I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 47's

"That's what Jester said, what do you think?" I asked Selena when we got home from school

Selena and I gathered together in Selena's room, it's become a habit for me every time I go home from school to this room. Although now I do not always accompany Selena at school, but our closeness has never changed. The Parker family home is like a second home to me, the warm welcome of Mrs Parker and mistress Parker I always get every time I meet them.

"Hmm... Is it possible that it's some kind of hypnotism?" ask Selena

"Come away." I replied with a sigh.

"Why are you asking about it? I think you've decided to be by Jester's side forever" Selena said

Selena's words at that time made me recall the words - said Alvin, I can't continue to dream that me and brother Jester will be good - just remember who I really am. "What if Brother Jester finds out and leaves me? or what if Jester's family rejects me? what should I do when my lies are exposed?" all those questions were stuck in my head without an answer.

"Luna, maybe I can't give you good advice. But if I have to say something." Selena broke our silence, I looked at her but I was still silent.

"What if all your thoughts are wrong?" selena asked a little bit to push me

"Wrongly? which part?" I asked back because I was confused by Selena's question.

"About brother Jester, his family and. about their rejection when your lies are exposed, what if they are not what you imagine" he replied, I was pensive for a moment before the words Alvin came back to haunt my mind.

"But said Alvin.." I reflexively closed my mouth with both hands and stopped what I wanted to say, as Selena seemed to curl her forehead and stare at me.

"Alvin's? you're talking about this the same Alvin?" selena asked in astonishment and was a little angry, I shook my head a few times while continuing to cover my mouth with both hands.

"Luna!! you confided in Alvin?!!" a bit of a snarl Selena forced me to talk

Where could I possibly tell you about Alvin's shooting at me, either because of shame or whatever it is. I don't want Selena to know if Alvin shot me. Selena continued to force me but I still refused, Selena's room suddenly became excited with the cry of Selena and the cry of my rejection. In the end we laughed together, although Selena threatened me if I kept talking to Alvin then she would scold me all day.

The afternoon changed and I went home, in the courtyard I saw Brother Justin and mother chatting. When I realized my presence, Justin's mother and brother stood up and approached me who had just gotten out of the car. The two of them looked very worried about my situation, I answered their concerns with a smile.

I, father, mother and brother Justin had dinner together, actually Brother Justin refused at that time but I forced him to accept the father's invitation. We had dinner together with a laugh, I really enjoyed this day happily. This warmth that always gives me the spirit to live, I just re-recognize who I am only when the night when everything has fallen asleep.

Sometimes.... I think how far can I enjoy this step? will I still be able to see the sun rise and set tomorrow? these questions are often asked every night...

I have to go through my day - my remaining days are well!!

It was a sunny Saturday morning, I went to school with my prince. Followed the lesson well, took a break with my prince and returned to my class after the break was over. Alvin's? she was still as usual as if nothing had happened between me and her, while Selena seemed to get angry more often - angry with Alvin. Maybe because he's still upset because of yesterday, or indeed because he's messing around anyway...

When I got home from school, I ventured to take Brother Jester somewhere. That place is...

"Huh? you want to go to Festival Square now?" asked Jester, who was surprised by my request, when Jester and I were in the car preparing to go to Parker's house.

"Bi.. can you, do you not say goodbye to your mother's father?" ask brother Jester, I immediately took out my phone and called mom and of course I loud speker so that brother Jester knows I get permission.

As expected my mother allowed me, then with the best smile I had I looked at Jester's reddened face. I know she's embarrassed because of the impression I asked to go on a date, but there's actually something I want to prove there.

I'm not a believer in myths, but because Alvin is now starting to doubt the sustainability of my relationship with Jester. If only the myth were true, I could have strengthened my heart to maintain this relationship even though all the negative thoughts invaded my mind. It's more for myself, I let brother Jester not know what my purpose is to take him there.

Forty minutes into Festival Square, Jester's car was parked in the playground parking lot. There I saw the writing of FESTIVAL SQUARE which was colored like a rainbow with a font so large and displayed at the entrance gate to the play area, there is also a big ring with lights that decorate it and certainly will be more beautiful at night, when I also see a roller coaster that runs so fast on the tracks.

I got out of the car and ran towards the gate, but suddenly I remembered that I was not alone. I stopped my steps and turned my body to look at Jester's brother who was walking behind trying to chase after me. Unknowingly my smile line was raised so high, I think I smiled so sweetly back then and I said...

"Thank you brother!" I said for a moment, Brother Jester looked surprised to hear my thanks and slowly the expression disappeared and then Brother Jester returned my smile.

"Not to think about it" he said, I turned my body back to look at the big gate.

"When was Jester's last brother here?" much

"That's okay, maybe a few months ago with Luke and Harry" replied Mr. Jester.

"Good.meaning I'm the first woman to come here with you" I chimed in with a voice that I made a little teasing her, as I thought, because Jester's sister's face was flushed red and she suddenly panicked"

"Huh?! aah yes. well... I. indeed the first time the same you" he said stammered and threw away his face to cover his reddened face, I chuckled at his cute behavior.

"Can't I ask you something?" I asked her, slowly Jester looked at me and nodded her head.

"According to all my wishes here with a smile, at dusk I want you and I to go into the labyrinth garden and meet me in the middle of the garden before the bell rings as you can" I said, but Brother Jester just smiled at me without answering whether he would obey me or not.

"What... Do you mind, brother?" ask me with a sad tone

"No, I think I made your first request to smile" replied Mr. Jester

I laughed a little because I felt bullied by my prince, then Brother Jester ran over to me and pulled me to the ticket counter. To be honest, the pull of Jester's leg made me feel pain, my hip was painful and my leg could barely hold my body weight. But all I hold up so well, I just strengthen my body by continuing to say the word in my heart "Let's be strong, you're dating the prince of your dreams" repeated when I felt unable to endure the pain.

Brother Jester bought a pass for two people shaped like a bracelet, with my prince romantically pairing the ticket on my wrist. His smile and the look in his eyes were so warm, Aaaaa~ I felt my heart melt as I looked at him.

"Are you ready? we're going to spend the afternoon having fun" said Jester, after he finished putting the ticket bracelet on my wrist, his warm hand holding my right hand.

"I'm the one who should ask like that, brother, because this is my request" I said, then brother Jester kissed my hand, like a fairy tale in a disney~ movie

"Whenever.." he chirped and looked me in the eye again, I smiled as sweetly as possible and we entered the festival square area to enjoy the rides there.