past, this man did not hesitate to take the life of anyone who blocked his path cruelly.

Is it true that a figure with a mentality that has been cruel from the beginning, can be touched by his heart when he sees a small life that begins to develop in the stomach of Sera?

Sera's question could not be met with the answer because the door where the mini apartment they both occupy now heard the sound of ‘bib’ several times. Xavier's expression stiffened, but the man said nothing as he got up from his position sitting on the sofa and approached towards the door.

Not leaving his guard, Xavier first checked the image of the surveillance camera display that displayed the image of the front door area, before then opening it when he saw that Doctor Nathan was standing there.

“How?” Without letting Doctor Nathan in, the man immediately asked curiously.

Doctor Nathan grinned broadly, the man handed Xavier a sheet of laboratory test paper and let the man examine it.

“Congratulations. You're going to be a father.” Doctor Nathan looked up at Sera who was lying in anticipation on the bed, then his grin turned into a sincere smile. “You two will have children, possibly twins.”

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“You look exhausted.” Xavier embraces Sera into his arms, letting the woman lean into his chest. “Is this because of your pregnancy or have I been fouling you last night?” The man asked quietly but his tone did not wait for an answer, as if he was talking to himself.

“I'm fine, maybe I didn't get enough sleep last night and just accumulated now,” Sera replied without a fight, leaning her body against Xavier's chest and closing her eyes. “Let me sleep a little longer,” her door in a floating tone before then falling asleep into her sleep again.

Xavier lowered his head to peek at Sera's closed eyes while leaning his cheek comfortably on her chest. His fingers moved, touching the child's hair dangling on Sera's cheek, then tucked it behind her ear.

Xavier was finally able to control himself after a shock wave mixed with anticipation that befell him again when receiving certainty about Sera's pregnancy. Now, they are in the passenger cabin of a speeding car to drive Sera back to her home.

Yep. Back to Sera's own house. Because according to the agreement, Xavier will not touch or visit Sera, except during routine pregnancy checks and certainly when Sera gives birth later.

But can he do it?The little life that was growing inside Sera's stomach felt amazing to her. Her son, her bloodline is now struggling to grow up in her belly. Xavier felt a strong urge to reveal Sera's clothes, observing the stomach for hours each day, carefully measuring the increase in the size of the stomach at all times, do not want to miss a second of the growth of his child in the womb of the woman.

But he knew he couldn't do it.

If Xavier can't hold back his desires and continues to attach himself and instill his existence in Sera's life, then, then, it was not impossible if the two of them would get closer and it was certain that there would be a stronger inner attachment between them.

Xavier does not want his existence to be a normal thing for Sera. He didn't want Sera to accept him or bond with him. For he will leave a wound for her if it is time for her to leave Sera and her child.

It is better if there is no bond between the two of them, it is better for Sera to fortify her heart with a solid barrier, for the safety of the woman herself.

Their car eventually enters a closed residential area where Sera will stay during her pregnancy and possibly for the future. Xavier still grabbed the woman in the arms and stared out the window, waiting until the car stopped on the balcony.

As the driver moved to open the rear door of the passenger cabin for him, Xavier refused the wheelchair offered for him. He picked up his own wand and shook Sera's body slightly to wake her up.

“Sera. We have arrived.” Xavier spoke softly, but his tone was firm so that it could pierce through Sera's consciousness which was still covered in thick fog.

Sera's eyes gnawed, but her consciousness was still not fully regained, the woman tried to focus her gaze towards Xavier even though everything seemed to be shading in her eyes.

“Xavier?” Sera mentioned the name of the man to make sure. His hand reached out, touching Xavier's cheek as the man's face seemed to sway in his eyes. “Why are you moving?” ask her in a plain tone.

Slowly Xavier shifted his body, stepping down from the car. “Come, we've arrived. I want to carry you but I can't be in my condition like this. Can you walk alone?” he asked while slightly standing on his staff and slightly bowed while extending his hand towards Sera.

“Sounds can.” Sera's voice sounded shaky and uncertain, just as her body immediately staggered while trying to set foot normally on the floor.

Sera's legs felt hollow, as if unable to support her own body. Luckily Xavier swiftly embraced his waist, guiding Sera slowly stepping into the house, heading straight for the room.

When he reached the doorway, Xavier turned his head back and looked at his men with a stern demeanor.

“Leave us.” Xavier gave orders to two of his men who were following on standby in front of them and the men nodded their heads before then stepping out of the inner area of the house to stand guard at their postsrespectively.

