I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 18
"....say I want to meet him" Jester's voice rang out when I just regained consciousness from my fainting spell
I opened my eyes and was silent for a moment to process what had just happened, for a moment I forgot where I was and what I was doing in this house. When I heard the sound of the door closing, I saw little Selena running over to me.
"Selena.." I chirped as I looked at her, Selena looked so worried looking at me.
"You okay, Luna? Need anything? Tell me" asked Selena sounding soft
"What... What happened?" I asked, Selena sighed before answering my question.
"You fainted just after Naomi fainted, did you forget what just happened?" ask Selena
Selena's answer at that time made me realize what happened, my memory of Jester's brother's quarrel with Naomi and also Selena's slap to Naomi made me wake up immediately to see Naomi's condition. I sat down from my sleep and immediately clasped Selena's hands together, I was afraid something bad happened to her when I passed out earlier.
"Selena, where's Naomi?!" I was panicking, Selena pointed straight behind me.
I looked back and I found Naomi lying on the bed right next to me, as if she had not yet noticed her stupor. I know the heavy burden that she is carrying, somehow I feel that Naomi always solves her own problems without having the opportunity to get help from others.
I can breathe a sigh of relief because it looks like Naomi is asleep, maybe she is tired of crying and also this morning she woke up very early. Slowly I looked back at Selena, I looked her in the eye sharply because I was still angry at what she had just done to Naomi.
"What?" asked Selena who sounded annoyed to me
"Why are you this bad?! I didn't expect you to be this bad, Selena!" answer me with a snatch
"Luna, you don't know Naomi. I've known him for a long time and that's how he fell in love with someone, he often can't tell which reality and which dream" he replied
"That's not a good reason to say if you can slap her like that!!" my timpals with a snap
"Last time I was late to wake her up... She had already handed the most precious thing to the wrong person." Selena chirped in a sad voice, I was surprised by what Selena had just said.
"Well.what does that mean...?" tanyaku.
"I think you know what I'm saying" Selena replied with a sigh, I fell silent and threw my face away.
Selena's reply suddenly reminded me of Naomi's boyfriend before Jester's sister, Daniel. I don't know what happened because Selena was also reluctant to tell the full story, but I realized what Selena is doing right now is a form of her experience with Naomi. A good friend is one who always loudly reminds his friend if something is wrong is happening, even hard he will do for the sake of awakening his friend.
That's what's changed from Selena over these two years, she probably still feels guilty for not doing anything - what when I chose the wrong path when I decided to leave Jester's sister. Maybe the same thing happened between her and Naomi, even though I don't know how the story is but from Selena's answer I think my guess is right.
"I'm sorry, I seem to understand what you're doing" I said at the time.
"I... No more seeing my friend choose the wrong way when I know he's wrong... Although I had to be rude." sounded full of regret as Selena said it, I immediately approached and hugged her tightly.
"Thank you for being a reminder to us, you are a very good friend" I said as I hugged her, slowly Selena's hand returned my embrace.
Not long after I heard Naomi's moaning, then Selena and I turned to look at Naomi who was still lying on the bed. Slowly Naomi's eyes opened, before long her tears returned to flow even though she did not look crying.
"Naomi.." chirped as I crawled closer to her, Selena stood up from her seat and circled the bed to get closer to Naomi.
"Jester..~" Naomi murmured and then she cried back
His voice sounded heartbreaking, even after what had happened he still expected Brother Jester to come to him. This love so strong, how to get it? I even gave up when I was in the way of my love for Brother Jester, what would I do if I were in Naomi's position? Maybe I've been very bad and don't want to continue my life anymore.
"Naomi, listen to me." Selena chirped at that moment, I turned to look at Selena out of curiosity as to what she was going to say this time. But not with Naomi, she was still staring at the sky - the sky of the room with a blank look.
"Sir Jester in your nightmare has awakened, he is waiting for you in the family room and hopes you meet him soon" Selena continued her sentence, slowly Naomi turned to look at Selena.
"Be... really, Selena?" naomi asked stammered, but I heard Naomi's great hope that what Selena said was true.
"What?" selena asked because I was staring at her continuously.
"You're not lying, are you?" I asked to suspect her, Selena gave a small laugh and gave a gesture so I could go with her to chase after Naomi.
As Selena and I walked out of the room, I saw Naomi walking into the living room. I ran small to eavesdrop on the conversation, maybe I was rude but keeping Jester and Naomi's relationship was one of my last dreams. I won't let my relationship with Jester and Naomi run aground as long as I can still do something, I just want a miracle.
