I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
season 3: episode 13

Both Brother Jester and Naomi were glued to look at me, their eyes showing their desire to reject my request. But I'm sure on the other hand, they both agree with everything I say. From the anxiety shown by brother Jester and Naomi at that time makes me happy, it means that both of them do consider Selena is a valuable friend for them, right? my last dream of putting Selena back in the circle of friends is not going to be difficult, at least they are still thinking about Selena even though between Naomi and Selena are involved in a fight.

"I'm not sure, but does it have to be like that?" naomi asked with objections, amid the silence that occurred Naomi became the first to break the silence between us.

"Please, just for the next month. Plisss" I asked her, I must force them to accept my selfish request.

"Jester?" said Naomi as if giving hot balls my request to brother Jester

At that instant, Brother Jester turned to look into Naomi's eyes, they looked at each other without saying anything. Even without a word, I'm sure they understand each other and understand each other. I felt so much love from the way they looked at each other, as if there was no longer an opportunity for anyone to separate the two. I smiled, though my heart ached.:).

"I'm sitting here because of you, Naomi. I actually wanted to expel this person from before me as soon as possible, but you're the one who asked me to accept his plan right? I leave this decision to you" replied Brother Jester after he sighed earlier

His tone did sound flat as if Jester's brother had forgotten his anger at me, but the words - he said really hurt... I don't want little things like this to interfere with my true purpose, I have to strengthen my heart no matter what.

Naomi was silent to the words of Brother Jester, her eyes still continue to look at the face of brother Jester who looked flat at that time. Slowly Naomi turned her eyes to look at me, I immediately returned to gestur pleading with a smile. I knew what was on her mind at the time, and Naomi felt trapped by her own choices.

I don't know if it's right or wrong, but I'm sure Naomi is in a dilemma to accept my request. Leaving me close to Brother Jester certainly opened the door for an affair between us, but on the other hand... Naomi realizes that her gloom is not an option for her either. My offer to heal the wound in Jester's heart must have been a matter of consideration, especially if Naomi really wanted to live with Jester for good.

When Naomi was seen closing her eyes and taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly, her breathing sounds heavy and I'm sure she could have decided something by then. My heart was pounding, my feeling of believing that Naomi would...

"Selena... I was once fooled by love, you know that right? you also helped me realize all this time and you also saw firsthand how stupid I was to Daniel" Naomi broke the silence as she looked at Selena, the look in his eyes showed such deep sadness as well as regret.

Instantly I remembered Selena's words about Daniel taking everything from Naomi... "Does that mean Selena was right about Naomi? I doubt her words, but when Naomi said it herself, I became convinced it was the truth. Brother Jester, do you know about this?" I asked in my heart, when I immediately turned my eyes to look at Brother Jester.

"I know you love Jester, but right now she and I are lovers. I will not let you get close to her anymore" Naomi continued, her voice pressing. I slowly turned to look at Naomi who now looks so sharp looking at Selena, when I turned to look at Selena when I saw her resigned.

"I see" Selena said flatly, and Naomi turned her eyes to look at me. So did I, I immediately turned my head and looked back into his eyes.

"Luna.you are my beloved's first love, it's stupid for me to let you get back close and you're also bright - the light says you want to build your moment back with her, to be with her, as a fellow woman I'm sure you understand my fear and anxiety" Naomi said as our eyes met, I had expected her to reject my request...

"I see, my request does not make sense" I replied as I lowered my gaze, I was sad at that time...

"But.." said Naomi hanging, I looked back at her face that looked angry at me. - I

"But ever since I met you, I've seen a different side of Jester. The side that I saw made me feel the pain of Jester because of you. I'm mad at you for no reason, I'm disappointed in you for no reason.... jester's heartache seemed to have penetrated my heart as well and I couldn't stand it - I kept seeing it like this" Naomi said

Naomi's words made me even more convinced of the strength of their love, there was no doubt about it. I am happy for Brother Jester.he got a matching and even better replacement, Naomi's love for Brother Jester far exceeded my love for him... I was glad that although I could not deny that I felt judged at that time, I remembered all my evil deeds to my prince...

My prince? do I still deserve to call Brother Jester my prince? it doesn't seem like it's all buried with my memories...

"I was a person who could not feel the pain that others suffered at that time, as good as my heart treated Brother Jester on stage and ignored his love for me, I want to be a human being who can feel the pain of others and start from being responsible for the hurt of Jester's heart because of me" I continued my previous words, after which Naomi was heard sighing.

"I'm really the dumbest woman in the world... Haaah~ I allow you and at the same time ask you to help heal Jester's heart wound" Naomi timpal said in a tone of objection

I was surprised to hear Naomi say at that time, not only me, but Brother Jester and Selena were also surprised. Perhaps so surprised that they could not say anything to respond to Naomi's decision, unlike me who was so happy. When I stood up and walked up to Naomi and knelt while holding her hands, now Naomi who was surprised to see me kneeling in front of her.

"Thank you, I will never forget your kindness!" I cried to him, I am very happy with his decision.

"You...seriously?" asked Brother Jester, at that moment Naomi and I turned to look at Brother Jester.

"Everything I do for your happiness" Naomi replied to a heavy heart, Brother Jester immediately threw away his face to hear Naomi's answer.

"If you think it's the best, I will follow even if my heart refuses" said Jester, though I know she was saddened by Naomi's decision

Brother Jester stood up from his seat and left us in the room, his footsteps looking sluggish and powerless. Naomi wanted to stand up and chase after Jester, but I held back. With a slightly angry face Naomi looked at me, but her angry gaze I replied with a headband and a smile.

"Sister Jester is still in shock over your decision, leave him alone first" I said

"But.." said Naomi, I shook her head again.

"It's okay, at times like this he will usually calm himself first. There will come a time when he will calm down and act as usual" I said

"really?" naomi asked me, I nodded my head to convince her.

"Yes, I'm not kidding" I replied, Naomi sighed and threw away her face to avoid looking me in the eye.

Not long after I saw Brother Jester running from the room to the exit of the house, Naomi and I who at that time saw Brother Jester so rushed - the bullet immediately stood up and chased after Brother Jester. But we were late, because Jester was already in the car when we got to the front door. Naomi immediately turned to look at me with a sad face, I felt her worry at that moment.

"Luna~" nagged Naomi as if to hold me accountable for my idea earlier, I chuckled again holding both hands.

"Yes I understand, you don't have to worry. Let him go, maybe he wants to meet Luke's brother and Harry's brother somewhere. Now let's make a dish to welcome the return of Brother Jester" my timpal

"You're not working on me, are you?" naomi asked sounded sad even though she suspected me

"I'll help you as much as I can get closer, I'll open up all about the Jester I know. I promise I'll do everything I can if Brother Jester gets mad at you for the decision you made, trust me" I said again trying to convince him, Naomi just kept looking at me.

I pulled his hand back inside the house, I told him to prepare a nice meal to restore his chaotic mood. We had a lot of discussions about what we were going to cook for dinner, after a long discussion between me, Naomi and Selena... in the end you decided to cook a menu that I like and had time to learn how to cook it, namely Ratatouille...