I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
season 3: episode 6

I sat down with Selena at one of the cafes inside the mall, we ordered some snacks and drinks to accompany us to chat. But even until the snack and drink came, Selena still remained silent without saying anything. Though our gazes continued to meet, Selena was just pecking. I tried to lure her into talking with a long, heavy breath, but Selena didn't even talk.

"Nothing you can say now?" my question is, Selena answered my question with her head.

"I know, you're confused where to start... It's okay, at least I understand a little bit that the wound is very imprinted in the heart of Brother Jester. It was my fault and not your fault" I said, I wanted to cry at that moment because I felt a little panicked and confused about where to start my plan from.

All beyond my expectations, I thought I would only be dealing with Jester and Selena, but what Selena had to say about the people involved, I was confused as to how I should organize the people involved to let me and Jester build memories with us. Naomi certainly will not be willing to let go of Jester's sister even if it is only for one month, women who are in love will definitely not want to give up whatever the reason.

"It's my fault, I failed to keep my promise" Selena said, I sighed again somehow for how many times and then I smiled at Selena.

"Father, I understand it's very difficult for you who used to hate boys so much and our promise seems to tell you to like something you hate. I'm a very bad woman huh" my timp, Selena gasped to hear me say it.

"You don't talk like that!" selena snapped at me and she looked at me so sharply, I kept my smile looking at her.

"You're working with that woman named Camilla who just feels evil, what else are you to be me? not to blame me for saying it" I insinuated him to make her stop regretting everything that happened so Selena did not continue to blame herself for everything that happened, Selena also threw her face to avoid looking me in the eye.

"I did a fatal mistake, now the dominion effect has been felt. My relationship with Naomi is broken, Brother Jester sees me as an evil figure, brother Luke and brother Harry also threaten me so that I stop approaching Jester's sister, and then my promise to you... I've been very pessimistic about fulfilling it" Selena sounded very sorry when she said it

My selfishness again took its toll, Selena risked it all to fulfill the promise I had forcibly tied to her. The figure of a strong independent woman that I know, now shackled by the promise between friends and make Selena become a woman who is restrained with regret. I have to solve Selena's problem, I want to turn her back into a tough, carefree woman like she used to be.

"Hey tell me more completely, I was a bit out of focus because of the big discount" I said as I clasped both hands on the table, Selena's face was surprised to look at me no matter what she thought at the time.

"All right, I'm going to tell you, starting with me working with a woman named Camilla until all this mess happens" Selena said with a sigh, for a moment Selena was silent maybe she was confused where to start

"Just tell me briefly between you and that woman named Camilla, then what plans do you make that brother Jester, brother Luke and brother Harry think you are evil, and then what plans do you make, and why did Naomi antagonize you" I enthusiastically asked Selena to tell me everything without her having to cover anything.

From Selena's story I can understand if Selena has worked so hard to fulfill her promise to me, Starting from when sister Jester was not in school at that time Selena constantly looking for ways to meet with brother Jester. But because Jester's sister is not someone who is easy to meet it becomes a separate obstacle for Selena, come to her house we will be questioned of sorts by the housekeeper.

Selena and sister Jester are reunited on campus when she and Naomi become freshmen, earlier Naomi recounted that she met a strange man who suddenly pulled her and admitted she was the boyfriend of Mr. Jester to Mr. Gates. Since then the relationship between Jester and Naomi was established as a fake boyfriend, but the incident also affected Selena's efforts to fulfill her promise to me.

Selena asks Naomi to give her sister Jester, Naomi accepts Selena's request because Naomi claims not to love her brother Jester. But in the end everything went awry when Selena took Jester to the labyrinth garden at the square festival, Jester and Naomi met in the central park somehow the story.

At that time the relationship of brother Jester and Naomi like getting closer, Selena's suspicion of the relationship Naomi and brother Jester who started from a lie is now increasingly serious. Moreover, both are supported by each parent, as if they have been betrothed and should not be separated whatever happens. In the middle of Selena's gala, there appeared a woman who liked Jester's sister named Camilla who invited her to work together to remove Naomi from Jester's life.

