I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
season 3: episode 23

Like two strangers forced to walk together...

Why should I complain? in fact, we have been separated for two years, with me as the one who has hurt Jester. What else can I expect? I'd be the least human being if I wanted more than what I've got right now, but I've been, I should have focused on living my last dream.

For about forty minutes, Jester and I took a silent journey from campus to the festival square park, a place filled with memories between me and Jester. This place is the beginning where I should feel the beauty of being a high school boy filled with first love for the opposite sex, she said, but all my worries that made me have to lose all those beautiful moments.

When the car was perfectly parked, Jester and I immediately got out of the car and at that moment I ran to the entrance gate of the festival square. I stopped running and looked around until I turned my whole body three hundred and sixty degrees, and my smile line was raised to look at that beautiful place. I'm glad to be back with Brother Jester, I never thought this would happen again in my life.

"For a long time I have never been to this place again, it seems like many new rides here" chirped me when I saw Brother Jester was quite close to me, for some reason at that time Jester walked while holding his head and looked at me in wonder.

Then I ran back away from him a little bit then I turned around and looked at Jester's face with my best smile, then I said...

"When was Jester last here?" much

"Let's go. It seems new - just been with Selena.." replied Mr. Jester sounding doubtful, I don't know what he was thinking at the time to make him look like a confused and indecisive person.

Long enough, Brother Jester looked at me with a confused face full of astonishment, until when we were back near I heard the sound of the breath of Brother Jester who felt so heavy as if he was regretting something.

"I remember when I came here with Selena for the first time... he asked me when I was last here and I answered that I was last here with Luke and Harry when I was in high school and then told him that I never brought another woman here" said Brother Jester after he had previously sighed, I smiled with a slight sound of laughter.

"Not to feel guilty, Selena must have understood your answer" I chimed in, but at once Jester's eyes became sharp to me.

"What's really going on? what are you planning, Luna?!" asked Brother Jester with a snatch, I gasped when I heard his tone that arrived - suddenly rising up.

"I don't understand what you're saying brother" I replied trying to stay calm

"Why is Selena acting like you?!" ask brother Jester again with a clash

At that moment I realized what had been the cause of Jester's brother looked confused and astonished when he saw my behavior, it seems like Selena is imitating me as a whole even about how to behave to Brother Jester. Somehow Selena was able to imitate my behavior to the point of making Jester's sister arrive - suddenly suspicious about the similarities between me and Selena, but I was very happy with the effort Selena did for me... you are the best of friends, Selena.:).

Brother Jester squeezed both of my shoulders very hard, to be honest it was painful for my bones that felt like they had no flesh as a barrier to the wringing of Jester's hands. My thin body has been very severe - lately, until - until I was like a bone wrapped in skin that runs. But it seems that Brother Jester was too emotional at that time until he did not realize that he was squeezing both of my shoulders very strongly, whimpering in pain did not make Brother Jester relax the squeeze of both hands.

"Sorry Luna. Luke and Harry's thoughts still bother me a lot, I still think you're doing something behind my back to separate me from Naomi" Jester said, I also became curious about what Luke and Harry's brother had to say about me.

If I think back to meeting Justin's sister on campus, I think I'm reminded of the words he said, "i'll solve your problems with Luke and Harry..." it seems that is what makes Brother Jester still think I will ruin his relationship with Naomi, as long as Jester is still haunted by his thoughts, I'm afraid that Jester and Naomi are going to fight again because of that misunderstanding.

"Sister Luke and brother Harry said what about me? do they hate me so much?" much

"Forget it" answered Jester briefly as he walked past me to the entrance to the festival square, I turned and looked at Jester's back.

"Hey... Just tell me, that way I can know what I have to do to refute their accusations to me and instead of you being curious about what happened? here I will tell you everything" I said in a slightly high tone so that Brother Jester can listen to what I said, at once Brother Jester stopped his steps but he still turned his back on me.

About what I said to Brother Jester, it's not something I accidentally said, but today... right at this moment and in this place I will open up everything that happens to me, to our relationship, and also why I have to go away from it...

I'm ready for this, I no longer want to cover anything from Brother Jester so that everything that happens to us will be completed in this place. The place where me and Jester tied the knot not to leave each other, the place where I became the worst traitor in Jester's life. I am determined to finish it right now.

"You must know what they think of you, back at home when Naomi and I had a big fight. All of Luke and Harry's thoughts have been refuted by reasonable arguments. There is no longer any reason for me to keep believing in the words Luke and Harry" said Jester when we were silent for a long time, at the same time I also strengthened my resolve to speak honestly with him.

"Sister. I'll tell you everything, but I have a condition for it" I told him, slowly his body twirled slightly to look at me. I smiled at him when our eyes met, but to be honest, my body was trembling because I was actually still hesitant to speak frankly.

"What?" ask the short Jester

"According to all my wishes here with a smile, at dusk we will enter the labyrinth garden.whether we will meet in the middle of the park or not, we will meet, I will keep telling you everything you may want to know about me, you and why we became like this" I replied, my answer at that time made Brother Jester arrive - suddenly he sighed again. It seemed like he was going to reject my request, but I was ready for that refusal.

"Well, just so long as you promise to explain everything that actually happened without any of it being covered up" replied Mr. Jester who accepted my request.

Hearing Jester's reply at that moment made my heart feel soaring, my smile line lifted instantly and I felt flowery - a flower. Amidst his hatred for me, it turned out that Brother Jester accepted my selfish request. I was no longer able to find words to express my gratitude to her, so I immediately ran over to her and immediately pulled her arm to enter the entrance gate of the festival square.

I no longer care about anything at that time, my concern to keep covering what had happened between us was gone instantly along with every step I went to the counter to buy admission to the festival square. I want to enjoy this one day of being the princess of my prince, although I have to accept the fact that this will only take a few hours until I will finally expose all my lies to my prince.

I don't know what will happen later....