I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 32

"Go back to the Jester!! I beg of you" Naomi said with tears streaming down her cheeks

A sentence I would never have imagined Naomi would have spoken after what happened between us, once I knew how much Naomi loved Sister Jester and vice versa, once I knew what they had sacrificed to maintain their relationship, I never imagined I would hear Naomi say the thing I had told Selena.

The pleasant atmosphere after we went through the birthday party of Brother Jester suddenly turned sad with Naomi's tears flowing, for a moment we fell silent and remained staring at each other. At that moment of silence I also remembered the incident last night when Naomi came home from visiting someone named Becca, it was true... It all probably started back then, it must have something to do with what happened last night.

I don't know what happened to Naomi, but I'm sure it's pretty heavy. Her request to me that was impossible was proof, because I also experienced the same thing first. Naomi's face of sadness made me feel the same sadness. What is going on Naomi....?

"Can't do it, right? You have no intention to help me." said Naomi, lowering her head, as I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly to set my mind so that I would not be provoked by Naomi's grief.

"Well, I'll take the Jester from you" I said, I saw him flinch when I agreed to his request.

Slowly her head began to rise to look at me, the look on her face that looked shocked made me sure that Naomi was not willing if I took Jester's sister from her. I don't know what happened to her, but I'm relieved that what Naomi did was because she actually loved Brother Jester.

That's right !! where may I really take Brother Jester from Naomi, there I will only give again the wound for the second time to Brother Jester with my departure. Naomi's request further proved that much of her love for Jester's sister and it made me happy.

"Ahaha.... I had expected you to be surprised like that when I accepted your request" I chirped at the time

"What do you mean?!" a bit emotional when Naomi asked, she sounded annoyed at me.

"Your Naomi~ who loves Jester so much, how can your heart accept your foolish decision?" I asked with innuendo, Naomi looked at me sharply while scrunching her forehead.

"It's for her own good! For happiness... I was afraid to let her down." replied Naomi then she lowered her head again, when I saw her shedding her tears again.

Although at that time I did not know what happened to him, but I believed one thing after hearing him say the sentence earlier. "Daniel's... You took everything away from Naomi huh? What kind of a jerk are you?" I asked in my heart, I sighed for a moment before saying...

"I know how you feel... You know, from the first moment I saw Brother Jester I immediately fell in love with him." chirped me as I walked to one of the kitchen cabinets to lean on him, I don't know why I felt linu on both of my legs at that moment.

"That moment... I was afraid to fall in love with her, until - until I was afraid to get close to her.. Loving her takes a lot of courage" I said, I looked up at the sky - the kitchen sky to remember all the things I had with Jester at the beginning of our meeting.

All the memories I had turned back then, the deeper I remembered them the more stupid I felt. I should have known that Jester loved me so much back then, but I was always worried about accepting his love and just thinking about myself. I was blinded by my own negative thoughts without ever asking her if I had done the right thing. In the end, I can only be a deep wound for Brother Jester.

"But what we're dealing with is Jester's brother... The stupidest man you've ever met in this world, he won't hesitate to show you how much he loves you. When you are near it, you will really feel that your fear is only in your mind" I said and turned my eyes to look at Naomi's face, then our eyes met and I saw her still shedding tears.

"Naomi... None of us would dispute the saying that Brother Jester loves you so much, whatever your bad thoughts about him... Trust me, it's just your thinking. Brother Jester will definitely forgive you no matter how disappointed he is in you" I gently said it with a smile, with the rest of the strength on my two painful legs I walked up to Naomi and hugged her tightly.

As someone who had loved each other and knew Jester so well, I was sure I could make Naomi throw away all her bad thoughts to leave Jester's sister. Just based on my instincts, I tried to strengthen his heart so that he would stay until Jester himself decided whether this relationship would continue or would end.

"Whether I'm right or not, but I'm sure there's something you're hiding from Brother Jester and you feel like it's going to make Jester's brother very disappointed in you.... It's heavy, I know. But brother Jester is still brother Jester, believe me... You just throw away your energy if you think badly of her" I try to say it as gently as possible so that what I say reaches Naomi's heart

Naomi's hand slowly approached my body which was still holding her tightly, Naomi's body was getting vibrating and her tears were also getting less and less able to hold her. I let her continue to cry on my shoulder as I gently stroked her head, I knew the heavy burden Naomi was carrying.

