I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 4: Episode 2
Me, one hotel employee and one hotel guard had the same emotional overflow, of course we were surprised by what we saw. The hotel clerk immediately approached the phone, which was held by Luna, while I immediately approached Luna and tried to turn her body and put my head on my lap. It was then that I got a new fact, Luna... "What'sthis? what the hell is going on?" ask in my heart
My hands, clothes and pants when it was full of blood that seemed to continue to flow both from Luna's lips and nose, I had repeatedly wiped it but still there was dripping.
"The moon will be here soon!" said the hotel official, I just nodded in response.
"Better we take this lady to the lobby!" as soon as the hotel guard suggested, I agreed.
With my heart, the hotel guards and the hotel staff carried Luna to keep her body straight. It was quite difficult to take Luna when she was about to enter the elevator because her height was probably about one hundred and seventy centimeters that made us have to bend Luna's legs slightly when the elevator door opened, that's when I realized another thing that was on Luna. her body, yes Luna's body that surprised me because when I touched her arm at that time I only felt a bone wrapped in skin.
So small and thin, I realized immediately that he had always been wearing great clothes, and, I thought that was the way she had dressed all along but it turned out that Luna was doing it to cover up the loss of fat that was all over her body. "What's wrong? What is this?! why is it like this?!" I said in my heart, I was still overwhelmed by my panic that might be excessive.
As soon as the elevator doors opened, we ran Luna to the front of the lobby. Not long waiting when I saw the ambulance also just came and stopped right in front of the hotel entrance, we were immediately greeted by two officers from the ambulance with a gurney they pushed so fast that they approached us. Luna immediately put it on top of the gurney, and one of the ambulance officers asked...
"Are you the family of the patient?" ask the officer in panic
"I'm in charge as long as he's here" I replied firmly
"Follow us!" bring
I immediately followed the ambulance attendant to ride the ambulance with Luna who was on top of the gurney, in the ambulance I saw the nurse cleaning Luna's face from blood stains with alcohol. Along with the loss of blood on the face I also saw his real face exposed from the thick make up, it was so thick that it made such a huge difference between the cheeks that had been cleaned with alcohol and the forehead that had not been touched by alcohol.
White face meronanya turned out all this time is just a make up, behind it there is a pale white skin color and lips are broken - broken. Her eye bags were blackened, I had never seen a face that pale before. "What happened to you, Luna?" I asked in my heart when the nurse had cleaned all the things that were stuck in Luna's face, now her real face seemed to strengthen my guess if Luna was in severe pain.
A few minutes later we arrived at the hospital, I followed the officer down from the ambulance and accompanied Luna to the front door of the hospital IGD. There a nurse asked me to wait outside, still in shock and shock I just nodded without answering anything. It was thought that back then to call Naomi and give her this unpleasant news, but back then it was not really my goal, for some reason at a time like this I felt a great need for the figure of Naomi beside me.
Immediately I operated my phone to make a call to Naomi, a little while the phone was calling but Naomi did not also lift. Until the second experiment, the phone finally lifted.
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"Yes hello." Naomi sounded like she woke up from her sleep.
"Na.. Oh, naomi!! The gawat!! I don't know what happened to Luna, but it's really bad!!" so much more or less what I told Naomi when I was still panicking, I didn't know what to say and that was all that could come out of my mouth.
"Jess. But can you tell me what's really going on?" naomi asked so softly and tried to calm me down, I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly before answering Naomi's question.
"It's about Luna, she's passed out with a lot of blood coming out of her mouth and nose. I can't understand what happened to him, he's now in the hospital and on IGD. I'm.." I'm not done talking, Naomi cut
"Jess.... relax, okay? I have to tell you something very important, it has to do with Luna.." Naomi's voice when it sounded sad, at once my body felt so cold no matter what feeling it was.
"Is there anything that you know and I don't?" I asked, I heard the sound of Naomi's breath
"Luna.. suffers from leukemia and she has a worrying life expectancy.." replied Naomi, with a hoarse voice that seemed to be holding back tears making me feel this is not a joke.
I was silent with the body that suddenly felt cold, I did not know what this feeling was because something like this had never happened to me. The contents in my brain were rummaging, many questions that I could not hear from where it was so noisy in my ears. Maybe I was daydreaming then, until the sound of Naomi's breath was heard and broke my daydream.
"The reason Luna rejected you was because she knew about her illness and her short life expectancy, and now she just wants to complete all your promises, so that she did not have any regrets in her life" Naomi continued her words, at that instant the coldness that attacked my body now made me feel weak.
"You... know where...?" tanyaku.
"Luna's parents told me everything when you flew to Paris, Jess? do we need to go there to catch up with you?" naomi said that more and more clearly heard she was crying from her voice
"There is no need. I will call the pilot papa to pick us up by private jet. Luna circumstances are very unlikely to continue the journey" I replied flatly.
"Well, I get it. Tomorrow I'm going to go to my dad's house, I want to ask his permission to get Luna to Scott's hospital with the best care" Naomi said.
"I'll make sure the condition is here.I'll tell you again" I said then I want to immediately hang up the phone.