Xavier slammed the door behind him, then again guided Sera towards the bed. Slowly he helped the woman lie down on the bed, and his lips extended a faint smile when he saw Sera half-cowled with her eyes closed.

Slowly Xavier picked up the folded blanket at the foot of the bed and himself sat on the edge of the bed, his body bent over while his hand was about to slip it into her body. However, her movements stopped when Sera opened her eyes and the woman raised her hand to cupper Xavier's moving wrist to cupper the blanket to Sera's chest.

“You didn't sleep?” Sera's eyes were still foggy when she asked the question, as if her consciousness had not returned completely.

Xavier smiled with irony. “I'll sleep. Later. In my own home,” he replied later.

Sera frowned. “Why don't you sleep here?”

“Because my house is not here. This is your home,” replied Xavier half irritated.

“But I want you to sleep here.” Unexpectedly Sera moved her hand to embrace Xavier's neck.

“Why don't you sleep here?” ask without sin.

Xavier gritted his teeth. “I can't sleep here.”

“Why?” guiltless Sera pursues back with questions.

“Because you won't sleep if I stay here.”

“I don't want to sleep.” Sera widened her eyes stubbornly.

“Serafina Moon.” Xavier gritted his teeth, held back. “Do not force your luck. Sleep,” his wrath is half threatening.

The man used his hand to unravel the braid of Sera's hand around his neck, trying to break free and was about to move away. But instead of letting go, Sera's hand even touched Xavier's cheek, making the man's movements freeze for a moment.

Sera widened her eyes, looking at Xavier as if wounded.

“You don't want me?” asked in an innocent tone, not intending to tease but able to shake Xavier's blood to a boil.

“You really like to torture people.” Xavier hissed his sentence furiously. The man climbed up onto the bed and bowed over Sera. “Do not regret what you have turned on when your consciousness returns fully later.” Xavier bent his body and pressed his lips against Sera's lips, swiping at her in a seductive gesture. “If you do ask for it, then I will sleep here,” he then decided.

Sera wrapped her hands back around Xavier's neck, bringing the man's face closer to her. Xavier was right, most likely when a logical mind came to master him the next morning, he would definitely regret this all-out. But now Sera chose not to care. In his eyes at this moment, Xavier seemed ready to dart away and say goodbye and would not turn his head again.

At least, tonight. Sera wanted to give in to her impulsive impulse, and turn herself over to Xavier. At least, if his premonition is correct that Xavier is leaving, he has a piece of memory with the father of his children that he can keep until later.

“So you'll sleep here?” Sera whispered slowly on the lips of the man who started exploring her lips, interrupting them from the hot fondling ready to burn.

“Who said I'd sleep?” Xavier whispered furiously in a wooing tone of voice. “I'll fuck you,” growling strong.

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The woman curled up in his body and channeled a pleasant warm air to him under the blanket that wrapped the two of them tightly.

Xavier looked up again at the ceiling of the room, trying to examine his mind back that was jumbled.

Serafina Moon was truly her weakness. Their bodies seemed to synergize wanting to hug each other, until when Sera asked for it, she could not refuse it.

Xavier was never that gentle when making love to women, nor was he ever so patient as to teach an innocent woman who still did not know how to satisfy her, guide them slowly so that they can give and receive each other with an addictive level of enjoyment.

Even tonight, Xavier is being extra gentle. Carefully touch the woman so as not to disturb her womb. Doctor Nathan has explained that romance in the pregnancy trimester can be done but must be careful and not excessive, and Xavier tried to apply it in their romance this time.

A love that should be the last time. Xavier was determined that this would not happen again.

Slowly Xavier releases Sera's body attached to him and unravels their closeness. His eyes watched Sera's peaceful slumbering expression, holding back all her might so as not to bend the body and wake the woman up and touch her again to satisfy her awakening desire.

Sera needs sleep. Likewise, he also needed to rest and calm his mind for some time.

With a careful movement, Xavier shifted his body, coming down from the bed. He then tidied up Sera's blanket and set his feet on the thick carpet of the room. Xavier picked up his clothes on the floor and put them on. After tidy, his footsteps moved about to exit the room, only stopping to turn a little towards Sera who was still sound and lying peacefully on the bed.

Xavier's gaze implied a heartbreaking void, but the man hardened his heart.

“Goodbye, Serafina Moon.”

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