I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
season 3: episode 16

Naomi's words about Pandora's box that night intrigued me, how far Jester told Naomi about her Pandora's box. About pandora's box, actually I just likened it to when Selena told me about what happened after I rejected Jester's sister on stage, but somehow what became my parable was actually spoken by Jester to Naomi.

But more important now than my curiosity is the condition of Naomi's heart, I have to calm her down first after Selena made things worse. Selena is acting strange tonight, is it because she still feels disappointed in me? or because I don't know my best friend? two years may have changed everything, even I have changed. Except for Jester's brother like him...

Aaa~ I don't know.. I have to focus first to calm Naomi's heart.

"It was not stupid, in fact facing the problem directly proved to be the most powerful way to solve it" my dream agreed to Naomi's words, slowly I left my bed and sat next to Naomi.

"I understand your plan, you want to make sure that Brother Jester is no longer there me by presenting me near him. Because psychologically, people who hate someone will all be considered wrong and will continue to hate. You're cunning, Naomi" in a slightly insinuating tone I told Naomi, hearing my words made Naomi turn her eyes to look at me with a shocked face.

"Aahs.. Eeh...no! I didn't say it like that!" panicked Naomi said it, I laughed seeing her panicked face at that moment. Relieved to see him for a moment not sad and angry again, it seems like my lure managed to improve his mood.

"Then what donk? here's the story... eeh wait, you said pandora's box? what does Naomi mean?" my question is, I'm trying to be as natural as possible to ask about the pandora's box.

"Jester once said that your memories are like pandora's box that opens when you meet again, so I thought that even if I managed to muffle them now, but forever the pandora's box would be stored in his heart, and one day it will open again for some reason" replied Naomi in a regretful tone, slowly her eyes turned to look at her two legs which she bent and hugged on her chest.

"Every open then he'll behave like now, he's over-traumatized and always over-thinking me. I who live with him like this will always feel sad to see him slump like that, seeing him happy is one of the most beautiful things I have right now. As long as it can make her cheerful as before, sacrifice whatever I am ready for" Naomi said with a smile that looks so sincere.

I ran out of words to describe the love of both of them as if they were meant to be together, to love each other and to be loved. This time I may see Naomi sacrificing for Jester's brother, but I'm sure when they're reversed then Jester's sister will do the same. I.. want to be in that position, I would like to. if I could. :).

"That's the case, so that's why Jester forgot about me at the mall, all he kept in a pandora's box in his heart" I said at the time, maybe my tone sounded sad to the point of making Naomi slightly jerked and then turn her eyes to look me in the eye.

"Aahs... Eeh.. that's not what you think! Jester accidentally forgot to.." Naomi said, I cut it off because I know where Naomi is talking. She tried to comfort me. I hugged her body and I put my head on her shoulder.

"Selena told me a little bit about you and that man named Daniel, if I compare him with my actions with Brother Jester. There is no difference between me and Daniel, we are the same - just as scratching the heart so deeply. We are a bunch of bad guys who can hurt the holy love of a sincere person" I said regretfully

"Luna!! not like that!! you and Daniel are very different!" sounding angry Naomi said it, I also chuckled in response to her anger.

"Thank you for standing up for me. If there's a second life, I'm going to find you and make you my best friend" my voice was suddenly heavy at the time, probably because I've been trying really hard to hold back my cries.

The warm conversation ended when I decided to go to sleep, as did Naomi and Selena. We slept three on one mattress that felt so soft and comfortable, nothing compared to my mattress. I told Naomi that Selena had been staying at my house before and that she was probably in a lumbago right now because she was sleeping on that hard, narrow bed, we laughed together when Selena said she wasn't that weak.

After small talk to and fro. not long left I myself who still do not sleep, somehow it is very difficult to close these eyes. I turned my right and I saw Naomi's face sleeping towards me, as I looked to my left I saw Selena sleeping towards me. Not long ago I looked back at the sky - the sky room and thought about all my journey to my age that had touched eighteen this year, I didn't expect it to be this long since I decided to leave Brother Jester.

Everything has been going on and I should not regret it, the decision I have taken will be a story in itself. Slowly I got out of my bed so as not to wake Naomi and Selena, I walked over to my handbag that I put on Naomi's makeup spell.

In the bag I took a pink note containing my last wish, I also took a ballpoint in the bag and then I left the room slowly. I walked towards the dining room where there was a table and chairs that were comfortable for me to write something down, in one of his chairs I sat down and put down the little note and tore up one of the pages that contained my last dream.

I wrote back one after another about my last dream on one page, at the top I wrote with the word...

