I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 12

"I. need time, Mr. Paul. I'm still worried.." I said as if I had been hunted by time to sign the document.

"Ooh of course, of course, but not for long. Opportunity won't come twice, Lunar" Paul said

After that Mr. Paul said goodbye to go home and waited for good news from me, not forgetting that Mr. Paul gave his card to my father and asked my father to call him immediately if I was ready to accept the contract. When father and mother drove Mr. Paul up to the porch, I was still sitting quietly staring at some sheets of paper containing my contract with the Tamamo Group professional agency company.

I was thinking about what would happen when I met with Brother Jester and also Selena after these two years I disappeared from them, would I interfere with their relationship with my presence? however I believe that if Selena and Jester are now lovers, I will only be a bully to them.

"Darling, what are you thinking? want to share with us?" mother asked me in a tone that sounded so soft, at that moment I realized from daydreaming and I immediately looked at the faces of mother and father alternately.

"It's about. sis Jester." I replied stammeredly, father and mother looked confused when they heard my answer.

"About young master Jester? what's the connection?" asked Dad sounding confused, I sighed for a moment.

"I got information from Grece if Tamamo Group is a subsidiary of Gates Family Group..... if I accept this contract, I will..... meet with Jester's brother right?" stammered as I said it, my father and mother immediately understood what it was to be an uneasiness for me to sign the contract.

"Then you can stay here and refuse the contract of Tamamo Group, start living your dream from the ground up" said mother, I sighed again after hearing mother's advice.

"I told you that if I didn't work Grece, the gimmick they made would be bad for me. I don't know what the villagers would say about me if I followed the plot, but I'm sure they'd be more defensive of Manda than I am." I said.

"Honey, maybe it's time you got to know the villagers" my father told me.

"Huh?! I don't want to! I'm ashamed to meet them!" my dream was panicking, I was really uncomfortable being around a lot of people. Maybe because I've been used to being alone for two years, I'm a nolep kid.

"It's okay, mom and dad know some good people. Let's go!" exclaim mom while pulling my hand

Mom and dad pulled me into the car, though I felt heavy-hearted but I just followed their call. At that time our car drove slowly to the center of the village. Father parked the car near a park that looks beautiful and beautiful, I saw many villagers who were active in the area of the park. Father and mother got out of the car and asked me to get out, I was reluctant to comply with their request because I was so embarrassed to have to interact with the villagers.

Dad opened the car door and forced me to come down with a persuasion, with a heavy heart I went down and mom immediately pulled me to approach the villagers there. I was introduced to a lot of people who were known by my father and mother, most of them were shocked to see me because for two years I had never been seen.

They were very friendly to me, some of them even gave me chocolate as an introductory greeting. A habit that makes me laugh if I remember it, because in the park I can bring home a large bag of crackers containing chocolate - chocolate gifts from people who just met me. There I also met Peter and Manda, not infrequently also I met other participants who participated in the competition with me.

Their warm welcome was different from what I had imagined all along, they remained warm even when I was the child competitor of the village chief and the person considered the richest in the village was lord Jhonson. Even Manda, it's true... Manda, I didn't write it wrong.

Manda was much warmer when I met her in this garden, I thought she would cool to me after what happened between us. Turns out no, Manda welcomed me warmly even though I felt she still held a sense of jealousy towards me. By late afternoon, I could not even count how many people I had met and met.

"You happy, baby?" father asked me, I turned to look at my father's face and nodded several times.

"What are the villagers like you imagined?" asked Dad again in a tone that sounded a little teasing to me, I had heard the tone of father.

"Yes.yes. yes. I was wrong. but I know they will be this warm to me~" my timps with annoyance, father and mother also laughed. At the same time, someone greeted me again and I replied to them with a wave of hands and a sweet smile.

"Luna.. try to pay attention to the words of the good father - well and I want you to plant this in your frozen heart" chirped father, at that moment my gaze again looked at father seriously.

Unlike usual father who was always gentle and always obeying my selfish desires arrived - suddenly spoke very seriously to me, I was quite surprised to hear the tone of the father's speech at that time to make me now focus on looking into the eyes of father. For a moment, my father was silent and looked at me quite sharply, it seemed like this time he really wanted me to listen to what he was going to say.

"Not everything you think is the truth, sometimes you think too badly of what you really think is a total mistake. Stop looking at the world only filled with sadness and suffering, because happiness can only be created from a heart that wants to accept the situation" it sounds wise father told me, I was pensive to hear the advice of father.

I digested one sentence after another father who made me ashamed to admit that it was me, I always looked at anything from my point of view without wanting to look at it from another point of view. I always reject something said by others and assume what I think is true, I am indeed selfish.I have sacrificed many people for my selfishness, father, mother, Selena, and so on, brother Justin and even the people I love...

"Now... let's talk about the contract of Tamamo Group, what do you think dear?" father asked me, I gasped and was silent for a moment looking at my face.

"I'm going to meet Jester and he's going to get mad at me and then cut my contract, I. I'm also going to interfere with Jester's relationship with Selena, maybe Selena's going to be mad at me because I'm back.... and meet with. Brother Jester" I answered flatly.

"It may be that young master Jester will be pleased with your presence, you can apologize to him and congratulate Miss Selena on her relationship with young master Jester. Have you ever thought about this?" ask me again, I jerked back and threw away my face to avoid looking at you.

"Then...what makes it hard for you to continue working with Miss Grece?" ask mommy

"I will be hated by the villagers, maybe they are now happy with my presence but in the future, who knows as my crisis intensifies with Manda" I replied, she laughed at my answer at that moment.

"Do you think friendly people like this will be easily provoked by what is shown on television? most of them understand very well that television is just a setting for the sake of attracting popularity, dear" said the mother with a little laugh in each sentence, a little laugh, I, who was surprised to hear the words of my mother, turned to look at her face.

It was then that my brain kept thinking about all the words of my mother and father, a point of view I had never thought of before. I have always lived on my own bad thoughts without trying to consider other people's points of view, I must admit if I am at my point of concern because of my own actions. I always try to get things done my way, but it all ends in sadness and disappointment.

"The decision remains in your hands, father and mother will always be full supporters of your decision" he said as I daydreamed

"Mother remind you once again dear, we are proud of you no matter what decision you make. For us, your presence in our midst is a pride" she said

I shed my tears, I was so moved to hear the words of father and mother that sound so loving to me. I was always disappointed in my life without ever thinking about how lucky I was to have a father and a mother, sometimes the things we always have make us forget if it is the most beautiful thing we have ever had in life. We just keep thinking about how much we're suffering because we don't get what other people get, and that's me. I'm going to try to change the way I think from today.