I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 4: Episode 13
Last message...
Maybe that's the right title to describe the end of Diary Luna's book...
Luna's diary was finally finished even though I was forced to finish it so that Luna's life story was written completely without one less perfect and not hanging..
It all started when it had been a week since the day Luna's funeral was held, and Naomi and I had my days as usual. I have also been able to organize my heart well, my days have also been normal with lectures, gather with my friends, and live the day - heri full of intimacy with Naomi.
Maybe some friends have felt that I have forgotten Luna, but that is not true.... Sometimes when I'm lonely or alone, I remember all the memories of him. Things I couldn't possibly say to anyone, especially to Naomi. Of course... I will not until the heart tells him if I still can not afford to forget other women, Haah... it will be a problem, I right?
One week after the funeral day, when it was night and I wanted to take a shower. At that time I opened the wardrobe and was about to take one of the clothes in the middle of the pile of clothes - my other clothes, and, when this hand entered between the clothes, I felt something stuck in my hand. I grabbed the thing and pulled it out, all I found was Diary Luna's book and a letter in it and it made me look up at her.
"It's been a week." I murmured.
"Eeem Jess... What's wrong?" naomi asked, looking at Naomi who was just about to enter the room.
"You keep this in my pile of clothes?" ask him
"Yes... Don't you want to see that again? you asked me to keep it so I just kept it there" Naomi replied slightly stammered, it seems she was worried I was back on the ground because of my memories with Luna.
"Actually I just wanted to ask you about this letter and diary book, it just so happens that tomorrow we take a holiday. So I want to gather friends to visit Luna's grave" I replied with a smile on her, although to be honest I was sad but I did not show it in front of Naomi so that she would not worry too much about me.
"You don't want to.. the two of me just go there? maybe you need some time alone at Luna's grave. If you're with friends.." Naomi said, I cut her off.
"Different from the diary book, this letter is not only addressed to me. I do not know what the contents of this letter are but I am sure there is a message Luna to you and other friends" my timpal looked back at the diary book and a letter, was silent for a while when I looked back at Naomi with a smile back.
"Let's visit Luna's tomb together, he once said that he was afraid that he would soon be forgotten by his friends when he was buried" I said, Naomi returned my smile with an audible sigh.
"Well, I'll tell my friends" Naomi agreed to my idea, and then I remembered my request to Sarah.
"Aaaa I just remembered!! I'm not asking Sarah to print a photo, is she done with my request, huh?" I asked Naomi
"I can ask that later to Sarah, the most important thing now is let's have dinner first" she replied.
We went through that night with laughter...
Evening changed the morning that looked quite bright, Naomi and I were ready to go to Luna's tomb. But then friends asked to make our house a gathering place, so in the end Naomi and I had to stay in the room waiting for the arrival of other friends. In the middle of my conversation with Naomi, I heard the sound of someone knocking on the main door of the house.
"Friends - friends" I chanted as I got out of bed and immediately ran to the front door
Today I got a new surprise from Selena, it happened when I opened the door of the house. Selena who was right in front of the door became the first person I saw, she cut her hair quite short back then and instantly I remembered that appearance when we were in High School. "Aaah yes.he was really my first class sister who was with Luna where - where" I said in my heart.
"Why am I surprised by how I look?" selena asked sounding annoyed, her face also looked sour at me.
"I'm sorry, let's go in first" I replied with a slight laugh
I let Selena, Luke, Harry, Justin, Grece, and Sarah into the house, we gathered in the living room and there Sarah took out some of the photos she had printed at my request. He laid out the photos on the table and seemed to attract the attention of friends, one by one they took the photos and saw what was depicted on each sheet of the photo. At that instant I felt an aura of sadness that felt so thick from friends, the family room became silent.
"With the best quality of paper and ink plus I've laminated the photos so that the ink does not fade, according to your request Jester" Sarah chirped when I was still staring at other friends, I slowly turned my eyes to Sarah.
"Thank you, I can count on you" I adored him
"What do these photos do?" luke asked, I sighed for a moment before answering Luke's question.
"About the photos later you will also know, I deliberately gathered you here because there is a letter and this diary book is not devoted to me" I replied
"It's not just a diary, it's a diary of Luna. Brother, Luna wants you to read the diary. All of his heart all this time he pours all in the diary book and I think it would be embarrassing if the diary you read in front of us" said Selena, selena's words attracted my attention because she seemed to know the contents of this diary.
