I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 44

Two days passed...

I woke up with a sight I hadn't seen in years, Yes, a hospital roof but it's not in Scott's hospital anymore, but private hospitals on the outskirts of town. I'm here on the advice of my friends who know that our family's economic situation is not good, of course, forcing yourself into Scott's hospital will definitely make our family's finances worse.

Well, even though the Parker family had offered to pay all my hospital fees, but my father and mother strongly rejected the idea because my father was no longer working for the Parker family. To me? it doesn't matter, I don't want to think about such a thing. Because no matter where I'm treated in the end I still won't heal, what's the point?

The only thing that makes me sad is because I have to again and again make my parents make material sacrifices, many times they say it's okay but still it hurts me considering that my body is already very incapable actually. But giving them happiness should also be my priority, right? and if this makes them happy, then let me follow and prove that I am here.

One cloudy afternoon, Selena came to visit. At that time my father and mother were looking after me, so Selena needs this afternoon to tell me what happened when I fell unconscious or maybe in a coma, I don't know which condition I was in at the time.

Selena told me that when I passed out and was taken to this hospital, Selena called Jester and told him that Selena and I were no longer staying at their house. With the reason we were having business without giving details of what business and fortunately, Mr. Jester received a ridiculous reason Selena at that time, he honestly said back then he was so panicked that he couldn't think of any ideas.

I laughed at the story, but on the other hand I was also sad because. when it was the last day I could stay at the house of Brother Jester and Naomi, I would definitely miss the memories as long as I was, Selena, Naomi and Jester's sister live under one roof. I hope they feel the same...

The next day I was able to go home.Ooh no, my point is I forced to go home and do an outpatient. In addition to saving costs, I have also steadied my heart to let everything happen. If my time comes, I don't want to spend that time sleeping in a hospital room, I don't want that to happen.

The day after I came home from the hospital, Brother Justin arrived at my house. I don't know who she knows if I live in this house, even though Justin's sister and her family have moved and I also never told Justin that I returned to this house full of memories.

When Selena also happened to come to visit me after she went to college, we chatted in our room to plan our vacation to Paris France. Selena and I have a plan so that only me and Jester go there, all for the sake of me can complete my last dream, namely.

"Luna, there's Justin in the living room" said the mother when she opened the door to my closed room, and Selena and I were shocked to hear it.

"What's Justin here for?" muttered

"What does this have to do with Brother Jester?" timpal Selena, I shook my head in response.

I slowly got out of bed and went out of the room with Selena to meet Justin's sister, as usual when Justin looked at me with his trademark smile but I did not return the smile. I immediately sat on the sofa as well as Selena who was sitting right next to me facing Justin's sister, at that time I returned her smile.

"Ada apa kak?" tanyaku, namun kak Justin hanya diam dan menatapku dengan wajah datar.

"You're a long way out here just to look at me like that?" I asked again because brother Justin remained silent for quite a long time as a visiting guest, I have no idea whatsoever about the presence of Brother Justin today. He laughed a little and then said...

"Luna..I really want to know what your plan is on Jester" replied Brother Justin, my smile disappeared instantly.

I began to think strangely - strangely at that moment to Justin's brother, "Why did he ask like that? He wants me to stop my plan? or was he asked by Jester to stay away from him? or maybe Naomi doesn't want me to be present again in their lives but Justin's sister asked to deliver?" all the bad thoughts ringing in my head, I am not ready if it comes - brother Jester and Naomi...

"Why?" just short

"I don't want to snatch Jester's brother from Naomi, I'm a supporter of their relationship" I firmly chimed in, at once Justin's brother fell silent and continued to look at me deeply. It was as if she was trying to dig out what I thought from the look in these eyes, but everything had changed, he couldn't possibly unpack what was inside my head like he used to.

From little brother Justin is always like a psychic who can read every thought, even without telling him he often knows what I need. My friendship and togetherness with Justin felt so easy, but everything changed since I left this city long enough. At that time also Luna who brother Justin knew as before died than raganya.

The fact that I know that brother Justin once loved me is also one of the reasons I became the new Luna, I want Brother Justin to know me as Luna who is strong and independent even without his help. No matter what happens, you are still my best friend and nothing will change about that fact.

"Sister.if you really want to help me, there's one thing I want you to do" I asked her, saying, his face seemed surprised but at once Justin's sister slightly advanced his body as if he was ready to hear my request.

"Luna! I've had enough! don't involve a lot of people" kind of pressured Selena to say it

"I'll help you anything and I won't hesitate, so let me help" Justin's big sister tried to convince me, but Selena didn't seem to take it and then she stared at Justin's sister intently.

"So Justin don't have to interfere!! I can handle this on my own" Selena snapped

"Luna says she needs my help, you have no right to stand in my way!" brother Justin replied to Selena, at once my ears buzzed to make me dizzy.

"Stop!! please.." I said with a slight cry, as I expected they both fell silent.

My head feels like it will break at that time, maybe I will return nosebleeds or even worse. I will return to vomit blood and then I. fainted again for how long. I squeezed my head and I slightly grabbed my short hair that was not even longer than a boy in general, all I did was to be able to endure the pain that suddenly attacked me.

"You two, I need you. So please, work together." I asked them, my voice trembled because I was in so much pain at the time.

It's sad and annoying when I have to feel pain in front of my friends, I just don't want to be pitied. I. I want them to know that I am the strong Luna. Surely their hearts are broken to see me like this, if Selena is used to being different from Justin's sister. He rarely sees me in such a bad state, please don't change your mind about me, brother, believe me I will be strong through all this.

"I'm sorry I thought I could do it myself" Selena said in a voice that sounded regretful, I felt Selena's hand gently patting my back.

"I'm a little unwell, Selena please explain to Justin our plans.and Justin's sister, I really need your help. I'm sorry to stay, I need a break" I said, then I stood up to go back to my room.

I couldn't see their reaction, I closed my eyes because the pain I felt was excruciating. I also no longer wait for answers from Selena and Brother Justin, all I think about is getting some rest and I'm sure they'll both do well.

In the room I immediately looked for the medicine that Dr. Richard had given me, my head was getting sicker then but I kept trying to maintain my consciousness. My eyes began to twitch - firefly, warm liquid also felt flowing from my nose. "I can't faint anymore" I muttered as I continued to search for the medicine that doctor Richard had given me earlier, in one of my bags I found the cure.

I immediately tore the plastic and took the water that was available on my study table and then I took the medicine in a hurry, this is the first time I've ever taken a drug that Ellie's doctor banned me from taking. Because before, when I got this medicine I instantly fainted and was unconscious for two days.

After drinking it I rushed to lay this body on the bed, I curled up in the bed because the pain was now spreading throughout my body. My legs began to numb and tingling, none of my body felt any pain at the time. I suffered to the point that I fainted again...