I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 57's

The second song finished very nicely, I immediately patted my hands and was followed by all the students and schoolgirls watching. Not long after two MCs appeared from behind the stage to host the event but suddenly Brother Justin snatch a mic from one of the MCs, the actions of brother Justin made me wonder. "What did Justin do? wouldn't that interfere with the show?" I asked in my heart, then Justin laughed a little before he said something that might be very important.

"All...today there is something special, of course.. farewell with the upperclassmen is very special, but there is something to be announced and more special than that" exclaimed brother Justin, I tilted my head and looked into his eyes from under the stage and at that moment the gaze of Justin's eyes turned to look at me.

"I need a very beautiful student to get on stage" Justin said

And when the floodlights suddenly highlighted me, I was surprised by the incident and honestly my heart suddenly beat very fast. I think my eyes were wide open and I lost my smile too, I looked right and left and hoped that what Justin asked to go up was not me because I couldn't believe this was all their plan.

As soon as it was exciting and the whistling of the students and students was so clear in the ears to ask me to immediately go up on stage, I turned my gaze to look at Selena who turned out to be just as shocked as I was. I whispered to him "Can you take me upstairs?" I asked, and Selena nodded her head.

Selena and I walked together towards the stage, I put my hands behind my body to cover Selena's hands which helped support my body to keep walking and standing. Although it was very painful, but I tried to still be able to stand up and walk up to the stage.

On stage I saw Luke carrying a bouquet of red roses that he gave to Brother Jester, now I understand what Jester's sister Justin is planning to do, luke and Harry today. I wanted to interrupt what was going on, but my voice was outraged by Justin's question to me who was talking to the mic.

"Luna, do you know why I called you on stage?" justin asked me, I turned my eyes to look at Justin and shook my head a few times.

At that moment I saw Brother Jester walking over to me and kneeling right in front of me, I squeezed the hand of Selena who had been the back of my body to remain able to stand up until then. Slowly Jester gave me the bouquet of red roses, and he said...

"Luna... Would you like to be my girlfriend?"

A dream that came true, right? yes.right, it was my dream. The prince of my imagination was right in front of me with a beautiful red rose bucket expressing his love with all the beauties that were perfectly prepared. Very happy for anyone who hopes to be me, right?

But not with me. (My heart hurts, I have to go against my own will. All that beauty I must end immediately with something very painful.

How did I feel that day?

Not happy.not sad.not happy...

Angers...

It was Luna Lincoln who was supposed to be the star of the school today, Luna with her beautiful voice and good performance performing her best songs, became the star of the day's natalis show today. A Luna in front of all the students of this favorite school gets a love statement from the idol of the school women. Jester Gates sincerely asked me to be his lover, making many women jealous of the incident. Isn't today perfect for me? even very perfect... If only I had no leukemia in me.

That beautiful bouquet of red roses I took slowly with a blank look in my eyes, for a moment I saw the handsome and sincere face of my prince before I finally threw the bouquet very hard right on his face...

"Who do you think you are?!! how embarrassing!! What the fuck are you doing something like this?!! you want me to be your girlfriend?!! disgust!! read it before you do!! you are a loser!! stop approaching me!!" I snapped at her after throwing the red rose bouquet that Jester gave me

I immediately turned around and exerted all my remaining strength to run out of the auditorium without any concern, my ears buzzing loudly until I heard nothing back then.... at one school for this incident... I don't want to turn around to look at Brother Jester, my heart would be more broken because of that.

I ran with tears until a park near the school parking lot, I fell to the ground because my feet arrived - suddenly unable to move back. I cried on the ground until Selena helped me to stand up, but I shook her hand so hard that it made her moan in pain.

I am angry at myself, I am angry at my body....

There was a strange turmoil in my heart that made me want to take out all the heavy burdens I had been carrying for the past few weeks, a strange turmoil in my heart that I wanted to vent in one breath... the burden of my fake smile all this time.The burden of my body endured all the pain I suffered...

I'm. sorry...

I'm sorry to take it out on my prince....

"Don't help me!!! don't help me!!!" I snapped at Selena, sat down and let all my tears fall to the ground...

It hurts my heart to humiliate my loved ones in public... I had to do it to make Jester hate me so Selena could be Jester's girlfriend...

"Luna!! let me help you stand up!! you should get some rest!! your nose nose nosebleed!!!" snapped Selena to me, I stared at the ground where my tears had fallen there and it was also a drop of blood coming out of my nose...

"Let me alone. I'm a bad person..don't help a bad person like me!! leave me alone!!!" I snarled at Selena again

"Luna!! stop acting like children!! you have to.." Not done yet Selena said, I cut it.

"Is that right? have I done the right thing? he.... Brother Jester will definitely hate me now right? you.. You can replace me more easily now, Selena... make her happy.. I ask you for help..

I tried to stand up but I fell back down and I repeated it continuously like that, my legs might have been right on the limit. In my eighth attempt to stand up, Selena let her body become a pedestal for me. The blood coming out of my nose was dirtying her clothes, I frantically tried to clean Selena's school uniform but my hand was immediately pushed aside by Selena and she hugged me tightly.

"I will help you, I will try my best to fulfill your request. So you take it easy, about brother Jester, leave it to me" Selena said at the time.

I was surprised to hear it but I was also relieved to hear my request received by Selena, I hugged her tightly as an expression of my gratitude to her. In the middle of my cry, Selena's hands felt tighter and tighter hugging me. Then he said....

"But if I were you, I would choose to accompany Jester's brother for the rest of my life, I don't want to judge your decision. Luna... I hope you can be happy with your choice" Selena said with a vibrating tone of voice, faintly I listened to the sound of sobbing from Selena.

From a distance I saw my father running towards me, slowly Selena's embrace weakened and my gaze grew blurred. I don't know what happened next, because I fainted...

When I woke up, I was already in a room that was unfamiliar to me, I was sure I wasn't in the hospital but there was an infusion, some medical equipment, and a pungent odor of chlorine. I also slept in a regular bed as if I were at home, I looked around me and I was absolutely sure I was in a place I didn't know.

"Where...me?" much

Slowly I wanted to get out of my bed to get out of this room, after successfully sitting on the edge of the mattress at that time I now wanted to reach my wheelchair which was not far from the mattress. I managed to reach for my wheelchair and now I am busy carrying the drip hanging from the holder, after successfully removing the infusion bottle from the holder I turn the wheel of the chair towards the exit of the room.

I opened the door slowly and found that I was in a simple house in the countryside, right in front of my room was the main door of the house open and I could see the well-maintained orchards.

"Where am I? daddy?!! mommy?!" I shouted, but no one answered my scream.

I turned the wheel of the chair back to the exit, where I saw my father and mother gardening taking care of the plants in front of the house. When I saw me coming out of the house, my father and mother threw away the things they were holding from earlier and ran over to me. My father and mother hugged me together and they thanked me for being able to wake up from my coma sooner than the doctor predicted, I don't understand what's really going on and how long I've been passed out until life goes so fast without me knowing what's going on.

"Where are we? what's going on?" much

"Darling, we fulfilled what you asked for. This is our new home away from the city, here you can live a quiet life with nothing but your health" replied the father, letting go of his embrace, his big hand gently stroked my head which was now beginning to have hair there.

"Be...really?" my question was trying to ascertain what my father had just said, this time it was my mother who slowly let go of her embrace and turned to gently stroking my right cheek.

"What happened.. during my fainting?" ask me again, hearing my question at that time almost simultaneously father and mother sighed together.

"We go in first yuk, father and mother will tell you all and you too it's time to eat." replied the father as he pushed my wheelchair to enter the house.