I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 4

"Huh...? say it again... Did you say... what?" selena asked with a face so surprised looking at me, I smiled at her then I held her hands together very tightly.

"Hey..hey listen to me, the doctor sentenced me to no more than forty days and probably three days less since the verdict. I don't have time anymore, Selena. So I beg of you, help me to meet my prince" I asked Selena

When Selena looked very shocked, her lips seemed to shake and her eyes began to look glassy. I knew she wanted to be angry with me but her lips could not say a word in front of me, actually when I accepted the verdict, I know what her feelings are like Selena still thinks of me as her best friend, or maybe even more.

"Selena.. I beg you.." I begged her pleading, Selena pulled both her hands hard to escape my grasp.

When she ran away from me and approached her bed, I turned around and followed where Selena was running. Selena ran up to the bed, as she pulled one of the pillows and threw it at me very hard. Very hard at that time Selena threw a pillow at me, until it made me stagger a little.

"Evil!!! you're evil Luna!!!" snapping at me with a cry so hysterical, I gasped at the sight of it.

"Se..lena.." chirped me at that moment, Selena looked at me with anger despite the tears rushing down her cheeks.

"You came just to tell me about your short life?!!! what do you think of me?!! you should have left and never appeared in front of me again!!! go disappear like you did for these two years!!" he snapped to me again, when it struck me if I again - again forced my selfishness to sacrifice Selena's feelings.

"Sorry Selena... not like that mak.." not done yet I said, throw the pillow back I received from Selena.

"Go to Luna!! go!!! I already considered you dead!!! I don't want to deal with you anymore!!! I no longer want to see you or see your face!!!! go.... don't come back again.." said Selena sounding softly with all the tears so rushing out of both eyes.

I was pensively staring at Selena who was like that, I never saw her so hysterically like this. But I know what Selena is feeling, I might do the same thing if we were reversed. Considered like his biological brother, treated as well as possible and received all the warmth and affection.and then I dumped him with the burden of a promise that might have weighed heavily on him, with the news of my age soon enough.if I become Selena, I will definitely behave like her...

I walked up to Selena who was dissolved in her sadness, she cried so bitterly while standing up and her gaze was now lowered. His tears so profusely fell down on the floor, his body was also shaking violently. I hugged her tightly and let her head lift as it leaned against my shoulder, her trembling body slowly subsiding but her whimpering was still so clearly heard.

"I'm sorry..What burden have you been carrying? is the promise between us so heavy for you? or are you suffering from something else? let go. I will accompany you to the end of my age so that you can stand straight back like the Selena I know.." I said gently to be a tranquilizer for her.

Selena's hand hugged me very tightly, she screamed in one breath. Maybe it was one way to make her heart calm down, I let her cry in my arms so she could control her own emotions. Me? I tried not to cry even though it felt like I wanted to accompany Selena to tears.I just wanted to make myself a comfortable place for her to lean on, starting today... I promise not to cry again no matter what.

A few minutes later, Selena was able to control her crying. But we were still silent while sitting side by side on the bed, he looked daydreaming what was in his mind. I still don't want to pry him now, I want him to open his heart to start talking to me.

"Luna.." chirped Selena suddenly, slowly I turned to look at her who was still down.

"Yes, Selena?" much

"Why... come - you want to meet.. Brother Jester?" asked Selena in a stammer

Getting that question suddenly made my female instinct strengthen, Selena seemed really scared to bring me together with Jester's sister. "Did they fight because of me before? maybe Jester still can't forget me, or Jester's brother just remembered me?" I asked in my heart, I smiled and laughed a little.

"Why laugh, Luna?!" somewhat snapping Selena said it, when Selena turned her head and looked into my eyes.

"Do you know Adele's song All I Ask?" I asked her, at that moment Selena scrunched her forehead and looked at me with an astonished expression.

"Know...What does this have to do with my question?" ask Selena

"There's one lyric that reads... It matters how this end, cause what if I never love again. Because the lyrics I so wanted to create my last memories with him because inspired what Adele want to say through that song" I replied, Selena looked up at me.

"Ahaha... Am I silly and childish huh? but it's true that's what I want to do" I said as I gave him a small pink note I just bought to write down all my wishes with Jester, Selena took the little note and read it.

After a while of reading it, Selena sighed then closed the note and returned it to me. She said nothing and then stood up from her seat and walked over to her wardrobe, I didn't know what she was going to do then but I just kept quiet without asking anything.