Selena and Camilla intend to make brother Jester and Naomi continue to fight so that the two are not at home with each other, but what happens is that Naomi beat Camilla to make Camilla leak all to brother Jester, but what happens is that even Naomi beat Camilla to make Camilla leak all to her, brother Harry and brother Luke if Camilla works with Selena so that the relationship between brother Jester and Naomi is destroyed. Not to mention the relationship problems Selena and Naomi who must be destroyed because of love that somehow, according to Selena said...

I don't know, I'm confused what I should do at a time like this. Selena is stuck in a very disadvantageous position, especially she has done everything but what happened was chaos for the chaos she got. I feel sorry for him, it must be hard to bear the evil woman from the friendship circle that has been established. I really didn't expect Selena to experience something this complicated, just to keep her promise to me.

Plus...I brought back my bad news and my other selfish requests.It must be hard to be Selena, I don't want to be in her position either... Sorry Selena, this is the last time I'm going to trouble you :)

"All I've told you.." Selena ended the story.

"Forget your last dream!" chirping Selena again with a little snapping, I was surprised by the snaps and then I looked at the face of Selena who looked like she wanted to cry.

"Selena.." my timps.

"Stop Luna, you'll never be able to fulfill your last dream because I can't help you anything! my position is not good, Luke's brother and Harry's brother are hostile towards me and they will definitely not let you get close to Jester's brother!! Naomi too...! Naomi also won't let Brother Jester get close to you!! there will be nothing to do!! Stop hurting yourself!!" selena said with emotion, her tears flowing down her cheeks.

"Selena. I have to.." I haven't finished yet I said, Selena cut it.

"You only have forty days left!! enough Luna!! do not torment your heart more than this!!" timpal Selena yelled at me again, I was stunned to look at her because I finally knew what Selena was thinking of me.

"i may not have much time left, I just want to make the best use of the remaining time to start building my memories with the closest people. Every decision sometimes makes us afraid of the results, succeed or fail or will be a new problem, maybe even we ask - ask who we tried hard for so far. But for sure, unexpected things that appear can make life more meaningful" I said

Selena was stunned to look at me, maybe in the end she understood what I really wanted for the rest of my life or actually she was just confused where I got such wise words from. Ahahahah... But seriously, that sentence I only got when I remembered that I would only live a short life. All the rest of the days I have want me to use to build beautiful moments, I want a life full of meaning unlike the Luna two know then.

"Selena... You can still help me by accompanying me to start all these moments, are you willing to accompany me?" my door to him

"You're the dumbest person I've ever known." she replied, I chuckled at her taunts. Then we were silent for a while until the sound of Selena's breath could be heard breaking the silence between us, suddenly Selena smiled at me.

"You take care of brother Jester, let brother Harry, brother Luke and Naomi be my business. I will do something so that your dream will come true soon, I will help you as much as I can" Selena said with confidence

"Thank you, Selena" I said

We laughed together then continued by chatting unimportant things while enjoying a snack that began to cool and also drinks that began not to cool in front of us, after a while, Selena and I started leaving the mall.

Parked by the mall when I was about to put some of my grocery bags in the back passenger seat of the car, I saw a backpack and a pile of books - Selena's textbooks. At that instant I felt like going to college in the same place as Selena, I picked up a book and read it slowly. When Selena who was already sitting in the driver's seat turned to look at me with a surprised face, Selena gave a small laugh watching me read her textbook.

"Is there anything interesting about textbooks?" ask Selena with innuendo

"Ahaha...no really, hey... Is it possible that I can go to college with you for the next few days? I just want to feel the sensation" I asked him

"I'll try to ask Dad, maybe it's not that hard. But...." Selena hung up her sentence for a moment, I tilted my head slightly and looked at her with an astonished expression.

"But what?" much

"There's Naomi, Jester's sister, Luke's brother and Harry's sister, and there's even Camilla, too. Do you have no problem meeting them in person?" ask Selena

"Even great, I can start my plans sooner if I meet all of them!" I answered enthusiastically, Selena chuckled softly in response to my answer.

"Let's meet dad soon, I'll ask you for your selfish request" Selena said, laughing, then I closed the rear passenger door and immediately entered the front passenger. Not long after we started leaving the mall with all the shocking memories, I grew impatient to begin my plan to build the foundation of my last memories with my precious friends.