I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 35's

I gained new insights about life, about singing, and about human relationships after my trip with Justin. The day passed quickly enough for me because I was so enjoying my Sunday, now I have to go through my routine. Going to school with brother Jester, gathering with Selena and Alvin in class, in the break this time I did not meet my prince for the first time.

I invited Selena and without Alvin's invitation to deliberately follow us, I wanted to immediately register to become the school's lead singer. Me, Selena and Alvin were looking for an ise room in the school area but. ahahaha, we got lost. The school is very large with its facilities. Finally, I looked for Brother Jester and with my prince I enrolled in the sausage room.

After registering and writing down the identity of my student, I was immediately called by the choir teacher named Mr. Mike. At that time Mr. Mike immediately recognized me because of my singing activities with Jester's brother, Luke's brother, Harry's brother and Justin's brother were also watched by Mike, sir, he asked me to sing in front of him at that moment.

I performed two songs for me to listen to Mike and he said that I have singing talent, I was so happy to get that compliment and my pleasure seemed to rub off on Jester and Selena. Alvin's? I will remember well that flat expression when I get a compliment from the teacher, just be careful you ask for my help.

I got a list of auditions, when I gave it to Mike's schedule in a clear way if he supported me to win. I understood very well that there were many jealous and envious gazes on me, but with my prince by my side at the time they dared not do anything to me. Aaa~ is happy to be able to do many things freely like this :)

The afternoon changed, I went home with brother Jester to the Parker family home to wait for father to finish work. There I spent the rest of my time chatting with Selena, at this point I completely forgot that I was a girl with a chronic illness in my body.

It may be true, says Dr. Ellie and Dr. Richard, if the best medicine is our own mind. Although the drugs at that time became the main factor I can withstand all the pains and pains of my body, but I really enjoy my days with a smile and a clear purpose in life. Where the purpose of life is what I had thrown away since getting the verdict, I now survive for that purpose...

But there was one thing that could not make me completely forget about my illness...

My hair...

They fall out very extreme end of this....

I complained about it to Doctor Ellie, but she said it was one of the side effects of chemotherapy that I was going through lately... in my mind I said, "Will Brother Jester leave me if I don't have a single hair on my head? how do I explain this to Brother Jester?"

I was forced to cut my hair....

I shed tears so hard at the sight of hair - hair started falling on the floor of my room, and so did my father who cut it and the mother who saw it...

For a moment I remembered the dream woman of Jester's brother who had spoken when Luke's brother lured him. This hair made my prince unable to take his eyes off me....

Since that day for the first time I wore a wig with the exact same model as my real hair all this time, but not only was it the change I experienced on my body after following all the scheduled therapy.

One day at school....

"You look thinner by the day, what are you sick of?" alvin asked when we were in class, I was so surprised to hear Alvin say it.

"Huh?! I don't get sick - anything!" answer me with a little snatch

"You are very attentive yes, I am the one who is always together not feeling anything" said Selena supporting my words

"No, I know you're aware of Selena" Alvin said, pressing a little more

In the school corridor I passed my prince, he smiled at me and walked over to me. I quietly waited for her to get close to me, but somehow I shed my tears when I saw her walking over to me. Those tears made Brother Jester run up to me with a panicked face, he probably thought someone was hurting me again.

"Luna?! you why?! who made you cry?!" jester asked frantically by grasping both of my shoulders so tightly

Do you know what makes me cry? the smile of my prince..I was haunted again about my death that might have been very close, how could I have the heart to leave that smile just like that? hurt her heart that felt so deeply in love with me, was I willing to die leaving it all behind?

"It's okay, brother, I'm just moved." I answered while wiping my tears left on my cheek.

"Be...really? you... don't lie, do you?" asked Brother Jester to make sure of my situation, I shook my head a few times and then Brother Jester sighed.

"Are you going to the studio?" asked Brother Jester to me, I nodded my head in response to his question.

Jester took my hand and led me to the studio room where the audition would begin. There I saw some of the participants from first to third grade so eager to start the auditions, brother Jester patted me on the shoulder and smiled at me for encouragement and moral support.

"Okay, we'll just start. You just have to sing whatever the song is with the perfect character, show your talent and remember that the best will be the lead singer of our school" said Mr. Mike when all the participants had gathered in the school's recording studio.

One by one the students and the girls went into the recording booth in the recording room of the school, they sang there and none of us could hear the singer in the room. My heart suddenly moved quite quickly due to nervousness, and then something surprised me happened...

My nose is bleeding....

"Non't now!!" I shouted in my heart, I stood up and walked out of that studio room.

I continued to run to the bathroom and immediately washed my face with tap water, several times washing I raised my head to look at my face from the reflection of the mirror. When that thick makeup that I always wear to cover my pale skin color faded, too, I took my phone out of my skirt pocket and I chatted to Selena to bring my makeup kit to the bathroom.

Not long after Selena was seen running into the bathroom and immediately asked me how I was, I smiled and said I was okay. Selena gave me the makeup kit, didn't want to waste any time because I had to audition right then and immediately I applied foundation and a little blush on my face.

After I felt my appearance was perfect, Selena and I came out of the bathroom and I found Jester waiting for me in front of the bathroom entrance. My prince seemed very worried about me and without saying much I walked up to him and then I hugged him tightly, he asked what was going on and I replied that everything was fine.

We decided to go back to the studio room after maybe a full minute I hugged her tightly, whereas Selena said she was going back to class. Selena left a message to Jester's sister so as not to make me tired, at that time I thought Selena was saying something stupid because she could think of something strange - strange about me... but I understand Selena's actions, she doesn't want anything bad to happen to me.

I went back to the studio and then Mr. Mike came looking for me, I said if I went to the restroom and with orders that seemed rushed at that time, Mr. Mike asked me to go into the recording room immediately. There I choose a song that I have sung before and also with a soul that I have learned before...

I hope this song gets to him...

To my prince....

Dido - Thank You...