I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 33
"Ke...why did you suddenly say that?" justin asked, I felt guilty for making him fall from the window sill.
The night was filled with some things that made me think too much, fortunately I had Justin's sister when I was at home. The love.....! is it about falling in love and loving it? it seems like my days are also getting full of color both joy and sorrow.
"No, just asking" I replied, then brother Justin stood up to sit back on the window sill with a breath that was so audible.
"Is there something between you and Jester? what are you thinking about Jester?" ask Justin
Again and again Justin's sister guessed what I was thinking even though it didn't imply anything, "why could she be this sensitive to me? long - long you creepy brother Justin" I said in my heart.
"Eeh.. ngga, there's nothing at all. It's just that, Selena gave me a difficult question that made me think hard about my relationship with Brother Jester in the future" I replied in a sad tone.
"What's that?" justin asked, I kept staring at Justin for a while.
"Selena said..The biggest mistake people make is that when we're afraid of making a mistake, is it right for my relationship with Jester's sister?" I asked after we kept staring at each other for a while
"What are you afraid of?" justin asked again as if he was confirming something from me that I did not understand what was in his head.
"I was worried about leaving Brother Jester because of my health condition, or I just let it stay like this until the end I ma.ti.." I replied sadly, but Brother Justin responded to my sadness with his trademark smile.
"Luna, we'll all die, no matter sooner or later. So if I may suggest, keep going... You guys love each other right? why not enjoy life as much as possible?" justin said softly, I looked up at him.
Enjoying life?! A beautiful sentence seems like if only I was not the girl with the disease lodged in my body. Wait... Why does it seem like the end of this my body rarely feels pain? could it be because of the drugs I've been taking back, or even because I've been happy since I met Jester like Ellie's doctor said?
"You are trying to heal, treatment and therapy are also being worked on. You will definitely recover, throw away all your bad thoughts and enjoy all your processes" Justin continued his sentence and walked over to me, stroking my head gently with his smile.
"Hopefully you can be happy, I'll be very happy if you keep that smile of yours" Justin softly said, I smile back.
"I will try for the sake of Brother Jester" I said firmly, the sound of Justin's laughter was heard.
Brother Justin turned around and closed the window of the room and then out of my room, I started to close my eyes to sleep and woke up the next morning. Going through my morning routine with enthusiasm because I knew that Jester's brother would pick me up, as expected when I finished preparing for school I saw the yellow two-door car stop right in front of the house.
I went to school with Brother Jester and split up in front of my class, where I saw Selena chatting with Alvin. It seems that they are quite familiar these endings, are they in love with each other? I approached them with the intention of teasing the two, but as I approached them, Selena held both hands enthusiastically.
"Are you going to be the principal vocalist of the school?" ask with enthusiasm
"Huh?! what the hell?!" ask me confused
Then Selena pulled my arm so I could follow her to the room with the big screen and display my activities with Jester's sister Luke, brother Harry and brother Justin when we were practicing the band in the school music room, I was surprised to find that our performance was recorded by someone and shown in such a place.
"Aa... What - what the hell is this?" I was a little panicked
"That's a recording of the activities of students in our school, in every student activity room there is a camera that records and displays the activities of all of us and then displays them here. It's been an open secret for students who attend school here, don't you know?" alvin asked me, I looked at Alvin who was standing behind me.
"Huh?! why don't I know about that?!!" just panic
"That doesn't make sense, Gates' son must have told you before you showed up?" timpal Alvin is still with his flat tone
I was running to go to Jester's class but in the middle of the road I just remembered that I didn't know where Jester's class was, I also wanted to ask the upperclassman who passed me but I was afraid that the incident with Natalie's sister would be repeated.
"What's here for?" there was a familiar voice in my ear, I immediately turned my body and it turned out to be true
"Sister Harry!" I'm taking her
"Where's Jester's senior class?" I asked, and then Harry pointed at the classroom door on my left.
"You're right in front of him" replied Harry with a little laugh, I was embarrassed by my own question.
Harry walked up and opened the door, and then he said....
"Hey Jester!! Moon princess looking for you!!" brother Harry was so excited
The whole class immediately cheered on me and Brother Jester, at that time Brother Jester was angry - angry at brother Harry for making an unnecessary fuss. I was embarrassed at that time, but if you think back then.it was like closing the chances of other students eyeing Jester. I'm right? :)
"Aa.. What is Luna? Why are you looking for me?" asked Brother Jester amid the frenetic class cheering us on
I pulled Jester's arm and took him away from the classroom, and in the garden I stopped walking and turned and looked at Jester with my sour face. Brother Jester panicked to see me with a sour face like that, then he tried to persuade me not to get angry at him.
"To... why? did I do something wrong?! I'm sorry, I'll do anything so you don't get mad at me!!" he said at the time, I tilted my head slightly but still looked at him seriously.
"Why did Jester perform yesterday?!" I'm a little angry
"Ooh, that's yes, it's not me but Justin" replied Mr. Jester, I also realized the reason why Brother Justin last night said that today I will find out why this Sunday I have to come with him to the next city.
Lunas..Luna. stupidly I who do not seek information first before accusing brother Jester, so shame made.
"Are you having trouble with that? I can ask the student activity team to stop rotating our performance" said brother Jester offering me a solution, I was silent looking into my prince's eyes.
"Sister... do you think my voice is good?" I asked him, Brother Jester nodded his head a few times with such vigor.
"Are you happy if I'm a singer?" ask me again to him, again - again brother Jester nodded his head several times with enthusiasm.
"You're gonna like me more when I'm a singer?" I asked again to tease him, my prince's face turned red and he immediately threw away his face to avoid looking at me.
"Te...of course.... only!! i... I like you. whatever it is.." murmured brother Jester, I laughed at his murmur.
"Tell me you like me and want me to be your girlfriend~" I said in a spoiled tone, as soon as Brother Jester looked at me with a surprised expression and took a few steps back while putting his hands on his chest.
"Well?!! ke... why?!" she asked me with her red face, I smiled sweetly at her.
"When are you going to shoot me? do you really like me?" ask me again this time my tone a little I raise to be more urgent, I feel more and more do not have time...
"Aaa..I...give me Luna time!! you don't know me very well either, do you?!! ke... why rush!!" he replied in a panic, I sighed then looked back at him seriously.
"Until when?" I'm just upset, Brother Jester is back to throw his face.
"Aaa.. I.." Not done yet Brother Jester said, I cut it.
"Until when?!" kind of snapped I said it
"Yeah! it won't be long, at least until the first semester exam is over" he replied, then I gave him my little finger to tie the promise between us.
"Promise?" I asked him to tie a promise between us, slowly his little finger coiled around my little finger firmly.
"Promise" he murmured, I knew he was holding back his shame after I pursued so that he would immediately clarify the relationship between us.