I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
season 3: episode 7

The day changed after an accidental meeting between me and Jester's sister and Naomi at the mall yesterday, the last time I listened to Selena's story about what has happened and has been going on for the past two years. Supposedly today me, Selena and Mr. Parker came to campus to ask me for permission to go around the faculty just curious about campus life, Selena said if the campus leader was Mr. Parker's best friend Selena's father so I'd most likely get the permit.

But baby, my body temperature was rising and I was also in pain in my bones, I don't know what happened to me at that time. I could barely move from my bed and could only wriggle around with the pain that was attacking me, dr. Ellie came over specifically to check on me and said it was a side effect of the chemotherapy I was going through because it was like starting all over again.

Doctor Ellie gave me a special drug that can relieve pain, after taking it I did feel if the pain I was suffering slowly disappeared and I fell asleep just like that...

I just woke up in the afternoon, an infusion was attached to my hand somehow when they put it up. I couldn't get out of my bed because it was so limp, I looked to my left right to make sure I was where I was and I was grateful that I was home. It seems like my condition is not as bad as I thought, maybe because I am still not used to the side effects.

Not long after I heard someone open my door, I saw Selena peeking at me from behind the opening of the door. I smiled at her and then she looked like she was fleeing and looked relieved, Selena went into the room and pulled a chair to get close to me that was lying limp on the bed.

"How are you doing?" ask Selena

"Well, I'm just a little bit limp" I replied trying to calm her down, I'm sure I said a little bit I still have some pain then Selena would respond excessively.

"Really?" tanyanya tried to ascertain my answer

"Of course, yesterday I was just soy sauce. All because - because of the fat pile woman who wrestled clothes with me" I said with annoyance, Selena chuckled in response to my words.

"Luna, your request has been accepted.You can go around the campus as you like so long as you do not make a mess or commotion when the class is underway" said Selena, who was not involved in the study, I was shocked to hear that because I couldn't make it to Selena's campus this morning.

"Huh? since when? I'm not done." I'm not done saying, Selena cut it.

"If you're a moving father, things will get easier" Selena said with a smile that appeared to boast to me, laughing in response to her combo.

Not long after Dr. Ellie and my mother entered the room, Ellie's doctor came to check my condition and removed the infusion in my hand. We talked a lot about small and fun things, it felt so bad that Doctor Ellie wanted me to not care what had just happened to me because anyone would feel bad considering his life was no longer long.

But I didn't...

Without the help of Doctor Ellie I no longer care what will happen to me, I have given up on my destiny and do not want to fight it. Even if this life is still long, actually what I want is very simple, I just want to gather with friends that I consider them valuable. But since my destiny says otherwise, then I simplify my wishes...

I just wanted to imprint my friends' hearts like Peter said.

The next morning, Selena came to pick me up. I was healthy enough to be able to do my activities today, I say goodbye to my father and mother and then say if I want to menggampus. Mom and Dad were heavy enough to let me go, but they were still the mom and dad I knew all along. Father and mother who always obey my selfishness without exception, the thing I regret most in life because I do not have time to repay their kindness.

"For Selena" I said as I got into Selena's car

"For Luna, are you ready?" ask Selena

"Anyway, I'm very enthusiastic about the slurping" I replied with a laugh, Selena smiled and then she turned her car around to get to campus.

Along the way, Selena and I talked about a lot of things that really didn't matter, about college, about life as a student, and about Jester, Naomi and Camilla. I will meet them in person, whether intentionally or unintentionally. Right on this day, I was like putting the first stone on a foundation.

"Well, here's my campus, what do you think? is it more beautiful than our old school?" chirp Selena as our car drove slowly towards the campus parking lot

There's nothing special really, except my thumping feeling. I am not used to meeting many people since two years ago locked up, now see a lot of people my age and then passing in the campus area. The feeling of tension and nervousness will certainly envelop me who is getting used to closing myself, but indeed the basic Luna can not be a loner.

"I'm happy! let's see soon - look around!!" I cried to her, Selena ran out of words to hear my words so excited.

"Aah. ii. ya ayok" said Selena.

After the car was parked in the campus parking lot, Selena and I got out of the car and we both walked to the dean's room. There I became acquainted with the dean of Secligus asking for permission to go around the campus, because there was already a beginning from Selena and Mr. Parker at that time the dean did not ask me many other things. I got permission and immediately said goodbye to start my activities around campus, when I walked behind Selena to get out of the room something happened.