"I'm scared... Afraid Jester was disappointed in me and he left me... When she was disappointed in me.." sounded bitter as Naomi said it.

"No, this very evil I alone can be forgiven by him, what else are you that are loved, Brother Jester, I let go of my arms and grabbed her shoulders and pushed her a little so that our eyes could look at each other.

"Remember this well - good Naomi! We must have disappointed someone, but what we need to think about is not our guilt but how to apologize to him and give the best for the person we have ever disappointed. Understood?" firmly I said it, Naomi nodded her head several times in response to my words.

"I understand" Naomi said as she wiped her tears, I took my hands off her shoulders and then washed the remaining dirty dishes again.

"Thank you, Luna... I hope we can be friends forever.." chirped Naomi in the middle of my activity, I jerked until making me petrified for a moment when I heard her chirping.

"Kita will be friends forever, thank you for thinking of me as your friend" my dream was then I went back to washing the dishes, Naomi soon returned to help me.

After clearing up the mess, we all decided to take a break and let the night pass. But then I felt a lot of pain in my hip right at midnight when everyone was asleep, I also had a nosebleed a few times and fortunately Selena helped me to clean up all the mess and also prepared all the drugs I prepared in my used skincare bottles.

"Luna, you have to check" Selena told me

"Uugh.. Don't wanna.. Later father same mother does not allow me to be here again.." my dream as moaning in pain.

"Luna! Don't be selfish! You should check your health! Because if not.." Selena said, I cut it.

"I'm going to die?" my timpals

"Luna!!" selena snapped full of anger, we were silent for a while.

"Luna's... You want to complete all your dream lists, right?" selena asked me softly, I gasped at that moment.

"Remember Luna, you won't be able to complete the list if your pain is known to Jester or Naomi.. They will definitely forbid you to be as selfish as you are to me, maybe then Naomi will force you into her father's Scott hospital and won't let you out of that hospital until you get well. Is that what you want?!" selena snapped to me I could only be quiet at that moment.

Not long after Selena gave me her phone, I stared at it for a while and turned my eyes to look into Selena's eyes.

"Call Mr. Lincoln and ask for a timetable to check, otherwise... I don't want to help you anymore." threatened Selena at that time, I sighed while taking Selena's phone from her hand.

I called dad with the phone, long time no one raised until the fourth trial finally dad raised it.

***

"Good night, Miss Parker, is Luna okay?!" my father said in a panic, I laughed when I heard him panic.

"Dad... It's me" I replied, I heard Dad sigh.

"Thank God you're all right, why call dad at midnight? You want to be picked up? Are you going home yet? What medicine - your medicine.." not done yet dad said I cut it.

"Dad... I'm fine and I'm still here, the drugs I also drink regularly. I called Dad because I wanted to see Richard's doctor, can you schedule my consultation?" my door to him

"Te.certain... I'll call doctor Richard soon, I think he's on a picket tonight. Do you want to see him now?" say father

"No... I don't want to see him in the hospital, I'm afraid you'll take me straight to hospital. I understand what I mean, right?" my dream, for a moment my father fell silent and then sighed.

"Dad understands... All right, I'll be on your schedule to see Dr. Richard" said the father, agreeing to my request

"alright... Thank you dad, during the night." I said

"Good night, Luna" he said, and the phone was cut off.

***

I returned the phone to Selena while smiling at her, but Selena did not return my smile back then and she looked at me with a sad look.

"I've fulfilled your request, now you're going to help me, right?" I asked her, Selena took the phone and said...

"I never reneged on my promise to you" said Selena ketus, I chuckled and then with a gesture I asked her to bring me back into the room.

"I'm sorry I've been bothering you all the time" I said as Selena started to help me stand up, she just kept quiet and started picking me up to go to my room.

We walked side by side to get out of the dining room into the room in silence, until suddenly I felt if Selena was crying at that moment. I looked at him and sure enough when I saw him crying, I sighed and then looked back to the front.

"I... Want you to trouble me all my life." muttered Selena at that time, I could only smile at her mutterings.