"You... Looking for me..?" ask Naomi to Jester's sister
I peeked at them and saw Brother Jester standing in front of Naomi with a heart-shaped brown box and also a bouquet of red roses, it seemed like what Selena said was right... Brother Jester was aware of his mistake in looking at Naomi, my hope that the relationship between the two did not run aground at that time.
"I... I may be unreliable, I can't do anything either. But I will always be there... I will always be by your side even if you consider me to be a bully... I will stay near you." said Brother Jester, after which I saw him suddenly kneel before Naomi.
"... I promise for that... I'm sorry, Naomi" sounded sorry when Naomi said it
"Jester.." chirped Naomi who sounded shocked by what Brother Jester did.
"I'm sorry I fell in love with you, you... Just think of me as a friend, right? Why are you so good to me? Why do you care so much about me? Why do you seem to give me hope? I don't understand what you want, tell me the truth... Tell me you only think of me as a friend." said Brother Jester.
"Stupid!! I never thought of you as just a friend!! I told you I love you!! Until when are you going to act stupid like this?!!" with a scream and a snarl Naomi said
There is no doubt that can be a loophole for brother Jester to doubt Naomi's love for him, Naomi has already firmly declared her love. It takes a lot of courage for a woman to say that to a man, I myself never even said that I loved Brother Jester when we were close during that time even though there was no doubt at all at heart over my love for Brother Jester.
"If it is true what you say.... Give me concrete proof that my presence is not a distraction to you... That I'm important in your life, so that I can convince my heart that my thinking about it is wrong." sounds sad to Jester when he says it.
After the words of Jester's sister at that time, Naomi suddenly ran crashing her body into the body of Jester's sister and hugged her tightly. The two hugged each other in the same position - on their knees, I saw the eyes of Brother Jester who showed his surprise at what Naomi was doing at that time.
Brother Jester... Maybe falling in love makes you feel a fear of your own with your bitter experience with me, a fear of heartbreak that makes you so eager to protect yourself excessively. But it seems like Naomi's patience and tenderness managed to make your deliberately hardened heart soften, the acceptance of Jester's love for Naomi was well received and felt so special.
"Jester~!! I just had a bad dream!! Why did you come so long ago to save me from my nightmares?! I'm lonely... I lost my spirit... L'm.. L'm... Afraid of not waking up from my nightmare because you didn't come to my aid.." Naomi's hoarse voice made me know that her tears broke just then, her snapping voice suddenly sounded so bitter. I could feel his fear, the fear of losing Jester's brother by his side.
"Help me... I don't want to see Jester in my nightmares anymore." Naomi asked.
Slowly Brother Jester put a box of chocolates and a bouquet of red roses on the floor, then he returned Naomi's embrace as if they were trying to strengthen their hearts.
I wiped my tears, I was so moved to see the strength of their love. Although my presence disturbs the calm of the two, but in the end they will come back to each other to strengthen each other. This is what love is like, the love that every human being should feel. Don't be like me, who runs away when a problem comes down and leaves a sincere person with such deep wounds.
"Not if it keeps this up?" selena asked slightly muttering, her mother's voice to me was so felt.
"Yes.. It's okay, even though I said I still love her.. It will only make him depressed. If it can ruin my plans in a month, then it's better if it stays like this" I replied with a slight laugh, though it might sound sad in Selena's ear.
"You deserve to be happy too... If you let me explain it to Naomi" Selena sounded sad, but I had a little laugh at the time so she wouldn't have to feel sorry for me. But maybe my heart can't lie, and Selena knows I'm lying if I'm okay.
"No, I'm satisfied like this. Naomi has sacrificed so much for me and I have no face left to ask for more" I refused her request for permission as she turned and walked to the kitchen to prepare lunch
I heard Selena's leg trailing me, Somehow back then I felt like Selena was thinking of something to keep talking to Naomi about what really happened to me. I sighed then I stopped walking, Selena steps arrived - suddenly stopped.
"Women will be very selfish when they fall in love." I sat down for a while and waited for a response.
"Yes, I know. Although this is also how I am still a woman" Selena said at the time, I laughed at her response that led to her hatred of men. I looked at him with a smile, I said...
"Naomi has sacrificed enough for me, whatever you think now... Stop it, I'm really enough with this condition" I said it as gently as possible and showed if I was really satisfied with what happened.
"When have you been a psychic who can read my mind?" selena asked in an annoyed tone, I laughed at her question as I walked back to the kitchen.