"Follow me. I'll tell you everything. About what happened for two years you're not here, about me, Mr. Jester, and everyone who was indirectly involved" take her along while picking up a dress she'll wear to come out with me, her clothes look feminine and I smile happily for her.

"Why?" selena asked sounding annoyed to see me smile like that, I shook my head in response to her question.

"Nothing, I'm just happy to see your feminine side" I replied

"Selena... Luna?" ask me confused

"My name is Selena Parker with my tomboy side, because of the promise I received from you I became Selena Luna with her feminine side like you. I'm not like this because I like it, I'm upset with you" Selena replied, I laughed at the meaning of Selena Luna's words.

After the laughter, Selena and I went in Selena's car to a mall in the middle of the city, at the beginning of our journey, Selena just kept quiet and did not speak a word. Until the middle of our journey, Selena finally began to open the conversation, she was heard sighing and said...

"Since you got out of school and suddenly disappeared somewhere. Every day I look for Jester in his class but baby, Jester was so devastated by the events that happened to him, he did not go to school for a full semester when we had to go to class" selena chirps at that time, I was surprised to hear the story but it seems like Selena thinks I don't understand what she's saying.

"When the incident you rejected it we had a class hike right, after the class holidays until the first semester ended when Mr. Jester was never seen again at school" said Selena chimed in the previous words

"Then? what's going on?" much

"I don't know for sure, there's a rumor saying that if Jester's brother was transferred even worse. But all those rumors were broken when the school entered the second semester, I saw Brother Jester again as I followed the extracurricular judo. At that time Brother Jester became my sensei." he replied, I was surprised to hear it.

"You're in judo?!! are there no other extracurriculars you can follow?!!" ask me with a little bit of a clash

"How else?! I have to choose an extracurricular that is more likely to meet Jester!! I was at a loss when it came to choosing what I should follow because the only thing I knew about Brother Jester was that he was a sensei in extracurricular judo!!" snapping Selena back at me, I patted my forehead hard enough to hear her stupid reason.

"Then... What happens next?" much

"I met him in the second semester and he was like.

"I forgot.. Who are you?" much

"Yes.he behaved as usual, became cheerful, spontaneous and like the Jester brother you know, he doesn't remember if I was your friend and he forgot about you, too." Selena replied stammered, as if she was doubtful of what she had just said.

"You mean he's like... memory loss?" I tried to make sure if what I was thinking was the same as what Selena was trying to say, when Selena nodded a few times and said...

"That's right, not long after Jester went back to school... but your whereabouts were completely erased from school and it was as if no Luna Lincoln had ever been there" he replied, I also suddenly remembered about the words of Brother Jester when I and he talked about betrayal.

At that time Brother Jester said if he was unable to hate, then as one way to avenge the actions of the traitor is by way of forgetting the existence of the person from the heart of Jester, brother, he said that in front of me. At that time I promised myself that I didn't want to be in that position, but fate said something else.

"Pandora's box." chirped me at that time, amid the traffic jam arrived - Selena turned to look at me.

"Pandora's box? what'sthat?" ask Selena

"The box holds a curse.. There is something precious in the box, but when someone opens it. he will be cursed." I replied, but Selena was even more confused by what I just said

"Sir Jester is like having a pandora box in his heart, in that box he keeps all the memories of someone in his life and locks it up tight. That's the reason why Luke and Harry's brother made the rules to erase my presence in school" I said

"For no one can open the pandora's box in Jester's heart." - Sheena, I nodded several times agreeing to her words. Selena looked back at the streets and focused on driving, we were silent again for a while.

"Then what happened?" my chirps started talking again

"I lost track of him when I graduated, I don't know where Jester went to college and how to get me to meet him. I was desperate when it came - I met him again when I attended the campus introduction event held by my faculty and again - again he became my senior, he said, that's when I restarted all my plans so that he would look at me as you and fulfill my promise to you." he replied then as if he hung up his answer for a moment, I don't know why he arrived - he was silent.

"Selena... What's wrong?" much

"Actually it didn't go smoothly. I over-exerted my will and I did everything I could to get her heart. I even worked with someone named Camilla, but I was betrayed by her..." Selena hung up her sentence again

"You guys.. having a big fight?" I just pressed him

"We're here, I'm hungry. I'll continue my story later while eating" Selena replied switching the conversation