I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 13

This morning came, it was the day I had to decide between accepting a contract from Tamamo Group and leaving the competition or continuing the competition and throwing away the golden opportunity to become a real star under the best company in the country. I opened my eyes and I saw the sky - the sky that I was used to seeing for two years, my brain immediately thought about the two difficult choices that I had to decide right now.

I got out of my bed and walked out of the room, in front of my room I could see the living room where I saw my father, mother and master Paul sitting in the living room. Of course I was surprised to see that Mr. Paul had visited so early, what else with my appearance that was still a mess because I just woke up from my sleep.

"Sorry! wait a minute!!" as I ran to the bathroom to wash my face, I heard the laughter of my father, mother and master Paul together.

I washed my face, brushed my teeth, and tidied my dry hair like a broom coir. Because it didn't get too tidy, either, I immediately went back to my room to give this hair with vitamins to return soft as usual although of course it will never be able to match the softness of my hair before I have to undergo chemotherapy.

I went back out of the room to see Mr. Paul when I was doing well, I smiled at him and sat right between my mom and dad. The contract paper was right on the table right in front of me with a ballpoint next to it, I stared at the paper for a moment then I looked back at Mr. Paul and said...

"Sorry Mr. Paul, I still can't sign the contract" I chanted, I saw Mr. Paul was shocked to hear what I just said but he was still speechless.

"Darling, are you sure?" mother asked me, I looked down and looked back at the paper.

"It's very difficult to decide this, but I can't leave the competition because I promised Grece to help him raise the prestige of this event. In addition. about the fact that if this village needs a promotion in order for this village to be famous, I want to help the villagers to get what they dream of" I replied

"What did you get from your decision? is it worth this contract?" asked Sir Paul to press me, I looked back at him and shook my head.

"No, this contract is far beyond what I imagined. But to be honest, the first person to discover my talent was the Werner Group through an event hosted by Grece Werner. I don't want to make others sad and feel betrayed, I don't want it to happen again caused by me." I replied.

"Return... happened? are you talking about your past and it's a matter of your consideration too? if so, it's ridiculous and unprofessional, Lunar" said Mr. Paul, I smiled as Mr. Paul stopped talking to wait for my response.

"You won't understand what I'm considering and you won't expect who I've betrayed until it's my primary consideration" my timpal and all of us were silent for a moment, mother patted me on the back several times as if she knew I was distraught after chiming in Mr. Paul's words.

"Mr Paul.I'm grateful for this offer, sorry I couldn't accept it and maybe impressed not to know myself.but I've thought carefully and I hope you understand" chirping me after a while we were silent, then Mr. Paul sighed quite loudly at that moment.

"I don't understand what you've just said, but I understand if you want to help these villagers make their chocolate products famous all over the country" he said, for a moment he took out a map from his handbag and thrust it at me.

The map covered the previous contract, and then Mr. Paul opened the map and it contained other contracts even though I didn't know what the difference was from the front cover alone. Dad received the map containing the contract and read it carefully, me and the curious mother then together - the same looking at the face of the father who was so serious reading the contents of the contract.

"Mr Paul, what does this mean?" asked my father when he had read the entire contract, my mother and I were increasingly curious about what was written on the contract.

"That first contract is a contract that I always use to take talent - talented talent from rival media, rival media, I've always managed to pick up those talents so I never offered you that contract, Mr. Lincoln" replied Mr. Paul

"Mr Paul, but this.." I'm not done yet father said, mister Paul befell it.

"Lunar, I was the one who grew up in this village. I'm glad you think of the villagers and try to petrify them because I know the villagers so well, they're all friendly and warm right?" mr. Paul, I looked at Mr. Paul and nodded

"Lord West and Mr. Jhonson are my old friends, we are very close friends and they told me they have talented young talent who would be a great fit if Tamamo Group recruited him" Paul said, at that moment my father and mother were shocked to hear what Mr. Paul had just said.

How could Mr West and Mr Jhonson do that? whereas they need me to succeed the event that they and Grece designed to raise the name of the village? What really happened between them all? I really can't understand anything...

"They understand very well that your talent is too high if you're just locked up in this village, so they called me and asked me to come here and see for myself what they said. I'm impressed by your talent, Lunar. So now that I'm applying for a second contract and maybe you'll find it easier to consider it" with a little laugh Paul said, I looked back at my father who still held my second contract.

"Dad, what's the contract?" ask me curious

"This contract will give you time until the competition is over and after that you are officially a talent of Tamamo Group, during which time you will also get half of the contract value" father replied, My mother and I were surprised to hear what I said.

"Mr Paul, I can't accept this! it's the same as me betraying Tamamo Group!" in a panicked tone I said it while looking back at Mr. Paul's face, but Mr. Paul laughed heartily at what I had just said.

"Lunars... Lunar. We can't possibly let go of a talent as great as you, join us whenever you want. Finish your promise and I ask for help.Help this villager to achieve his dream.." said Mr. Paul, then Mr. Paul again laughed out loud as if he was very satisfied with what he was doing.

In the end, I signed that second contract because of the coercion of Mr. Paul, father and mother, I had no reason that might make me refuse that contract. After I signed the contract, Mr. Paul went home and my father asked me to immediately prepare for the location of the competition held by Grece. I prepared quickly, not forgetting the advice of Mr. Jhonson to me when I looked well.

I've already set the song I'm going to sing on the second day's challenge that's a song by Celine Dion under the title Surrender, therefore I also adjust the clothes that I will wear so that Mr. Jhonson does not criticize me anymore with criticism I am not serious in this competition. Aided by my mother to choose clothes, shoes and accessories, I did not forget I also learned how to dress up to cover my pale face.

In the end, I removed the makeup that adorned my face because I felt uncomfortable with all the makeup, probably because I covered it too thick that my real face was barely visible. I became so beautiful, my pale skin was gone, and I felt it wasn't me. I don't want to forget that if I'm still the girl with leukemia who lives in my body, I don't want to forget who I really am...

After all the exhausting preparations were completed, my father and I immediately set off towards the village multipurpose building. Mammy? unfortunately, mother could not come because she had to take care of our garden which became the only income of our family, the only income, of course, I have to work hard because the drugs that I have to consume regularly are not cheap. Dad was like that too, after dropping me off.. Dad should go immediately to help mom, sad? of course. but I understand if it's all for me.

Inside the multipurpose building I met my comrades-in-arms, they greeted me warmly including Peter and Manda. They asked me why I was late, and I looked at the wall clock and realized I was about twenty minutes late. "Maybe it's been three participants who performed, Grece must be very sad because I didn't come" I said in my heart

Peter told me that if my name was still there and not dropped from the participant's sequence number, an issue was already circulating if I quit the competition out of who it was. But I'm sure if Grece got caught up to the issue could spread so quickly, I somehow feel that it was Grece who spread the news. After that they all asked me why I wanted to get out of the competition, but I just replied "It's just an issue, I'll fight until the end"

I will fight to the end, I believe I can answer all their challenges. Mr. West, Mr. Jhonson, Peter, Manda, and all the villagers.The warmth of them that makes me want to fight for you, my dream! no.. I mean, get to the international corner!! Sorry my body, I again force to reach your limit :)