"I see, well, it means this letter is probably addressed to all of us" I said.
"Why are you sure that letter is for us too?" grece asked looking puzzled, I stared at the letter and fell silent for a moment.
"On the last night when I was with him... Luna said that she was afraid that we would forget her when she died, so I think when Luna wrote this letter, there must be a message that she also wants to convey to all of you" I replied.
"You still care about him, brother?" selena asked pressing down on me, slowly I looked into Selena's eyes with a smile.
What kind of question is that? of course I care about you Luna, which is why I finished your diary so well. I hope you don't bother me again in the dream after.
"I. care about him, what about you?" I asked them back, alternately staring at Luke, Harry, Grece, Justin, Naomi and Sarah alternately. Simultaneously they all smiled, with a slight sound of laughter heard them one by one saying his concern to Luna.
"I care about her, she is my best friend even though we don't have enough time to see each other" Naomi replied
"I have my own memories of High School with Luna, so of course I care about her" Luke said
"Our memories with Luna during High School are very imprint even now, unfortunately we can only briefly regroup after graduation. Hey Jester, I must care about him" Harry said
"Don't ask me, she's my best friend since we were babies and of course I'll care about her anytime" Selena sounded annoyed to say, probably because of my stupid question about her concern for Luna.
"I care that I care, I've had memories of Luna since the talent show and our meeting was a lot of fun, right, baby?" grece asked Justin, at that time Justin just laughed in response to Grece's question.
Look at Luna, your departure gives a beautiful impression even to the great gorilla and my best friend fox! Thank you Luna, is this what your smile means when your body is no longer breathing? if it is, I am happy for your last happiness Luna.
Although Justin did not respond to anything at the time, but that was the figure of Justin. He is indeed a person who looks no matter what, but actually Justin is one of the most lost for the death of Luna, although I do not know how Justin feels about Luna actually... maybe she and I are the same person - I have loved Luna, so I know what is in her heart right now.
One by one they have expressed how their memories and feelings for Luna, now it feels like Luna's figure has its own place in our hearts - each of them. The departure of Luna forever will not make us forget the figure of Luna who once lived to accompany our days, is not this what you ever wanted Luna? you've made it to your destination...
"I didn't know her, but I felt the sadness of all of you losing Luna's figure. Honestly, I would pretend to care" Sarah sounded annoyed, and we stared at her.
I had forgotten the figure who had just joined our circle of friends... Ahaha, right too... Sarah is not a figure who has been with us, Luna.. Does she include people you know? she's now joining our circle of friends for being Luke's girlfriend, hopefully you don't mind.
"Welcome to our circle, Sarah" sounded happy Naomi welcomed Sarah, warm welcome from people who had clashed with her made Sarah pause and then throw away the face maybe because of shame.
"Te. thank you, I hope I don't trouble you guys" kind of stammered Sarah said.
"All right, let's go" take me to them
Twenty minutes of time we needed to get to the cemetery where Luna was buried, Selena was our guide to get to Luna's place. On one of the tombstones I saw a photo of Luna on display there, Luna's smile photographed it felt like she was happy with my presence... Aaah, I'm overdoing it, but that's how I feel.
"Hai Luna" I chirped as I sat in front of Luna's grave
Our mood was again shrouded in sadness, there was no more heartache in my heart while visiting her grave.I only regret why I did not know your condition as soon as possible, I regretted my stupidity at the time. But I have promised not to regret everything, Luna...
"I'm sorry I was only able to visit you after one week of your burial, but here I want to show you that you will never be forgotten" I said.
Then I took out all the photos that Sarah had printed and I had them neatly placed on the tombstone, on the last sheet of the photo that I pasted at that time I looked at Luna's face inside the picture frame with a smile.
"All your checklists I've done and this is proof - proof, I tick all yes" I murmured
I took out a pink note in which Luna wrote down all her last dreams, with the ballpoint I had prepared at the time I ticked off all the dreams Luna had not had time to work on. When all was done I put a tick, I closed the note and sighed.
"Friends - friends.let's hear what Luna has written in her letter, I had time to say if this letter is not devoted only to me and hopefully it is true" I said as I looked at the friends standing right behind me, they all nodded in response to my words.
