I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 41

That morning after I warned Selena, she was seen coming into the room to meet me to leave for college with Jester. Not forgetting that I told her to always take care of her heart and not to make trouble again, upset Selena answered my warning at that time. But I didn't believe him just like that, I stared at him as long as he was ready - ready in the room until he got out of the room.

I heard the roar of the engine of the car that was burning and was heard getting further away from home, "They've departed" I said in my heart. Now there is only me and Naomi who are still asleep, for a moment I was pensive in my daydream. Somehow I felt this body feel lighter, the footsteps I moved also felt floating on the ground. "Is it because I'm losing weight lately?" my question is in my heart.

But I'm so happy, my focus is on Naomi. I want to get him back up soon, there's nothing else but that.

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It seems like something is bothering my mind to pour on this diary, but..... why can I forget some of those things well? Aaah I leave it empty, after I remember for sure I will write again later.

I'm confused where to start...

Everything went awry on the same day, I don't really remember what happened... As I recall, right at midnight... Naomi screamed so heartbreakingly that she woke me and Selena, and I immediately hugged her to make her calmer. I don't know what kind of nightmare he had, I just tried to say whatever I needed to say until the end... Naomi decides to leave the room and sleep with Jester in the family room...

This is where the problem begins...

After the door closed, my eyes were closed. I don't remember anything else after that, probably because I fainted. It's a good thing that Naomi wasn't in the room with me and Selena, because if she didn't, then everything would go back to being a mess.

I just heard Selena's voice calling my name in a small voice and muttering as I lost my sight, when I woke up, I was in bed with Selena sitting next to me. I stroked Selena's hair slowly to wake her up, somehow my body felt so painful. I barely felt my legs, again...

Selena was always worried about my situation, I believe she accompanied me all night to fall asleep next to me in a sitting condition. Actually I can't bear to always bother him, but for now only Selena who wants to understand my situation even she is willing to follow my selfishness to meet brother Jester and realize my last dream.

"Se.lena.." I muttered trying to wake her up, to be honest I panicked a little at the time.

Selena was not long awake and she was immediately shocked to see me waking up first from her, that's when I just found out if I vomited blood and then fainted afterwards. All Selena has done, only she's confused about how to get rid of the white sheets that Selena used to clean up my blood vomit last night.

I asked her if Naomi knew about all this, and she replied that Naomi had not returned since coming out of the room at one midnight last night. For a moment I could breathe a sigh of relief hearing that there was no other reason for my panic other than Brother Jester or Naomi knowing about my illness.

Selena gave me my medicine and a glass of water, and I immediately drank it so that I could get back to work. It would be very strange if suddenly I could not move like this, Brother Jester and Naomi would definitely suspect my health condition. Amidst my efforts to be able to move, Selena began to get preoccupied with cleaning up the mess caused by me.

He rolled up the bed linen and blanket in a circle and did not let the slightest bit of blood drip from the bed sheet, at that time I asked if losing the bed sheet and blanket would make Brother Jester and Naomi suspicious? but Selena replied, the rich man would not be aware if he lost two to five sheets at once. I laughed at his answer.

Slowly I got up from the bed trying to feel my feet touching the floor, I managed to feel it even though it was faint. Selena helped me to stand up and I managed to make my first move, although of course it felt numb to the calves to the thighs. But at least not to make me have to stay on the bed all day, that's enough for me.

I don't know how much medicine I spent in my home, so it feels like the influence of drugs is starting to decrease or even the condition of my body is actually starting to worsen? But I have to do this, medicine is the only way I can continue my activities.

I gave a thumb gesture so Selena knew I was fine, after making sure I really improved, he had to be careful not to get caught by Jester and Naomi.

Slowly I saw Selena opening the door slowly, then she turned to her right and left to check on the situation. Maybe she felt safe, when Selena turned around and brought a ball of bedsheet and blanket that she put in a black plastic that she did not know where she was getting it from. Then Selena ran out of the room in a hurry, but when the door was not closed tightly when I saw Selena caught by Jester's sister who had just come out of the family room.

"Great!!" panicking I said that, I ran as far as I could to get close to the door so I could eavesdrop on what Selena and Jester were talking about.

"Aaa.. anu.it's rubbish.." Selena replied stammeredly, I could feel her panic.

"You can put that trash near the kitchen, someone from the cluster's cleaning division will take that trash out for you" said Mr. Jester, I thought Selena was cornered back then but she managed to curl up and say...

"Aaaa yes.you are right, but I just don't want to be troublesome, I'll bring this myself" Selena said, then I heard the sound of hurried footsteps.

When I was able to breathe a sigh of relief, it turned out that Selena was better at lying than I had thought before. I leaned against the wall behind the door because my legs started to hurt again, but only then did I lean back when I heard Jester's foot murmur from behind the door. She said...

"What's this?" ask brother Jester

I don't know what he found, but it must have made him panic because after saying that I heard the sound of fast steps Jester as if he was following Selena. I immediately opened the room door and sure enough, I did not see Brother Jester in the corridor of the house. The panicked me immediately ran as small as I could to catch up with the two, but not until I heard Jester's little screaming voice.

"You hurt?!" ask brother Jester in panic

"Huh? why?" ask Selena to panic

"There was a drop of blood just now in the hallway!! it was still fresh and definitely not from a superficial wound!!" jester answered, sounding worried

Increasing my panic at that time, I then twisted my brain as hard as possible in order to help Selena to trick Jester. I don't know what demon possessed me, I got a bad idea but surely Selena would be mad at me. But at a time like this, what else can I do other than the idea of 'it'.

I turned around and ran towards the room despite the teasing, I had to be fast because I couldn't imagine how long Selena managed to hold onto Jester's sister so she wouldn't open the contents of the black plastic. In the room I immediately unpacked Selena's bag and looked for my idea, after getting the object I did not waste time and immediately ran back to catch up with Selena in the garage.

My guess is right, Selena was completely cornered when I almost got to the main door of the house. I heard Brother Jester say...

"What's going on? you lying?" brother Jester asked, sounding so pressing Selena, I immediately appeared from behind the main door of the house and I said...

"I've been looking for you since, you're here! here's the plaster you asked for" I said a little shouting so that Jester's attention was diverted

Almost the same time Jester and Selena turned to look at me, I smiled at Selena while giving a sanitary pad to Selena. Blushing the faces of my sister Jester and Selena, I laughed out loud - seeing that both of them had the same expression.

"It seems better that you wash your hands and feet immediately" my god and then laugh again - bahak

Brother Jester immediately ran back into the house so hastily with a reddened face, I laughed more and more at the response. It's just... Selena was right according to my guess, she was angry.When I turned to look at her, she looked at me sharply.

"Aahaha, my dear brother Jester" chirped me to provoke Selena's laughter.

"Happy?!" he snapped at me, I smiled at him and then I said...

"Sorry yes." I replied, the sound of Selena's breath was heard along with my apology.

"That's it, as long as you're happy" Selena said