I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 19

Father and mother fell silent with expressions of restraining embarrassment because my questions were probably too personal for them, no matter what happened between father and mother until they blushed with my questions. Slowly father and mother looked at each other and then they laughed almost simultaneously, I was surprised to hear those who arrived - suddenly laughing and then father stroked my head gently.

"Dad met my mom when we were on the music show, when my dad arrived - suddenly fell in love with my mom for no reason. Maybe it's called love at first sight" replied the father, I showed my annoyed face because the father's answer did not satisfy me.

"Father.it's a normal answer and that's not what I want, maybe out of the ten people I asked then those ten people will also answer exactly what you just said" my chimps were upset, then the laughter of father and mother broke out together.

"Don't you already know that love grows for no reason?" ask mommy in a seductive tone

"Yes yes.I know, I also feel it. suddenly fell in love with Jester, it's about the point of view of a man who falls in love. Brother Justin, Alvin was my schoolmate then and now Peter.They're people - people who know my health condition, but for no apparent reason arrived - they're saying fall in love with me..." I replied still in an annoyed tone, this time it was the mother who stroked my head gently.

"By men and women it makes no difference when in love, we all fall in love with something for no reason and sometimes will hate something for no reason. If you love someone for a reason, then you are not in love with that person, but you are in love with that reason" my mother said in a soft-sounding tone.

"Love for a reason will fade more quickly, dear" said the father

"Huh? really true?" to my astonishment, father and mother nodded several times.

"When the reason you love someone is lost, you lose your love for that person" he replied

"That's why a parent's love for their child will last forever, because we have no reason why we can love you" she said

"So does love at first sight so mysterious that." said the father, at once the father and mother turned to each other to look into each other's eyes with a gaze full of love.

"if you remember everything that we've been through. you haven't found a reason why you can love your mom" he said.

"Mother is like that too, there is only a feeling of pleasure and warmth in the heart when the mother looks into the eyes of the father." said the mother.

"Aaaa~ you guys make me envy~" I said while kicking the bed, father and mother laughed.

"If Justin, Alvin and Peter are suddenly in love with you, it could be because they are in love with you for no reason" he said.

"All you need to do is say good - well if you don't feel the same way as they do, be more mature with all the things that happen to you, baby" said the mother

At that time my father and mother took turns kissing my forehead gently, then my father and mother went from the bed to get out of my room. At that time the father said to the mother if the father is proud because his daughter is contested by many men, the mother only laughed lightly in response to the words of the father. The voices of my father and mother I did not hear when they both came out of my room, in the silence of my room I could think calmly to deal with my problems with Peter and Manda.

The day passed and I now have to face the third day competition, now there are only fourteen participants left..

As usual I went with my father to the village multipurpose building where it was my place to compete, at that time I saw for myself that what my father said about foreign visitors to our village was true. The village multipurpose building which two days of competition looks deserted, is now very crowded by visitors.

"Wow! Luna, it looks like you will really become the star of this competition. Look at that visitor, you can't even find a place to park" said the father, I was still dumbstruck because I was surprised by the number of visitors that day.

"Luna's? did you hear dad?" father asked, the voice of the father immediately woke me from my daydream.

"Eeh. i. yes father, many yes.." I replied stammered, to be honest the crowd made me nervous.

"You nervous, honey?" father asked, I looked at my face at once.

"Ti. no! how could I be nervous?! I'm a professional!" I panicked, and Dad laughed at once.

"That bugup is a sign that if you are still enjoying this competition, I am happy to see you are still excited to continue competing even though I know you actually want to go to the capital" said the father, I smiled for a moment and then took my breath.

"I wanted to get to the capital because I was worried about Selena, but I was right. I had to take responsibility for what was my choice" he said.

"I will win this competition and become a star soon, after that I will meet Selena and solve the problems that I have done there. I'm going to finish all the mess I made and start learning about what responsibility means" I said again and I got out of the car

"Luna!! I'll take you inside!!" I shouted at him, I closed the car door and smiled.

"Here you go, Dad, I can make my way to the building. I came back and helped my mother garden" I said and waved my hand

After getting a wave of my father's hand, I immediately ran towards the village multipurpose building. I entered through the back door where it was the door for participants to enter the backstage, nothing changed at that time except the faces of other participants who looked tense and nervous. It seems like they also did not expect something like this to happen, "Aaa~ is legit, I guess I'm the only one who is nervous" I said in my heart

"Ooh hi, morning Peter" I greeted Peter back and walked away, Peter chased after me and grabbed my arm to stop my steps.