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The Last Dreams :

Apologize to Jester ✓

Putting Jester's sister together with Selena

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When writing my second wish unknowingly I was still writing Selena's name to be a partner of Jester's sister, I sighed then I scribbled Selena's name and I replaced her with Naomi's name.

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Uniting Kak Jester with (name Selena crossed out) Naomi ✓

Visit to festival square

Enter the labyrinth garden and make promises that have been said both together and without Jester

Celebrating Jester's birthday

Unite Selena with friends - brother Jester and Naomi

Vacation to Paris together with brother Jester as promised

Watching an open-air cinema like my brother Jester told me

Visiting cafes - popular cafes that kak Jester told me about

Sailing on the Seine river

visit the Museums of Modern Art, Victor-Hugo and Balzac Houses, Bourdelle Museum, Carnavalet Museum, Cernuschi Museum, Marechal Leclerc Memorial, Petit Palais, Zadkine Museum, and the Museum of Romantic Life

Photographs at the Eiffel, Louvre Museum, Arc de Triomphe, Notre Dame Cathedral, and Luxembourg Gardens

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I smiled when I saw that all my dreams would soon be realized because my first steps were neatly arranged, I was very optimistic about everything because I was sure I was on the right path, until something shocking and sad happened...

In the morning I woke up when I felt someone move right to my right, Naomi looked like she had just woken up from sleep and she was sitting on the edge of the bed. My eyes immediately stared at a clock that was on a small table next to the mattress, when it showed at 05:00

"The first time you wake up, Naomi." I said in a hoarse voice.

"Aahs.. Eeh. I. have to prepare breakfast for Jester, you sleep first" said Naomi who was shocked to hear my voice.

I stretched my body and accidentally kicked Selena's leg to wake her up, Selena had groaned in pain and I immediately apologized to her. After a while of preparation, the three of us decided to make breakfast together. When Naomi's eyes were on the door of the living room that was still closed, I knew she was worried about Jester's situation.

"Hey. Let's cook first. Later when you are ready, you can wake her up" chirped me while patting her shoulder, Naomi turned to look at me and smiled as she sighed.

"You're right. yesterday he didn't eat dinner, maybe when he woke up he was very hungry" Naomi said.

We walked into the kitchen and at that time we discussed about the breakfast menu today, there was not much we could choose because the ingredients there were also not much. In the end we just made omelets, toast bread and green tea made by Naomi. After everything was available on the dining table, I looked at Naomi who was still silent staring at our cooking.

"Why silence?" my question broke Naomi's daydream, somewhat jolting Naomi as it looked at me.

"Aahs... Eeh... no, I just. make sure everything is on the table.." Naomi answered stammered, her eyes bowed and looked so sad.

"Hey..meet brother Jester, wake him up" I said.

"Come on, Luna, would she be happy if I woke her up after our fight last night" Naomi said with a sigh, I smiled and walked over to Naomi to pat her on the back so she would walk over to wake Jester's sister.

Naomi was exactly with the old me, she was full of doubts about deciding something...

"There's no time to hesitate, she'll be happy to see you" I said as she patted her back, Naomi turned to look at me and smiled

"You're right, I'll wake her up" as Naomi walked in.

I looked at Selena who was just speechless looking at me, but at that moment Selena had a flat face without any expression. When I asked with a gesture of face, he just shook his head and then asked me to stand near the exit of the dining room. It seemed that Selena wanted to invite me to eavesdrop, I had refused her invitation but when I saw Brother Jester passing through the dining room door.

"Jester!! you why?! if you're mad at me, tell me the reason and don't be like this!!" naomi snapped for a moment when I saw Brother Jester walking through the kitchen door, I kind of ran and approached the door so that their voices could be heard.

"Tell me when you'll leave me" replied Mr. Jester

"Whatchu mean? I never thought I'd leave you" Naomi said sounding confused by what Jester said, I was confused as to what exactly Jester told Naomi at the time.

Leaving? Naomi never said she would leave Jester's sister, she who loved Jester so much would never leave him. What exactly did Jester think? was there a word from someone who influenced him? I. I don't know why he became different...

"Luke and Harry saw the three of you in the college park, it seems like the three of you know each other well to plan something together" said Jester, although his tone sounded flat but I felt the turmoil of his emotions.

As soon as it became clear, Luke's brother and Harry's brother who hated me had affected Jester's brother, no matter what the two said to Jester's brother. I understand why they both hate me, but saying Naomi and I are working together to leave Jester's sister. I have to temper Luke's brother and Harry's temper, because they are both very influential for Jester's brother.