I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 3
During the day my father and I visited the Parker family home, Selena's mother and father welcomed me warmly and kindly. They were so worried about my situation, their many questions made me feel overwhelmed by their concern for me even though I was not their family. If you recall, for the past two years, the Parker family has also given me money for treatment, because the Parker family is also me, he said, father and mother were not too economically devastated when father did not have a job until finally father became a fruit farmer.
Unfortunately that afternoon I could not meet Selena, unlike me who was unemployed... Selena is a student from a well-known private university, so it's only natural that I can't meet her at rush hour like this. Aaa~ wants to feel like a student like Selena, but what is my day that even SMA did not graduate... Ahaha, unfortunately my fate:)
I waited for Selena in her room at Selena's mother and father's idea, and my father decided to leave me at Parker's house. I didn't mind the truth, but I was nervous at the time and wanted to reject the idea of waiting for Selena in her room. A room with a thousand memories of me with Selena, feels so nostalgic because the layout of this room has not changed much either. Except for a few things that seem new from this room...
I see now Selena has clothes - clothes that really girl, Selena clothes look funny - funny because it accentuates the feminine side of the wearer. I didn't think Selena would really turn out to be feminine, "Is it because she really tried to die - dying to be Luna? or these clothes at Jester's request?" I asked in my heart, I smiled at the collection of clothes Selena.
On the study desk I saw photos of me with Selena from when we were kids until I last met her when we were in high school, all neatly arranged in a frame that looks very nice and funny. "Until this second, he did not forget me, yes, Selena. I miss" I muttered when I saw the photos, but my attention was distracted staring at a photo that Selena separated and seemed discarded.
The picture frame looked upside down and out of reach, I was curious and took it to see whose photo it was. I was quite surprised when I saw the photo because it was a picture of Selena holding a parfait with sister Jester in a park, I believe the park is festival square. A few small details captured on camera added to my belief that the photo was taken while they were both at the festival square, "Selena seems to be really.
Jealous, happy, confused and wanting to cry me when I see the happy photos of them both....
"Ahaha...I'm weird huh, I asked Selena to be Jester's sister's boyfriend but I cried when I saw their happiness" I muttered while trying to hold back my tears from falling.
I put Selena's picture with Jester's sister next to my picture with Selena, my heart was fucked. I should have been happy because Selena kept her promise to me, but on the other hand I was jealous to see their happiness from the photo. I sat on the edge of Selena's bed and tried to rearrange my heart, "I shouldn't be mad at Selena, she's kept her promise to you, Luna" I muttered again with a sigh.
Thirty minutes more I waited for Selena in her room, when I heard the sound of footsteps that sounded so rushed. Not long after hearing the footsteps, someone was seen pulling the door lever and slowly opening the room door. After a while, the door opened wide so I could clearly look at the person who opened the door.
"Hi Selena.." I said as I stared at Selena.
Selena looked at me with wide eyes and a surprised look, either because she did not believe me or because I was a threat to her. Yes...women who are in love will certainly be selfish right? he would definitely not like my presence in the middle of his relationship with Brother Jester, if that was the case I wouldn't mind.
"Do you not like my presence?" I asked Selena, my question seemed to surprise her.
"Huh?! aaah no! not so, Luna... Luna?" selena asked, as if she wanted to make sure that I was the Luna she knew and not a ghost maybe.
"Ahaha.. You think I'm a ghost? do you think I'm dead?" I asked with a little teasing
"Luna!! I didn't say that!!" selena Benth
"Then? why are you surprised to see me?" I asked a little more pressing, Selena was silent at that time and looked at me with a flat face.
"Selena? what's up?" I said because Selena was just silent, when Selena lowered her eyes to avoid looking at me.
"Luna... You're really Luna right? where have you been these two years? do you know I'm lonely without you?" selena asked in a voice that sounded a bit hoarse, I knew she was trying not to cry.
