I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 42

"Be.. Is it really mom? did it really happen?!" I was so surprised by my mother's story, mother's little laugh chimed in my surprise at the time.

"That's right, you can confirm the truth of my mother's story to my father tomorrow morning" with the sound of my mother's little laugh answering my question

I went back into silence and looked at the smiling face of my mother looking at me, her warm hands still faithfully stroking my scalp gently. My feelings were mixed that night, mother's words made me feel bad again for my prince. Maybe it's true that if I get too hard on him and all this mess is caused by my own lies, then I complain about the mess I made myself...

"Luna..you really don't know yourself.." I said in my heart, then slowly I turned my eyes to the dark sky from behind the window of my room.

"After being healthy and being outpatient, how about you treat your prince well? tell her about your situation and don't forget to apologize to her" she broke the silence between us

"I can't. she must hate me and definitely doesn't want to see me anymore." I answered.

Acting like a psychic once I'm, I don't know. I'm starting to be pessimistic about the continuation of my relationship with Brother Jester. I was confused to start over all over again with him. It was still difficult to accept his arrogance.

"Know where your prince must hate and not want to meet this mother's beautiful son?" mother asked again to tease me again, I was upset to hear the voice of mother who teased me at a time like that.

"Mom~<TAG1>" chirped me as I looked at my mother's face, and she laughed when she heard me upset.

"Everything that goes do not think according to your thoughts alone, everyone must have their own perspective and you do not have the right to judge it. All you have to do is live your life according to your choice, about how Jester will behave to you. Let him decide" my mother's dream and then gently kissed my forehead.

"Good night dear" said the mother then walked back to her bed

The kiss seemed to melt all my thoughts, I felt so relieved after venting so long with mother. I closed my eyes and fell asleep until the next morning, as usual, I had a boring day in the hospital room with all the pain that came to me almost every hour.

After undergoing those boring days for almost two weeks, I was declared outpatient. As usual, Justin was the first person besides my father to see me every time I came home from the hospital, in Selena's car, Justin's father and brother picked me and my mother up from the hospital.

The question of how many days I've been in the hospital I've never asked anyone again, as if I knew there would be two weeks or even more days for me to sleep in that shitty room.

"It's time to start the day at home" Justin said as he watched me climb down the front steps of the hospital lobby

"Yeey" my dream was flat, Justin's big laugh was heard as he walked over to the mother who was carrying some of my bags.

Me, mother, father and brother Justin also entered Selena's car to go home, it was very felt if father, mother and brother Justin tried to comfort me. The three of them told me a story and joked as if they were provoking my laughter, but I was very heavy to be able to feel that joy because I remembered many times about my illness and of course my prince.

Arriving at home as usual, I immediately went down and set foot into the room and fell asleep in my bed. I miss that mattress so much every time I come home from the hospital, it feels like there's gravity all around when I see it.

"You won the race to be the lead vocalist for school" said Justin, who had just walked into my room with a suitcase and a few bags of mine.

"Huh?! has he? but I'm not done." I haven't finished saying, Brother Justin cut it.

"You get the perfect voice from the construction teachers, your performance during the audition was so slick that the teachers picked you. Are you happy to hear that?" timpal brother Justin while taking things out of my bag and put them in his place.

Pleased? Am I happy? I don't know, but winning the singing competition was also my dream. But my deteriorating condition made me hesitate to continue my dream.

"Let's see if I still have time for that, I don't think I'm long anymore" I said.

"The chances are still fifty - fifty, you still have a chance to realize your dream" said Justin

"really?" I asked to make sure, the sound of Justin's little laugh was heard.

Very relaxed words brother Justin, fortunately my grandmother had long died and his legacy was already shared even has run out for my medical expenses. So Justin's sister wasn't really lying about Grandma's death, but I was made to run out of words.

"But before that, isn't there something you should do first, Luna?" asked the mother who arrived - came into the room, me and brother Justin simultaneously looked at the mother who had just entered the room and walked up to me on the bed.

"Whatis that? I don't think there is" I chimed in on mom's words'

"About Gates' son, your prince" my mother replied to pressure me, suddenly my face turned red because I was talking about Jester's brother in front of Justin's brother.

"ii..Bu~ aaa, there's Brother Justin here!! don't talk about him at a time like this!" I said embarrassedly, Brother Justin and compact mother laughed at me.

"What is aunt Lisa? tell me donk" asked Brother Justin who also teased me

"Sister Justin!!!" I snapped angry because I was too embarrassed, the laughter of Justin's mother and sister sounded loud.

I covered my face with a pillow to cover my face which was definitely flushed, though, not long after I felt someone sitting on the edge of my bed and slowly I shifted the pillow so I could see who was sitting on my bed. Mom is seen sitting on my bed and giving me an old-fashioned teen magazine that I don't know where it came from, my eyes are now fixed on the old-fashioned teen magazine with question marks.

"On page twelve there is something that will definitely interest you" mother chirped

"What's that?" I asked while accepting the teen magazine

"Read it first, you'll understand" replied the mother

I obeyed my mother's order to open page twelve in the teen magazine and read the title that says "Mitos or Facts, the labyrinth garden at Festival Square determines whether or not a teenage couple is a mate"

"Huh? what'sthis?" ask my mother

"Read first the article and then just a comment" said the mother, I also put on a sullen face to hear the mother's answer.

Then I read it carefully, in the article there is a labyrinth park located in the downtown playground called Festival Square which is very famous. There is hardly a single person who does not know the playground, but for the labyrinth garden.

A myth developed very rapidly from the time of teenage mothers, it is a myth that says if two couples enter the labyrinth garden from different directions then they meet in the middle of the park and wait together until the Festival Square bell sounds at dusk without any interference from the other people, then they will be fooled...

"It doesn't make sense, where there might be such a thing" I chanted as I finished reading the article

"But the myth has evolved to this day, there are many people who prove it and always succeed" Justin said with his trademark smile looking at me

Whether I'm very hick or too comfortable at home until - to not know about the viral park, even brother Justin knows better than me. But judging from every photo of the location, it looks like the park is very beautiful.

"You're the one who believes the myth?" I asked cynically, brother Justin also laughed getting questions and a cynical smile from me.

"Just think of it as a place for you and Jester to date, what's wrong with you taking Jester there?" said mother, I immediately turned to look at mother's face with my surprised expression.

"Well?!! there's no way me and.." I haven't finished saying, Brother Justin cut me off.

"You had that chance, Jester was so down because you wanted to stay away from him. It's been two weeks that he didn't go to school, maybe you can help him to get up" Justin said, I was surprised to look at Justin who looked so serious when he said it.