Selena who first came out of the door, suddenly turned around and forced me to go back inside. Selena was so panicked that she pushed me so many times, I didn't know what Selena was doing because she without saying anything pushed and forced me to re-enter the dean room. I was embarrassed to enter again because the dean's secretary was staring at us intently.

"Hey! what are you doing?!" ask Selena

"Let's fast~ masuuuk!" selena replied, not long ago there was a voice of someone from outside who I knew so well.

"Selena, what are you doing?" ask someone Selena, because I feel sorry for the sound immediately I bring my head up from behind the door.

At that moment the face of brother Jester looks very surprised to see me, I also walked past Selena who arrived - suddenly petrified and ran closer to brother Jester so we faced - ahead. My eyes sparkled as it stared at my prince's face up close, although Jester's brother's expression still looked shocked at my presence on the campus.

"It's good to see you again sister" I said to her, I said something again so that the awkward atmosphere immediately melted away.

But all I got was that Jester's sister was indifferent to me, she just walked past me without saying anything. That cold attitude should not make me angry or sad, because the cold attitude I received from Brother Jester does deserve me after what I did to him. But somehow my heart ached, my eyes glazed over at that moment and I was unable to get away from that place.

"She'll understand one day" Selena said

Selena walked over to me and patted me gently on the shoulder to wake me up from the daydream, I sighed when I heard Selena's curse at the time because it was coming - Selena's apology reminded me of my short life.

"It will take time to wait for Jester's brother to understand, there is no other choice but to meet Naomi" he said

I wiped away the tears that had been held up in my eye bags, I tried to not shed any more tears no matter what. Selena stroked my back and we walked together to get to Selena's first class.

Our way to class... Selena said that I was going to meet Naomi with a different appearance from the one I saw at the mall two days ago. Selena says Naomi always disguised herself when she was on campus, even Naomi also changed her name in her absence to cover her whereabouts from other students. All Naomi did was to keep herself from being the center of attention and cause a commotion like the one that happened when I met her at the mall, "It seems like the life of a famous selebgram is not safe huh" I chanted in my heart.

In a classroom that was seen crowded by students and students, Selena and I went inside and walked up to a woman who was sitting in one of the chairs and I did not know. The woman seemed to be busy with her cell phone and like living with her own world, because when we were next to her, she did not care about us.

"Aoi" said Selena, then the woman looked up at us.

His expression suddenly looked startled immediately after staring at my face, he seemed to know me and had a bad experience maybe with me. Because when it came - he stood up and kicked down the table, I knew he was very angry at the time.

"You?!" he said with a snatch

"Selena... Who is she?" much

"She's the one you want to meet" Selena replied, as soon as I realized that this woman before me was Naomi.

"You Na.." I haven't finished my sentence, Selena and Naomi compactly covered my mouth with their right hand and gestured so that I wouldn't mention the name with their left hand.

They. compact yes.:).

"Sorry.." I said, Naomi sighed and pulled her hand out of my mouth.

"You want what you?!" ask Naomi

"Eeh.. before I want to perken.." I haven't finished saying, Naomi cut

"Luna right? Luna Lincoln, I know who you are and all your stories are with my girlfriend" Naomi said, laughing at her words.

"I don't think I should introduce myself, okay.. Can I talk to you?" I asked her, Naomi was silent for a moment while continuing to look at me sharply.

"What is this about.... Jester?" naomi asked, I nodded a few times to respond to her question.

"I do have some questions that I want to ask you, I want to free Jester from her heartache. If you are asking first even good, I do not need to bother looking for you" said Naomi still sounding ketus

"Then we need each other, how? friends?" I asked her while asking her to shake hands, Naomi was surprised to see me asking her to shake hands at that time.

I know she must be shocked by what I did, if indeed Brother Jester has told all about me to Naomi then this is like a meeting between a girlfriend and an ex-boyfriend for brother Jester. Jealousy and suspicion certainly controlled Naomi's heart and mind as Jester's girlfriend, I came suddenly after what happened to Naomi and Selena.

But... Naomi is a good person as I thought when we were kids...

I still remember my assessment of Naomi when I first met her.... Selena and Naomi were hostile back then and somehow my desire was so strong to reconcile the two, I managed to reconcile them.

When Naomi shook my hand, I felt like I was a six-year-old again, I looked at Naomi as well as she was six... I wanted to be friends with him when we were six but I was too insecure to be close to him....

One of my dreams came true when I was a little old.:).