I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 49

Jester and I ran at the airport to get to the check-in counter that looked so crowded with people, in front of one of our counters queued long with such a short time. When Jester looked so agitated, several times I saw him turn his head to stare at the departure entrance of terminal three. While I just kept quiet and tried to examine everything that happened, in my mind I asked "Why am I not told at all about their plans? can I just mess up until they don't want to involve me?".

"Go to Paris, please queue here!!" said an airport officer, his loud voice that made me and brother Jester distract.

"We moved" said Brother Jester at the time, I just nodded then we immediately moved the counter.

"Good morning, please have your ticket and identity" the officer told Mr Jester

"Luna" said Mr. Jester, asking for my ticket and passport, I immediately gave it to Mr. Jester, and he gave our ticket and passport to the officer.

"There are still passengers who will be late, can you delay the flight longer?" asked Brother Jester to the officer, for a moment the officer fell silent and said...

"Can't be more than fifteen minutes from the departure hour, Mr Gates.. are you young master Gates?" the officer asked, Brother Jester nodded.

"Why bother - bother young master Gates? why not use your private plane?" ask the officer again, Brother Jester sighed before answering the officer's question.

"Because this is my friend's request, he who bought me a ticket and even an economy ticket" was upset when Jester said it, I also remembered Selena saying why she prepared all the tickets for us and did not let Jester or Naomi buy their own tickets.

"Ooh so yes.aah a pity young master, we can not comply with your request... so there will be a lot of protests from executive passengers if you delay too long, my advice is you just change the flight with your private jet" said the officer gave advice, as quoted by Reuters, hearing his advice I panicked if Brother Jester arrived - suddenly decided to obey the advice of the officer.

At that time I racked my brain so that Selena and Justin's plan went well, I didn't want to mess up anymore. They've been working hard to help me, at least I want to be a little useful to Selena and Justin's sister. But no matter how hard I thought, I felt deadlocked and found no ideas. I was also confused to say what might make sense so that Brother Jester did not change his mind, the longer I thought that Brother Jester would immediately decide and everything would be in vain...

"No, it's Naomi's request that I trust our friend who bought us this ticket. Well I understand, fifteen minutes I think is enough" said brother Jester, I was surprised because brother Jester said like that.

Naomi, who asked Jester to believe in Selena, surprised me, until Naomi's request made her unwilling to take advice that felt very reasonable to her. In the end we got our boarding pass and the attendant asked us to immediately head to the waiting room at gate number fourteen, we ran back - ran to get there soon and could rest even if it was just for a moment.

But we did not have time to rest, because after arriving at gate number fourteen at that time the other officers asked us to get on the plane because they were about to leave. Kak Jester had a heated argument with some officers because the request of Kak Jester was rejected by them, flight delays could not be done. Emotions Lah brother Jester at that time, he was seen snapping - snapped officer and made brother Jester showed back his arrogance in front of me.

In the end, I tried to calm Jester down, but whatever I said didn't make Jester calm down, all that tension subsided when Jester's cell phone rang. Brother Jester immediately took the phone from his pants pocket and saw who called him, to be honest I was curious but I did not dare to ask him.

I don't know who called him at the time, I just heard a conversation from one side where Brother Jester asked about Luke and Harry's brother and then it seemed like someone was behind the phone saying that they would soon catch up with us. I saw Brother Jester sigh in relief, then Brother Jester invited me to get on the plane and said everything was going well.

On the plane, Jester and I were sitting next to each other in the economy seat, a chair that seemed to upset Jester. Maybe because he's used to the typical executive-class cushioned seats or his private jet, well of course that pisses him off. But it seems that Naomi's words to Jester's brother made Jester's brother seem to have no choice, whether what Naomi said to Jester's sister to make it so according to today.

After fifteen minutes had passed, not long before the voice of the captain of the plane was heard and said if the plane was about to depart. Jester was getting more and more riled up at that moment, he turned his head to the right and to the left almost every time until the plane felt it was starting to move. I felt guilty for her at that time, she must have been very worried if we flew away from Naomi and the other friends.

"What's up, brother?" I tried to attract his attention, Brother Jester was heard sighing.

"Where's Naomi? did he miss the plane? when we're both like this out of the country? I feel bad being away from Naomi like this" replied Brother Jester sounding sad, I laughed at his reply.

