I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
season 3: episode 14

After deciding to make Ratatouille a dinner, I taught her how to make it to Naomi. At that time I wanted to directly make for four servings, but Naomi refused and said if the portion for sister Jester should be from Naomi's own hands. Selena and I were forbidden to interfere in preparing a portion for Jester's sister, although it sounded strange but I knew why Naomi insisted on preparing her own portion for Jester's sister.

There's a saying out of nowhere that I know that love grows from food down to the stomach and spreads to the heart, maybe Naomi believes the saying or because she just wants to prepare everything for Jester. I just laughed in response to Naomi's strong desire, then I demonstrated how to make it directly in front of Naomi.

Forty minutes passed, our ratatouille was ready but it was only for three people. After believing she had figured out how to make it, Naomi asked me to be her supervisor when she cooked ratatouille for Jester's sister. I sat in front of her and watched her really - really, a few times Naomi almost mishandled her cooking but because of her talent for cooking it was good so everything went well.

In the middle of the cooking process, I heard the roar of a car engine close to home. "Well, Brother Jester has come home, Naomi's cooking still needs a process" I said in my heart, I took the initiative to open the door and welcome Mr. Jester. But as I got out of my seat, Naomi ran up to me and held me back with a hand in her arm.

"Let me" exclaimed Naomi who was smiling at me

"Eeh.. but your cooking." I chimped while looking at the stove that was still burning.

"It won't be long, I hope you can keep it so that it doesn't burn" said Naomi, sounding happy, I smile back while nodding my head.

After that Naomi ran out of the kitchen that blends with the dining room to the main door of the house, I walked around the kitchen partition to shrink the fire so that the sauce made by Naomi did not burn. At that time Selena was seen walking up to me and sitting on the chair in front of me, her smile was glaring at me but her eyes looked seductive.

"What?" I asked in an annoyed tone, Selena gave a small laugh then said..

"It looks like your plan is going well, are you happy?" tannya

"Happy? it's a little hard to say happy, but I'm satisfied with what happened" I replied.

Not long after the sound of the door closing very loudly, the loud noise caught my and Selena's attention at that time. I turned to look at Selena and we looked at each other without saying anything, but Selena understood what I wanted her to do at the time.

Selena got up from her seat and walked out of the dining room, I don't know what happened but I couldn't possibly leave the stove on like this. But in the end my curiosity overcame all my thoughts about our cooking, I turned off the stove and walked out of the dining room. At that moment I saw Naomi walking towards the room with her head bowed and the sound of the door opening and then closing a bit hard, "What happened?" my question is in my heart.

In front of the entrance to the dining room I saw Selena standing still staring at the closed door, I walked up to Selena then I pat her shoulder gently because it seemed like Selena was daydreaming at that time.

"What's going on?" I asked her, I was so worried after seeing Naomi who was down and the door of the living room locked.

"Don't know, Brother Jester arrived - suddenly slammed the door and locked it. While Naomi was suddenly sad then now she was in the room" Selena replied sounding confused, I smiled at Selena's reply at that time.

Seeing me smile made Selena look at me sharply, but I ignored her sharp gaze by turning around and was about to return to the kitchen to continue Naomi's cooking that she just stayed in. I'm sure Selena kept a lot of questions after seeing my smile, but I actually smiled because I was confused about what to say at a time like this.

Without even being told I knew what was happening to Brother Jester and Naomi at this time, all because of my presence, naomi is too innocent to handle her romance. Seeing Naomi was like seeing the old me, I often didn't know what to do when my brother and I were having problems.

I can only run away and cry, never one of my problems with Brother Jester can I solve. It's always over, because brother Jester always gives up on me... Is that good? it will never go well because an unresolved problem will just be a snowball that gets bigger by the day.

Amidst my cooking activities to continue Naomi's cooking, I thought of what I could do to help Naomi and Jester's sister. I don't want their relationship to end up as broken as my relationship with Brother Jester, right now I'm like seeing myself in Naomi. He presented my old heart, when it could only run from trouble and brother Jester also seemed to not develop after two years had passed. He was really brother Jester who at that time I called him by the word..

"If you're honest, then this matter won't be this complicated" Selena broke the silence between us, I just kept quiet while enjoying my first mouthful.

"It's delicious... Naomi is talented, only I give her a prescription and she can make it perfect" I said trying to shift our conversation, I looked at her and she looked very upset.

"Luna!! i'm serious!!" somewhat snapping Selena told me, her annoyance I replied with a smile.

"I can't be honest right now, I don't want to ruin our moment" I chimed in as quietly as I could, slowly throwing my face away to avoid looking me in the eye.

"Our agreement sounds like a mission impossible given how close the relationship between Jester and Naomi is, sorry I burden you like that" I said regretfully, we went back to silence and ate the Ratatouille.

"I'm just grateful for one thing" I chanted, breaking the silence, as it seemed to catch Selena's attention.

"What's that?" selena asked curiously, we looked back in the eye and I laughed a little at that.

"I'm grateful you moved because of our agreement, otherwise I'm sure you've hurt your heart deeply when you found out that Jester and Naomi are lovers now. My guilt will be even greater for you" I replied, but as I chuckled back then Selena just kept quiet with a flat face and kept looking at me.

Seeing her not responding to my laughter made me think about what was happening, for a moment I fell silent and kept looking at Selena trying to pry deeper into what Selena really wanted to tell me in her silence. For a moment I felt that if the words I had laughed were the wrong thing, I felt.... Selena is really in love with Jester...

"Selena.. don't tell me you.." I said trying to make sure that I was right or wrong, honestly I would be very surprised if I was right.

"When I made a promise I did move on the basis of my promise to you, but right now I'm in love with her" Selena said, her reply startled me.

I didn't expect him to actually fall in love with Jester, even though I knew him as a man who didn't like men. In my head began to arise various kinds of questions, but of all the questions it was only the one that made me most curious. "When did Selena fall in love with Jester's sister?" ask in my heart

"Stop Selena! you'll only hurt yourself!" firmly I told her that, I clasped Selena's hand on the table very firmly so that she realized that what she felt would only lead to disappointment. But my hand was pushed aside by her, after which I heard her sigh.

"I changed my appearance, changed the way I acted, and changed my way of speaking to be like you with a very forced and heavy heart. But when I met her, I was used to being you. Her tenderness when looking at me, her way of behaving in front of me, and when she talks to me I come to understand why you love her so much" Selena sounded sad, so did I who saw my best friend fall into the abyss called love.

"But I realized why he took me for granted, Brother Jester just felt used to your attitude towards him back then that he got back from me. There was no Selena in her heart at all, I realized that without warning" with a sigh Selena said

For a moment we went back into silence and he looked at me as if I was hoping I would help him get Jester's brother from Naomi, but my decision was already unanimous to support Naomi and Jester's sister. Maybe for him our closeness will make me side with him, but sorry Selena...

"Sorry Selena.. I will be on Naomi's side.." rather stammered I said it, I saw Selena was surprised to hear my answer.

Maybe that's not the answer Selena wants to hear from me, I'm afraid Selena will be mad at me at that time. But I can't do what Selena wants, because Jester and Naomi are so compatible in my eyes.