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Several times I tried to touch my phone screen but I was struggling, my hands and fingers were shaking until Naomi turned out to hang up our phone. When my phone screen automatically blackened and reflected my face, I went back to daydreaming...
I've had all the memories of Luna even since we were in high school, her gestures, her voice when talking and laughing, her smile, and all the gentle touches I've ever felt... it all rolled back inside my head. I felt no tears in my eyes, my mind was confused and my breath felt so tight that my heart felt so painful as if he was struggling when he realized Luna would be gone from my life for a long time...
"You're with a patient named Luna Lincoln?" asked a nurse who had been behind me for some time, I was surprised and immediately turned to look at her.
"I..yeah, how's it going?" ask me while wiping away the tears left on my cheeks
"The doctor wants to talk to you, please follow me" the nurse replied, and we headed to the doctor's office.
Actually I was unable to walk, my steps felt so weak. But I have to strengthen my heart because in Paris, Luna only has me who can take care of her. As long as I walk when I try to strengthen my heart, the doctor will definitely say the thing that Luna has been hiding from me.
In one room I saw the nurse open the door, then invite me inside. There I saw two doctors discussing it sounded quite serious, it was my arrival that made their discussion complete. Almost simultaneously both of them looked at me with a look of sadness, I can confirm if Luna's condition is really not good just from the look of the two faces.
"Good day" I said as I sat down in the available chair right opposite the doctor
"With master...?" ask one of the doctors
"Jesters.... Jester Gates" I replied
"Well Mr Gates, what is your relationship with the patient?" ask the right doctor to sit in front of me
"I'm the one in charge as long as he's here" I replied, not long after the doctor stood up as he left the room. Now it was just me and the doctor in front of me, for some reason his aura was so pressing on me with all the sadness.
"What... happened to. my friend?" I asked, the doctor sighed and said...
"Miss Lincoln suffered from acute Leukemia, his body condition was unable to survive anymore and maybe he will experience paralysis caused by excessive bone pain. This enema Miss Lincoln sustains her health with high doses of drugs, the result is now making the body of Miss Lincoln is no longer able to withstand the side effects of drugs - drugs that" obviously the doctor told me about Luna's condition, I heard the same thing from Naomi...
"Can you heal him and save him..?" my door was very, but the doctor shook his head.
"Organ in his body has been greatly damaged by the strong effects of drugs that Miss Lincoln consumed so far, the first step that is possible is the removal of the spleen that has been swollen, we also have to have a clear and complete medical record of the patient's history" the doctor replied sounding pessimistic, I banged my forehead on the table for so regretting all this happened.
"What should I do at a time like this?" I asked and felt once these tears came back difficult for me to bend
"Mr Gates, I don't know what your relationship is with Miss Lincoln, but my side as a layman says that... miss Lincoln forced her body to reach for something as the last thing she probably wanted so badly... you can ask her what made her take such a dangerous step" replied the doctor giving me a suggestion, I was silent for a while as I remembered the last wish note of Luna.
"Maybe that's all I can say right now" the doctor said
"Thank you for the advice" I said as I stood up from my seat and walked out of the room.
In the front corridor of the doctor room when I felt weak all over my body, I rested this shoulder against the wall so as not to make me fall. I slowly turned around and sat on the floor leaning against the wall, when my tears were dripping unbearably. I remembered all the memories of Luna that I had managed to forget, everything about Luna, I remembered back then.
The detailed explanation from the doctor further dissolved me in sadness, in my heart I did not believe this would happen... "Luna, will you leave me for a long time?" I asked in my heart, but my heart was at war at that time by saying "Isn't this what you wanted when you were dealing with Luna these past few days? why regretted?" do I deserve to regret? should I think of Luna when I have Naomi? what is this feeling exactly? I don't know...
Long enough I sat there with tears that continued to flow, slowly I stood up even though my body felt heavier than it should be. I staggered until the waiting room of the patient visitor, I chose the corner seat to just rest my body there. I don't know how long I've been there because I daydream at the floor right below my feet, sometimes these tears come back to drip when suddenly Luna's voice is heard in my brain.
No sense of time passed, whether since when the morning had come. I didn't even leave my place at the time, all I knew was that a hospital employee came up to me and said...
"Good morning Mr. Gates, I'm from the administration.. Can you sign some papers?" the hospital official asked me, I gasped and my eyes fell on him.
"Morning? he said good morning? is he joking with me?" that's what I said in my heart, I turned to my right and left to check the situation around. He was not wrong, I felt the morning sun piercing the window glass around me.
"Yes" I answered briefly
I followed the hospital employee into a room, where I signed some of Luna's treatment papers.
"All is done, for the first we ask for a deposit of four hundred Euros. Paid in what way?" ask the hospital staff
"Use this" I replied as I pulled out a credit card from my wallet, which was my mistake when I was unaware. I used a family-owned black credit card that would definitely give papa's email a notification, but I didn't think that far.
"Well." said the employee then received the credit card I gave him, after swiping he immediately returned the card to me.
"This is my return, Mr. Gates" said the officer, who received it, and immediately walked out of the room.