I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 50

The city of Paris that morning was bright but not with my heart, the city that should have been where I finished my dream list with happiness seemed to be difficult to happen. My eyes blurred because of the tears I couldn't stand. My chest was tight and my mind was confused.

I could only cry...

My body trembled, my tears rushing down from my eyes soaking in the tiles right where I was standing at the time, my head felt so heavy that I could no longer lift it even though I wanted to look at the back of Jester's brother who must have been far away from me... What can I do again at a time like this? although Justin and Selena have done a lot of sacrifices and also help to me, in the end I cannot do anything if I am alone...

I am just a girl with leukemia with all the flaws attached to me. I should have died from the beginning if in the end it was just like this my life....

At least that's what I was thinking, until suddenly I saw a pair of legs in front of me. Not long after I saw a hand with a cell phone on the screen, I slowly raised my head and in front of me was Brother Jester. "What'sthis? why'd he come back?" ask me in my heart, when I saw the face of brother Jester pity me.

"This is Naomi. She wants to talk to you" said brother Jester breaking the silence between us.

Slowly my hand received the phone from the hands of the brother Jester, I immediately pointed the phone to my ear. "Will Naomi scold me? does he know what really happened? Selena and Justin's sister have been caught, haven't they?" I asked in my heart, my heart was so broken when it was until everything felt negative in my eyes.

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"Hello.." I said in a hoarse voice

"Luna... don't cry anymore ya~ Jester was just surprised by what happened.pardon her.." sounded sad when Naomi said it, I was surprised by what Naomi said from behind the phone. Everything was not as I had imagined, even in my heart I asked what happened there to make me unable to chim in on Naomi's words.

"I... have heard everything... I know the reason you got like this and.." when Naomi hung up her sentence, now it's clear why Naomi is now on my side.

"What's.... Selena's done.." I haven't finished saying, Naomi cut it.

"We change the video call, wait a minute." Naomi said, then the phone disconnected.

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When the phone was disconnected I looked at the phone screen in wonder, as well as Brother Jester. But the astonishment didn't last long until the phone rang again, a video call came in and made me and Jester look at each other for a moment but we were still silent. The gesture of Jester's brother's hand when it seemed to allow me to open it, according to his orders I also raised the video call.

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"Haiy!!" greet Naomi, Luke's brother, Harry's brother, Justin's brother, Grece, and Selena simultaneously when the mobile phone screen has shown the picture when they all gather in the living room of Naomi's house and Jester's sister. They look smiling and happy not as I imagined even maybe Jester brother thought the same as me, I saw the face of Jester's brother who was surprised from a small picture on the phone screen.

"Hey, what season is it?" ask Luke's brother

"Do you speak French? what if you guys need anything?" grece asked Luke's question

"What's that at the airport? you guys still haven't gone to the hotel?" naomi asked with a curious facial expression

"Hey Jester! what time is it there? why does it still look bright?" ask Harry

"Luna~ do not force yourself yes.." Selena chirped at that time

While brother Justin just smiled while waving to me and brother Jester, they also put each other down there so noisily that I could not hear what they were booming. No, it's not that they're noisy that I don't hear them. I couldn't hear them because I was in shock, I was shocked by everything's response. Of course, it was Naomi, Luke's sister, and Harry's sister who were directly affected by my actions, but seeing them look good - it was good to make me feel relieved...

"You guys.." That's all I could get out of my mouth at that moment.

How can I say - words, all that makes me happy. You are all the best friends I have, even though I understand that laughter only covers the sadness you feel. Among the look of the face that tried to be happy, there was Selena who seemed to be trying hard and it was getting stifling my chest.

Selena, thanks for everything you've done, I know it's hard for you. My last dream will soon be fulfilled all thanks to your help, smile there and see how your struggle for me will not be in vain. Selena. I love you my best friend!!

"Luna~ I'll loan you Jester for the next three days, have fun!" naomi excitedly said it

The words.... made me return to shed tears that I had managed to hold, I felt so guilty to him and I did not know if it was not Naomi..... What is this going to happen to me? I was so grateful to Naomi, I wanted to say it but my crying made it hard for me to speak. I was as excited as I was at the time as I tried hard to catch my breath, but still I forced it to say...

"A. I. borrow him... Naomi, I'm sorry... All is my plan. Brother Luke.. I'm sorry you failed to go to Paris, I heard from Justin's sister. You really want to come here crowded.I'm sorry all... thanks for everything..." Steadily I said it, I tried my hardest to say it even to the point of forgetting to convey my gratitude to Naomi. Aaa~ sorry Naomi.

"We forgive you!" with a little shouting and firm Luke's brother, Harry and Grece said it, then they all laughed together.

"You two, go to the hotel and get some rest. And Jess, I ask you one more time.." Naomi said, Brother Jester cut her off.

"I don't know what's going on, but this holiday I'm going to enjoy as much as I can. I hope you're not sorry" Jester said.

They were all laughing together, while I was still preoccupied with wiping away the endless tears - the ceaselessness dripping down and wetting my face. Not long after they told us to close the video call, they also gave me their messages that I could not describe one by one in this diary because it was too long and made me dizzy.

I know why they arrived - arrived like very worried about me. They already know how my health condition, but thanks to that, I was able to fulfill my dream again. It is true that if life is a series of events, you never know what will happen in the future. I'd better take advantage of this opportunity and get lucky, I should enjoy the rest of my life as best I can.

I returned the phone to Brother Jester but without looking into his eyes, I still bowed my head with guilt that enveloped my heart. Brother Jester received the phone and immediately put it in his pants pocket, we were silent for a while without looking at each other. Until the sound of Jester's breath was so clear in my ears, I slowly raised my head to look at him.