"If it's too late, they'll definitely catch up with us soon" I replied trying to calm him down, I did what I could at that time but in vain because brother Jester turned back to the left right to look for the whereabouts of Naomi and friends.

During the air journey that I and brother Jester just kept quiet, I also did not feel several times asleep for some reason. I felt very tired and sleepy, only occasionally did I wake up because the flight attendants gave us cookies, food and drink. The rest of me went back to sleep throughout the journey.well I was confused how long we traveled, the time difference made me confused.

As soon as the plane landed I saw it was dark, local time showed at nine o'clock in the evening. Though Selena said our trip takes at least sixteen hours, when we leave at ten in the morning should I get here the next day right? Aaa~ I don't know.. I'm confused and all that makes me dizzy~.

"Is the phone connected?" I asked, but Brother Jester responded to my question only with a headband.

"What if we go to the hotel first? I'm a little tired" take me to him, but brother Jester flinch and just stare at the phone screen.

Jester's cold attitude reappeared, he was so indifferent to me at that time. Maybe it was because of his heart riled up or because he was beginning to suspect everything that was happening today, I had no idea what Brother Jester was thinking at the time. I sighed as I walked towards one of the nearby chairs, I sat down on the chair and realized my body felt so tired as I stared at the dark sky of a glass.

"I always thought that abroad would feel different, it was the same here..The air, the wind, and the butterflies... Do you feel the difference, brother?" I try to re-distract her

"Let's go home, I'll book a ticket for us to go home" said Mr. Jester, surprised that I heard his words at the time.

Go home! what if I really have to go home? my heart is pounding erratically, please, brother, hang in here! don't you remember this is the dream place we're going to first? I was confused and confused, only one more step left.this time I hope there is a miracle to make Brother Jester stay with me here.

"We've come here, why don't we try to enjoy the atmosphere?!" I asked in a panic tone, I was afraid that Jester would really leave this place.

"I can't stay away from Naomi, I'm afraid she's going through dangerous things and I'm not there to save her" replied Mr. Jester with a sigh

"Sister, Naomi will be fine. We'll be here for only three days" I forced him to, and at once Jester looked at me sharply as if he were suspicious of me.

"Wait.. You didn't plan something to separate me from Naomi, did you?" sis Jester asked with suspicious pressure, getting questions and such a stare kept me glued and petrified.

I don't know what to answer, my brain freezes, doesn't work at all. Maybe this is why Justin and Selena didn't involve me in their plans, because I'm a bad liar. I lied about my health all this time to Jester's sister, Naomi, and other friends, but a few times I was actually saved by Selena and Justin's sister when I was cornered like now.

Now I'm alone, no one can save me when I'm suspected like this. I can only give up and stare at Jester, maybe my eyes look as if they have confessed before Brother Jester if what he said was true.

"Luna!! so this is all because of you?!!" snapped Brother Jester to me, I gasped at that moment.

"Damn!!" said brother Jester yelling at me more

At that instant Brother Jester turned around with all his luggage about to leave me there, seeing that brother Jester was about to leave made me even more panicked. I stood up from my seat and ran up to her, I pulled her arm so she would stop walking.

"Sister!! just wait!! I had Naomi's permission and she let me!! Please, listen to me first!!" frantically I said it, Brother Jester brushed my hand away and turned to look at me and pointed at me with his index finger.

"I've let you wander my circle of friends, I've also let you stay at my house, and lastly I've tried to forgive you too!! But now you've passed!! I can't accept any of your excuses!!" snapped Brother Jester was so angry at me, at once my tears so profusely dripped down my face

I know brother, I know very well but I can't be honest for now why I'm doing all this. At that time I felt like a criminal who was being judged, somehow it felt so painful with the clasping of Jester even though what he said was all true.

"Sister.please..I beg you for the last time.This is all I want to do with you alone.." I said in the midst of crying.

But brother Jester ignored him and did not care, brother Jester turned back and walked away from me...

"Sister. please. just stay a little while.." I muttered at that time, this voice was no longer able to come out....

I could only cry watching Brother Jester walk further and further away from me... I don't know what to do or maybe I can just hold him back so he doesn't leave... slowly I lowered my head and let my tears fall down the tile, I tried to strengthen my heart while saying "It's okay if it ends like this... soon Luna will also die and Luna will no longer feel pain...."