"Selena. sorry I haven't called you in two years, I don't know what to say at a time like this. Actually I didn't imagine you'd behave like this when I met you, I thought you'd run and then memel.." I haven't finished saying, I haven't finished, Selena ran up to me and hugged me tightly until we fell on the bed.
Selena cried sobbing - sobs in my arms, her hands so tightly clutching mine. I don't know what happened to him, but I'm sure it wasn't just a cry from a meeting between two friends who haven't seen each other for two years. Selena's still keeping something behind me, I'm sure of it.
A few minutes we were still hugging each other and Selena was pushing me, not lightly indeed and it seemed like Selena was getting fatter since the last time I met her. ahaha, I wish Selena had not read this writing: ).
After that hug, Selena sat next to me. On the Mattress Selena was seen trying to calm down because of a rush after crying, I could only pat her back gently to help relieve her biting. Sometimes Selena cries again, but she can quickly to relieve her crying.
"Selena... What's wrong? what the hell's going on? why did you get like this?" I asked when Selena looked a lot calmer.
"All because of you!! I'm so whiny like this because of you!!" snapped Selena to me, I chuckled at her answer.
"I'm sorry, yeah." I chimed in with a laugh.
"What brings you back?" selena asked me, getting that question surprised me a little bit. I thought he'd invite me to talk about other things like asking me about my news or whatever it was that was trite, but it wasn't.
"I came back because I wanted to solve the problem I had made" I replied, as Selena looked at me with a surprised expression.
"You... want to meet... Brother Jester?" selena asked stammered, now I understand what made her so shocked.
"I.iya, can't ya?" I turned to Selena, suddenly Selena got up from her seat and walked closer to the window and then quietly stared out of the window.
"Selena? what was? you're going to forbid me to meet him?" ask me again to try to ascertain what is true my guess
"Luna... You know what happened to Brother Jester after you rejected him and just disappeared?" ask Selena
"Ooh... I get it.. He must be very... hate me huh...?" ask him
"That's something you don't need to ask me right" said Selena sounding so sorry, I sighed then I said...
"It's okay, let me meet him even though he will eventually reject my presence. I don't want to go back, Selena" I said firmly, Selena turned and looked at me with a surprised face again.
"Huh?! you still want to see him even though I told you he hates you?!" selena asked sounding panicked, I nodded to answer her question.
"Ta. but. Brother Jester will definitely be angry - angry in front of you!! he's gonna yell at you and I don't know what evil things big brother Jester is gonna do to you!!" selena sounded panicked again
"It's okay, I'll understand whatever Mr. Jester did because of my past attitude. So I beg of you, meet me with her" I asked her, Selena was silent for a moment.
"Selena, you... don't want me to meet her huh? are you afraid I'll take it from you?" ask me again
"Aaaa~ is not that!! that's not what I think Luna, don't get me wrong!!" selena answered and turned back to look outside her bedroom window.
"Then what? can I know why?" I asked a little more to suppress it, for a moment appeared my suspicion if brother Jester and Selena had broken up or something.
"Are you not lovers?" I pressed a little, Selena gasped at my question.
"Mom.. is not like that. me and brother Jester... a couple of lovers really, I have fulfilled my promise to you... do you not see my appearance now? I followed your advice to turn myself into like you and it worked" Selena replied slightly stammered, I walked over to her and I stared at her from behind the reflection of her face on the glass.
"Then? aren't you letting me see him?" ask me again with my sad tone
"Be. Give me some time, I'll bring you together with him. Me and him are fighting right now" Selena replied, her expression looking sad from the reflection of the glass.
"Sister Jester hurt you?" I pressed her down, Selena was surprised and turned to look at me.
"Ti.no! it's not like that.all because..my fault..so give me time, Luna" replied Selena, I chuckle at her answer and request.
"I can't give you any more time Selena, I have to see her as soon as possible." I said with a sigh, Selena looked at me with a surprised face.
"Why? are you... going again?" selena asked, I laughed and said...
"My life may not have been more than forty days.The doctor has sentenced me because of that I can't waste any more time" I replied with a smile on my face.