I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 26

Morning's...

After last night I was finally able to finish everything that stuck in my heart with Brother Jester, for some reason this morning I felt my heart was so light. Maybe because I cried all night and was accompanied by two of my friends Naomi and Selena, or because in the end my heart had accepted all these circumstances, circumstances where in the end I have decided on a promise to live while I was with Brother Jester.

I'm happy for him. There are no regrets anymore. and hope with this my heart has been cured...

That morning I opened my eyes and saw Naomi and Selena still sleeping on my left, for a moment I looked at Naomi's face and I said in my heart "Maybe this is the best, she is the perfect companion of the person I love so much".

Not long after I saw her slowly opening her eyes, when our eyes met Naomi immediately jerked while holding my right cheek gently and then said...

"Are you all right, Luna?" she asked me in a panicked tone, I laughed at her words.

How could she ask about my situation, whereas last night I just cried for her lover. I don't know what Naomi thinks of me after last night, maybe she feels like I can't be with Jester? or maybe this is the nature of Naomi, very lucky brother Jester get a woman as good as this.

"I'm fine, I'm sorry that last night worried you" I replied calmly, smiling at him to let him know that I was okay.

"Duuh~ thank God, you cried so bitterly yesterday. I'm afraid that Jester is doing evil to you, he's out of control sometimes" he sounded relieved when Naomi said it, I laughed again and turned my eyes to look at the sky - the room sky.

"Uncontrolled, huh? maybe you're right, but sometimes that's what makes it interesting, right?" much

"What..that means?" asked Naomi in surprise, I turned to look Naomi in the eye again and said...

"The way Jester shows love sometimes makes us feel like the most loved woman in the world, right?" I asked with a little teasing, Naomi laughed at my words.

No sooner was Naomi about to get out of bed, then I held her by dancing her arms so she turned to look at me. With a confused face Naomi looked at me, without saying anything back then I knew if Naomi wanted to ask why I was holding her back.

"Naomi..this is the right time for you.." my words and words made Naomi more confused.

"A.. what? what's the right time for?" his question sounds confused

"As you know, I once stuck a dagger in his heart. Right now I've pulled out the dagger but unfortunately it still causes wounds with a lot of blood coming out, so this is a good time for you to treat the heart and close the wound perfectly" I answered firmly, but Naomi laughed in response to my words.

"Why are you laughing?! I'm serious, Naomi!" I said a little angry at him

"Yes yes.I'm sorry yes I laughed, it's just that I didn't think there would be a certain time - the right time to treat Jester's wounds" he answered still with a little laugh, a little laugh, I scrunched my forehead trying to understand what Naomi was trying to convey.

"I and he have promised to be together no matter what happens and shoulder all problems together, so there would be no more opportune time or timing - a certain time for me to help him rise from the heartache he was going through. The rest leave it to me, thank you for helping me make her feel better" Naomi said

It struck me how stupid I was to teach Naomi how to love Jester, Naomi's love for Jester's sister was probably more than I imagined. I should have realized this the first time Naomi would accept all my selfish requests, all because of Naomi's love for Jester and believe that Jester's sister would not betray their love.

I envy her....

I should have trusted Jester more...

As Selena awoke from her sleep, she asked what had happened and why we had to wake her up. Naomi taunted Selena's sleep, which looked like a buffalo, did not accept with Naomi's taunts, making Selena throw a pillow right into Naomi's face. They also had a big fight with each other over pillows while I did not want to get involved in their quarrel until suddenly Selena throw pillow missed and hit me, then I got involved with their quarrel.

After getting tired of our light exercise, then the three of us came out of the room after previously tidying up the room and also our faces. When I got out of the room, Selena and I went straight to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. But not with Naomi, she prefers to wake up brother Jester first who sleeps in the family room in the house.

I saw him walking without any hesitation, as if he knew very well that Brother Jester would not be bothered by his presence. Unlike my old self, when I was in Naomi's position, I preferred to avoid her, I was afraid to meet him with prejudice saying that if it was possible, Jester would be angry if I disturbed him.

Selena who saw me looking at Naomi from a distance as if she knew what was on my mind, she patted me on the shoulder to catch my attention. When I looked at her, Selena just said...

"It's not your fault, don't regret anything anymore" Selena said, smiling and saying...

"I get it, let's get breakfast ready" I said

Me and Selena went into the kitchen to prepare breakfast for the four of us, not long after I saw Naomi and Jester's sister also following us in the kitchen that was fused with the dining room. Spiced up with a little bit of my quarrel with Naomi, it seems like Jester's sister is enjoying the scene late on. Not stopping there, Selena as usual still steal - steal the opportunity to make out with brother Jester. That made Naomi and I suddenly get along to antagonize Selena together - the same, ahaha.

The breakfast moment was full of drama, I enjoyed the time - until I thought that I could just keep wanting to live with this atmosphere, until something shocking happened today. I was terrified when I wrote it.

It all started when me, Selena, and Naomi went back to the room to chat about things as fellow women, share tips on dressing up, discuss fashion trends ahead, etc, and other things related to the preparation for Jester's birthday that I wanted to bring up. As for Brother Jester, he said he wanted to relax in the living room all day quietly and hoped we didn't make a fuss no matter what.

When Naomi and Selena were chatting in the room, Naomi suddenly asked us to be quiet with her hand gesture. Selena and I were astonished by Naomi's sudden attitude, as if trying to make sure her hearing at that time Naomi was just silent while closing her eyes. Not long after, he was surprised and jumped from the bed and approached the door, out of curiosity Selena and I tried to follow Naomi but again Naomi asked us to be quiet and told us to stay in the room with her hand gesture.

Selena and I nodded their heads together and Naomi came out of the room in a hurry, after the door closed, Selena and I looked at each other with confused faces. We didn't know what was going on, so by all means we tried to figure it out by eavesdropping from behind the door.

From behind that door I heard a woman's voice that sounded fierce and very intimidating, the woman said to Naomi...

"Naomi... Why isn't it next to Jester? do you have any activity in the room?" asked the woman in an intimidating voice

"I'm sorry, I was.." Naomi said, Brother Jester cut her off.

"So Naomi I told her to dress up!! yes. earlier because his face looks dull after cooking and bathing, I told him to immediately dress up! Be.. right Naomi?!" timpal Jester sounded panicked

"Aah. eeh. i. yes mother, it was Jester.." Naomi said, suddenly Brother Jester screamed in pain and he called the word 'Mama'

In my heart I can feel what's going on out there, there's Naomi's mother and Marrie's lady in this house. I felt that there would be no problem if we were found out to be here, but in contrast to Selena who arrived - suddenly pulled my arm to get away from the room door and stopped eavesdropping.

"What's wrong?" just whisper

"this is bad!" the answer is a bit panicked

"Why? this isn't the first time we've met Miss Marrie, is it? it's been two years, but Miss Marrie is a good person. I don't think so.." I haven't finished saying, Selena cut it.

"You don't understand! mrs Marrie is so mad at you that you've hurt Jester's sister until she falls!! aren't you aware of what you've done to the Gates family?!!" he panicked and tried to wake me up that everything was not okay