I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 10

Days passed and today there was no competition schedule, I filled this day with breathing exercises in my family's garden. Accompanied by my father and mother, I enjoyed the morning sun all over my body. Taking a deep breath and exhaling it slowly, I was like a person doing yoga. I don't know why I'm enjoying this new routine, "Is it because I'm tired of my life these past two years? I don't know, I hope I enjoy my days more and more in the future" I said in my heart

In the middle of my activities at that time, someone I did not know came to visit my house. Dad met the man and chatted with him in front of the fence, unfortunately I could not hear what they were talking about because of my position away from the foreign man and father. But once in a while the father and the man looked at me from a distance, so I wondered what they were really talking about.

Before long the father and the stranger finished talking, the father immediately walked up to me and said if the man was...

"Agency recording?!" I said surprised

"Yes, he said when the competition was held he was already interested in you and said if your place to compete would not promise anything. So he's offering you to be under his agency, how come baby? are you interested?" ask dad to me

"But I'm a competition participant, where I might leave this competition halfway" I replied

"That's what Dad said, but he said you're not under contract and could leave the competition and go with him. He had already made a contract offer of one million dollars" replied the father, me and mother were surprised by what he just said.

"really?! Jhon, that's not a trick, is it?" mother asked in a surprised tone, I could not say - words because of the amount of money that father mentioned.

"I don't know if he's lying or not, I'll tell him if we need time to think. Because this is Luna's chance, so I let you choose" replied the father, while the father and mother now look at me.

"I. I don't want to. I'm sorry.." I replied stammeringly, I thought my father and mother would be saddened by my answer but they weren't. They were still flat-faced as if they knew I would reject them even though I had not answered, I was quite confused as to what to behave at that time.

"Dad? mammy? you guys mad at me?" I asked because my father and mother did not respond to anything, but suddenly they smiled and laughed a little.

"Why should we be mad at you, baby? that's your decision, father and mother must support whatever is your choice" replied the father

"Mommy believes you have a good reason, so don't feel guilty about whatever you decide. Mom and dad must be supportive" mother replied and they hugged me together

This warmth that always makes me want to stay alive and I feel lucky to live with all the pain that I experienced, maybe my life is not as beautiful as my friends... but I'm one of the lucky ones, right? maybe this is the only thing that is worth my life.

"Thank you mom.." I said, we laughed together.

We continued our morning activities and forgot what had just happened, about the tempting offer, I've set my heart if I want to start my dream by winning this competition. It's not that I don't need that money, if I say so, I wanted to reduce my father and mother's economic burden for my treatment even though Parker's family still continued to routinely send money through my father's account.

But it's about my promise to help Grece, it sounds silly maybe.. I laugh if I remember it again, why do I bother to help people I don't even know well? the only reason I can think of is the warmth in the heart when we help someone, I want to be able to benefit others as much as possible.

The night came and just like the night before, I was going to have dinner with my mom and dad in the dining room. We eat while chatting small and funny things that happen to us, whether they just happen or have passed. I'm used to listening to my mom and dad tell me so many things about their life experiences, their stories are always fishing for my laughter.

During our dinner, someone was heard knocking on the main door of the house. Mother stood up from her seat to open the door, me and my father stopped eating out of curiosity with the people who met tonight - a night like this. Maybe in a curfew city like this will be very often met by people visiting, but considering I am now in the village.

"The lunar!! you won't leave the competition right?!!" suddenly Grece ran from the direction of the living room and shouted like that to me, I was wide staring at the arriving Grece - suddenly ran up to me and shouted like that.

"Grece?!!" I said in a surprised tone, I didn't even have time to think about what I should say at that time.

"Don't leave the competition~!! without you my competition would be a comedy show!!! wait until I can prove myself, I will make you a real singer!!! AAAaa~ Lunar~!!" grece replied with tears, I was surprised and did not understand what Grece was saying.

Father and mother asked Grece to calm down and sit in the living room waiting for me to finish the meal, at first Grece did not want to go and let me continue the dinner, Grece went to the living room waiting for me to finish the rest of my dinner. I ate quickly and was curious about what happened, "Is this about the person who came?" ask in my heart

"What's wrong? you confuse me" I asked them as I walked towards the sofa to sit opposite the three of them

"Did anyone come in here and say he's from the agency?" aiko asked me, I nodded my head a few times.

"Did he offer you a contract with nominally no sense?" asked Aiko again, I answered her again with a nod of my head.

"It turns out to be true, Grece, we can't help it" Aiko said, patting Grece on the back.

"Aaaa~ I don't want to!! I don't want to!!! Lunar~!!" grece said like a child asking for candy from his parents, I laughed a little at Grece's childish attitude.

"What is this really? I really don't understand" chirped me, Yohan also let out a long sigh that was so heard in my ear.

"He's Paul, the person from Tamamo Group's agency brought in the Gates Family Group company" Yohan replied

I was surprised to hear Yohan's answer, I was surprised not because I was immediately proposed by a large agency... "Gates? is that Jester's family company? if I accept... will I be reunited with Brother Jester? can I restart my meeting with him? but will he be so mad at me and cut my contract? I.." I haven't finished all my questions in my head, Grece patted me on the cheek a little hard at the time.

"...Nar?! A lunar?!! what are you daydreaming about?!!" along with a light pat on my cheek Grece said, I flinched then looked at his face.

"Aaa.sorry, I was daydreaming." I replied and I threw my face away.

"Didn't you hear my story?" ask Yohan

"Eeeh. i. yes, I was... suddenly thought of something, sorry.... What did you say?" I asked Yohan

"That paul will steal our talent - our talented talent, not just this one or two times they did. Already often we lose our talent because they willingly pay a large fine from the termination of the contract, not to mention the value of the contract offered.all talents will definitely receive it" said Yohan sounded annoyed.

"If you accept it, we will definitely be very sad, but considering we do not have any contract yet.well we can not do anything" Aiko said.

"Lunar~ are you leaving us?!" ask Grece to me

I paused for a moment looking at Grece, Yohan, and Aiko alternately, for a moment I felt I had a chance to naturally meet my prince again. Maybe I have a chance to apologize to him. I don't expect him to accept my apology, but.... this will be a golden opportunity for me to meet him again right? am I going to waste this opportunity?

"Lunar~" whined Grece to me

"I'm sorry, I just arrived - daydreaming because I remembered about my past." chirped me after a long time I was silent.

"Past time?" ask Grece

"A past full of heartache.but let's get rid of it first about my past, there's something I want to ask you" I replied, as soon as Grece, Aiko and Yohan looked at me seriously as if they were ready to accept all my requests.

"Grece... I will survive if you say honestly, who exactly designed the mess between me, Peter and Manda? I talked to Peter and he said he didn't know about your plans, so actually? you guys.. or Peter? I will endure if you are honest with me" I asked them, as soon as their facial expressions were seen...