"I really don't know why this happened, but can you explain what you're planning?" asked Brother Jester when we looked at each other, I reached into my sling bag and took a small note inside.

Little pink note that I have written down my entire list of last dreams in it, I leave that note to Brother Jester so he reads it. I tried to write it very neatly with black ink, in the right corner of each number also I have given a tick with red ink if I have finished doing it. Jester received the note, and then he read it.

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The Last Dreams :

Uniting Kak Jester with (written Selena with scribbles covering) Naomi ✓

Visit to festival square ✓

Enter into the labyrinth garden and say the promise that has been said both together and without Jester ✓

Become friends Naomi ✓

Celebrating the birthday of Brother Jester ✓

Uniting Selena with friends - sister Jester and Naomi ✓

Vacation to Paris together with brother Jester as promised

Watching an open-air cinema like my brother Jester told me

Visiting cafes - popular cafes that kak Jester told me about

Sailing on the Seine river

visit the Modern Art Museum, Victor-Hugo and Balzac Houses, Bourdelle Museum, Carnavalet Museum, Cernuschi Museum, Marechal Leclerc Memorial, Petit Palais, Zadkine Museum, and the Museum of Romantic Life

Photographs at the Eiffel, Louvre Museum, Arc de Triomphe, Notre Dame Cathedral, and Luxembourg Gardens

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Brother Jester was silent for a moment whether he was actually reading it or just staring at the little note with all his own thoughts, I can only be silent waiting for the response of brother Jester finished reading the contents of the small note. Back I heard the sound of Jester's breath as he turned his gaze to look at me, we were silent for a moment until Jester said...

"Well..means coming to Paris with Jester can you tick right?" asked Brother Jester to me, I nodded my head several times in response to his question. After that Jester looked back at the little note and then he scratched his forehead a few times, like he objected to something.

"It is written we will.. watch the open cinema, visit the popular cafes, sail on the river Seine, visit the Museum of Modern Art, Victor-Hugo and Balzac Houses, Bourdelle Museum, visit the Museum, Carnavalet Museum, Cernuschi Museum, Marechal Leclerc Memorial, Petit Palais, Zadkine Museum, and the Museum of Romantic Life, jester's accent mentioned one by one the name of the museum that made me laugh.

"You're good at French, brother?" I asked with a small laugh

Finally I was able to calm down after hearing Brother Jester speak in a tone not being angry, it seemed like the goddess forortuna was indeed siding with me. But shouldn't it be on the side of a dead girl like me? xixixi.... Well, Luna used the rest of the medicine well and was excited to achieve the remaining dreams.

"Yes. I can, then. take pictures at Eiffel, Louvre Museum, Arc de Triomphe, Notre Dame Cathedral, and Luxembourg Gardens. Maybe three days won't be enough, but we'll do our best" Jester replied, closing the note and returning it to me, slowly my hand received the small note from the hand of Brother Jester and then I lowered my head again.

Sis, if you knew that was the last list before I left for good. Are you going to stay this ordinary or will you hold back crying like everyone else?. Forgive me my prince (:(in a moment I will leave only the memory of my death in your life, Brother Jester may you forgive me. (:(:(

"Sister.I still owe you an apology, I know you're angry and until now I knew you wanted to get out of here.I'm sorry.." I said regretfully, at that moment Brother Jester took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly as if he were trying to defuse his anger.

"I accept your apology and for now that we are focused on completing your plan here, I have promised Naomi that I will accompany you well. Then I will fulfill that promise" said Brother Jester, I turned my eyes to look at Brother Jester with a smile.

"Thank you~" I said, then Brother Jester took my suitcase.

"For a while we have to go to the hotel first, come on" said brother Jester

When I saw Brother Jester pull my suitcase in the left hand and the suitcase in the right hand, I wanted to take it back. But Jester refused while walking to find a taxi, I let him carry my suitcase while walking behind him.

Not long ago we found a taxi and then we headed to the hotel that had been booked by Selena, the position of the hotel is close to the Eiffel Tower so it would be fun to be there. Jester also showed his proficiency in French and he was very familiar with the streets of Paris, because along the way to the hotel at that time, Mr. Jester explained everything in detail the places we passed. That's why I don't hesitate to ask her a lot, Brother Jester always answered kindly as if I never hurt her.

Not long after we arrived at the intended hotel, I was amazed when I saw the architecture of the hotel. "It's a five-star hotel, right? Selena did you spend how much money on all this?!" I said in my heart, Brother Jester was seen entering the hotel with a relaxed like me who looks groggy.

In front of the receptionist Kak Jester speaks French very fluently and is mutually simple, I don't understand what they're saying but I know that Jester asked for another room and didn't want a room with me from his hand gestures and facial features. Not long ago I knew if my guess was correct because brother Jester was holding two different access key cards when he turned to look at me, my eyes had time to look at the room number what brother Jester was at that time and it turns out we were adrift one floor.

"Your room can immediately see the beauty of the Eiffel Tower from the window, unfortunately I did not get the room next to you" said brother Jester while giving me the key card, I did not want to accept it and I said...

"We exchange rooms, me.." I'm not done yet I said, Brother Jester cut it.

"It's okay.you just use that room" said Mr. Jester

I also received the key and we walked to the elevator together, in the elevator we just kept quiet until the elevator door opened on the floor of my room. I walked out of the elevator and not long, Brother Jester said..

"We'll meet in the lobby in an hour" said Jester, nodding my head and the elevator door closed.

Then I walked to my room, when I found the same number as the access card at that time I immediately entered the room and put all my belongings in place. I opened the curtains and I could actually see the Eiffel Tower from behind the window, I should have been happy but I felt dizzy then.

L'm......

***LUNA WRITING ENDS WITH A LONG STREAK WHEN IT***