"Hey wait, are you mad at me?" ask Peter

"Yes, I'm angry at you for what you said to Manda" I replied, I turned to my right - left looking for Manda's whereabouts.

"What do I need to do to forgive me?" peter asked me, I sighed for a moment and then I pulled my hand out of Peter's hand.

"Follow me" asked me, without asking much Peter to walk after me.

I walked up to Manda who was sitting pensively staring at the bright morning sky from behind the windowpanes, maybe Manda realized if I approached her because she was standing up and was about to avoid me. I clasped his arm to stop him from walking and left me, Manda forced me to let go of my grasp but I kept my grasp.

"What do you want?!" manda snapped at me, I turned to look at her and said...

"Listen to me, there's something you need to listen to" I said

"I don't need your explanation!" snapped Manda again

"I know, that's why I won't explain anything. I just want you to listen to what I'm going to say to Peter" I chimed in as calm a tone as I could, when Manda was surprised to look at me.

"Huh?! why should there be a Manda if you want to talk to me?" ask Peter wonder

"Peter, you want me to forgive you, right? so stay here and listen to what I'm going to tell you" I replied

"Lunar... What do you want?" ask Manda to push me

Slowly I took my hand off Manda's arm, and I was looking for a position to allow Peter and Manda to side by side and could see my face clearly. I adjusted my breath before saying what I had prepared for them since last night, then I looked at the two with a smile and I said...

"Peter, thank you for expressing your feelings to me but I'm sorry I don't have the same feelings because my heart is still filled with the shadows of my prince. Then Manda.you are a great woman and also free, not only because of love you forget about the meaning of your free life and deliberately lock yourself in shackles called love.." I said, at that time Peter and Manda looked surprised.

"You know, you were my first friends since I decided to get out of my comfort zone, the zone where I felt I could lie to myself and my heart if I had forgotten my first love... you will never understand how happy I am to meet you and you will never understand how sad I am. with the development of our friendship..." I continued my words with a sad tone, I was really disappointed with everything that happened between us.

"Peter.. I really think about what you said about death, I also want to die and imprint in the hearts of many people... Manda, listen to me!" I said and pointed at them with my fingers, I stared at them sharply.

"I will win this competition and imprint on the hearts of many people, if you feel unable to be my competitors then you better just give up now. Our audience is getting more and more and they want entertainment, I need a commensurate competitor to answer the audience's wishes. If you're still struggling with love issues and forgetting that we're competing, I suggest you step back right now" I'll challenge them, both Peter and Manda just fell silent looking at me with shocked faces.

Not long after the two of them laughed together, I don't know why they suddenly laughed. "Did I say something strange? or something funny? or don't don't don't have my accessories out of place? don't - don't be worse, my make up wear off?" ask me in my heart, then at that moment I was embarrassed and twisted my body so as not to look at them.

"What's wrong? why come - come back to us? do you realize you just made a mistake?" ask Peter

"Ti..no!! why are you laughing? are you laughing at me?!" ask me with a clash

"We did laugh at you" Manda replied in her laughing voice, I turned back and looked at Manda with my angry face.

"Stop laughing!!" I snatched at him

"Hey Lunar. I don't know what you're talking about with Peter, about death, imprinting on people's hearts, or whatever it is. But you're right, I was supposed to be a free woman who was not bound by love" said Manda whose tone arrived - suddenly became sad, I was silent looking at her.

"As your friend and rival, I accept your challenge. Let's prove who is the best" with full confidence Manda said, Manda invited me to shake hands and at that moment I welcomed her handshake.

"Don't be sorry for helping me get up" said Manda, smiling into her eyes. When it arrived - Peter clasped my hand and Manda's hands were still shaking hands, Manda and I were surprised by Peter's response.

"I will definitely defeat you" Peter said confidently

We also laughed together, the hot atmosphere of jealousy and anger now subsided. It was all just talk and communication.it was actually all I needed to maintain my relationship with Brother Jester, I just lacked communication with him. I should have trusted Brother Jester....