I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 22

"Luna.. don't say such a sad thing, I became sad to hear it~" said Manda, I laughed a little at Manda's words at that time.

"I don't see it as a sad thing, it's my mental development. I've been stronger since today, which is the day I've made peace with myself completely" I said as I walked up to the nearest couch and sat there, peter and Manda were staring at what they thought of me.

"Hey... After this event is over, I want to say goodbye to you" I chanted to them, as Peter and Manda's facial expressions turned to surprise.

"Where are you going, Luna?!" manda asked in a tone that sounded very surprised, I laughed because Manda was so surprised I said goodbye. Isn't that a benefit to him? he can get close to Peter without any interference from me anymore.

"I want to go back to the capital, somehow for how long, but it looks like I will be there long enough, it all depends on how they will accept me again." I replied.

"They? who's that?" ask Peter

"My prince, my best friend, and my prince's best friend.I have decided to make fond memories with him, I want to.." I hung for a moment, for doubt came back to haunt me.

"Don't doubt Luna, you must strengthen your resolve!" I said in my heart

"I want to imprint in my prince's heart!! in accordance with what we have talked about Peter, I want to spend the rest of my life to imprint on my prince's heart" I continued the sentence I had hung before, Peter and Manda looked at me in silence.

"I. I don't know why, but. I feel like my time isn't much.." I haven't finished talking, Manda cut it off.

"Luna! don't talk about the no - no!!" timpal Manda with a clash

"I'm serious, I understand my body a lot.he thrashed, he wanted me to meet my prince..he didn't want to cry anymore and he, then I sighed.

"But that's okay, everything's gonna be fine. As I said earlier if I've been friends with myself, I don't know if I still have time to see you guys after this. So there's no harm in saying goodbye first, right? other than because I was going far away, I wasn't sure I'd be back either" I said with a smile to them

"You guys, I'm lucky to meet you after two years of confining myself to self-loathing, from you I can understand what my prince, my friends, feel, and the result of my selfishness. Thank you for being my friend all this time" I said again still with a smile as sincere as possible, at once Manda ran up to me and hugged me tightly.

"Luna~ have a great trip! I did want you to return as soon as possible here, but if that means your wish in the capital failed.I would rather not see you again in this village!" manda's voice rang out at that moment, I knew she was crying when she said it.

"Lunar..may you be happy with your decision" Peter chirped and walked over to me.

When it was near, Peter extended his hand to shake hands with me. With the body still in Manda's arms, I had little trouble welcoming Peter's hand.

"Thank you, Peter. I hope you can be happy in the future too!" my timpals

"Peter!! get ready, you'll be performing in a minute!!" exciting the committee in the middle of our haru atmosphere

Suddenly the voice caught the attention of the three of us, "It has started yes" I said in my heart, slowly Manda's embrace was released and Peter's hand had released his grip on my hand. Peter walked up to the curtain connecting the waiting room with the stage while saying...

"I'll be the winner!!" somewhat shouting Peter said it, Manda and I laughed at Peter's spirit at that time.

From the sofa I was sitting on, I could see Peter singing Aerosmith's song I Dont Want To Miss a Think from a television screen right in front of me. I watched Peter perform with Manda, we chatted a lot of things were not important at the time. About my prince, about my life before living in the village, and many other things I also asked Manda.

Five minutes later, Peter went back into the waiting room. With her cynical smile she said "Defeat it", at once Manda felt challenged and said "Liat aja later ya".

Our competition was heated again, Manda walked excitedly approached the curtain connecting the waiting room with the stage because after this it was Manda's turn to perform. Peter and I watched Manda perform from behind a glass screen, Manda performed a song from Ruth B under the title Dandelions. When I told Peter that it was possible that Manda would sing the song for him, Peter laughed and said that Manda was a good woman.

Looks like after this they'll be lovers, right? xixen.: :).

Five minutes passed and Manda re-assembled with us in the waiting room, Manda said if the performance received a positive response from the judges and also the audience who attended. He felt above Peter at that time, maybe it was true because in fact Peter had ranked below us.

I laughed at the hostility of the two, then I patted them on the shoulder while saying...

"You will be a pair of compatible lovers, may I have time to see how harmonious you will be" I chanted, at once Manda's face flushed at me and Peter laughed.

I walked up to the curtain to get to the stage, not long before the woman entered the waiting room to call me. He asked me what song I was going to sing, and I answered...

"Whitney Houston, I Will Always Love You." I said

"Good song, it will match your voice perfectly. What about the basic tone? do I need to raise it or lower it?" the man asked me, I shook my head and smiled at him.

"I understand, well Miss Lunar. Good luck" said the man with a little laugh, then he ran back to the team.

I heard the MCs were so excited to host the event, so were the cheers of the audience that even echoed in this open space. Can you imagine how many spectators were present at that time? even I who was there did not expect to reach this many of our audience, given how the beginning of this event began.

So chaotic, sober preparation, and also the women's team are more often argued without end by Grece, Aiko and Yohan. I chuckled as I remembered how I had come to be here, but now everything has changed completely. The show is going very well, Grece must be proud of his success. I have been very satisfied with all my achievements, I have finished with my responsibilities to Grece, Mr. West, Mr. Jhonson, and this village.

Aiko said my name, I came out from behind the curtain and at that time I could see so many spectators from the stage. So much so that it looks like a sea of people, jostling with each other, and looking so excited. The lights were so dark that the night was dark, the music was so sweet to me, and the excitement of the show was so pronounced.

Yet....

I felt the void...

Vacuous....

There was no enthusiasm, nervousness, or pleasure. The noise in that place seemed not to be heard well by me, I was lonely in the crowd. The cheers of the audience I could not hear, the voices of the two MCs who were hosting the event could not be heard. I was silent for a while when I should have started singing.

"...Nar?! A lunar?! you ready?" grece asked me from the jury table, I gasped and then I woke up from my daydream. At that time the audience was so excited before, now it was silent waiting for me to sing.

"Well, yes, sorry, I'm nervous" I replied, as laughter rang out from the audience.

"Well, get started if you're ready" said Grece, who was surprised by what happened to me.

I turned to look at the songwriting team, I gave them a sign to start playing their instruments. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, I began to sing the song...

***Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You***

 If I should stay

I would only be in your way

So I'll go, but I know

I'll think of you every step of the way

And I will always love you

I will always love you

You, my darling, you, hmm

Bittersweet memories

That is all I'm taking with me

So, goodbye

Please, don't cry

We both know I'm not what you, you need

And I will always love you

I will always love you

I hope life treats you kind

And I hope you have all you've dreamed of

And I wish to you joy and happiness

But above all this, I wish you love

And I will always love you

I will always love you

I will always love you

I will always love you

I will always love you

I will always love you

You

Darling, I love you

Ooh, I'll always

I'll always love you

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