I took out a letter that Luna had left in my jacket pocket, slowly I opened the pink envelope and took out a piece of paper from inside the envelope. When I read some of it, I laughed a little while shaking my head a few times.
"What's up, Jess?" asked Naomi curious, I turned back to look at friends.
"I'm right, this is for all of us. Okay, listen up." I replied and looked back at the piece of paper that Luna had written.
***WATCHWALKERAGE***
For : Brother Jester and friends
From : Luna Lincoln
Hey Jess, hum, I wish when you read it, there were friends there. If anything, read it out loud so that they also hear what I've written.
First, I thank Naomi in particular. You are a tough woman and your heart is so strong, having heard stories about your love, your family, and your suffering all this time. Unlike me, you still have to suffer for the future. I hope you stay strong like that, believe in Brother Jester and keep your communication with him not like me. The spirit!
Second, Selena, you're the only one that makes it hard for me to accept the fact that I'm leaving so soon. You do not deserve to suffer like that, you should still live free not bound by the complicated love I forcibly bound you to. I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me and stop loving Brother Jester. I MEAN IT - REALLY.
Third, Luke and Harry. Sorry I broke my heart because of me, I don't want to do it on purpose. You know how much I love Jester, I even asked for your help to force Jester's brother not to hesitate to approach me. It's a funny memory and if I remember back, it's nice to meet you guys. Thank ye.
Fourth, brother Justin. Huh... I was troubled because of your actions, but thank God you can have a girlfriend as beautiful as Grece. I'm so happy for you, don't disappoint him and don't hurt him. I believe you'll make Grece happy.
Fifth, Hi beautiful Grece. We meet again after a long time, Hahaha.really the world is not as wide as moringa leaves, I did not expect to be able to meet with the producer of my talent search event first. When I met you again, I was afraid that you would realize I was Lunar. But it seems like my physical changes made you forget me, sorry I let down your trust in me. I don't mean to make you troubled by my sudden resignation, I just came - suddenly felt there was something big that I had to pursue right away in my time. Again, sorry and thank you for being my most enthusiastic fan.
Sixth, Sarah, I didn't get to know you, but I'm sure if I had more time, we'd make good friends. Sorry, I didn't have that time to share with you. So thank you for helping Naomi solve her problem.
Seventh and most important in this letter, Brother Jester, I am confused what to write because there are so many things I want to talk to you about. But first I want to apologize to you about everything we've been through, second I want to thank you for accompanying my last days. You are the reason I tried to recover from my illness from the first time we met but fate was very cruel to me, believe me. when I found out about the disease I was craving, I decided to live alone and not want to be in touch with anyone.
But so strange.I've made up my mind to live alone, but when I met you for the first time, meeting with you made me realize that humans can't live alone. At first I just felt lonely, I just wanted someone to touch me, but long ago I fell in love with your warmth. Honestly I don't want to part, until whenever I want you not to let me go. I want to hold you and I don't want this to end.
But the day I found out that I was destined not to be healed, I also think that this life is not only doing something for yourself but there is also living for the happiness of others and it will make us happy. I want people around me to smile, I want to live like that. Supporting people whenever they're tired, I try to live like that for the rest of my day.
I felt successful in my last wish to make the people around me smile and bring you all together. When I write this letter I know I will not survive, but even if I die. Please remember I will die with a smile without regret. Jester's sister, Naomi, Selena, Luke's sister, Harry's sister, Justin's sister, Grece, and Sarah, respectively, we have memories together ranging from trivial things to big things and it feels strange in a month all so deep in my heart.
Hey... What do you think? am I resting in your hearts?
Hey, brother Jester... Am I going to keep imprinting on your heart?
Hey are you guys gonna keep remembering me? what about you, brother Jester?
Don't forget about me, you have to promise me that....
Fortunately you are the last people I met. Hopefully you can continue to be friends as my last work in this world, hopefully my true dream can be delivered in the hearts of each of you.
Last... Brother Jester Gates.... I love you
Loves you...
So love you...
I'm sorry I couldn't accompany you on your holiday in Paris...
I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise to always be with you...
I'm sorry I've always acted with you...
I'm really apologizing for everything....
Thank you.... Sayonara...
NB: Naomi.... I've used the right word, right?
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