I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 25

Peter then Manda, they perform and sing their last song in this competition. Unfortunately I could not concentrate on their appearance because I had to struggle with the pain I was suffering, when what I really expected was not to faint and vomit blood like I used to. Honestly, if it happens, I will definitely be shocked, because all this time I have started to rarely experience it.

Doctor Alora continued to monitor my health, my mother's father being my most loyal companion with gentle rubs in both my hair and cheeks to try to calm me down who was constantly moaning in pain. Not long ago Manda returned backstage after finishing performing her last performance in this competition, I stood up when I saw Manda walking up to me.

"Luna, how are you? is your rest enough?" manda asked me, I smiled at him and nodded.

"I'm good, thanks for asking" I replied

"I've been buying as much time as I can, hopefully it makes you have more time to rest" said Manda as she hugged me, I returned her embrace.

"Thank you for the help" I said

Slowly my embrace and Manda's embrace came off, along with the release of our embrace at that time a man who was the organizer of the event called my name. "It's time." I said in my heart, I walked to the stage. But when my mother held my step, the hand grabbed my arm.

"May it work baby, remember.you don't have to do it" mother chirped as I turned to look at her, I smiled at mother then I said...

"I'll finish it well" I said

At that moment I knew that my steps would no longer be easy, or even my voice would be bad. But it's my last point to finish what was my dream and my mom's dad's. Luna's spirit. My body..please cooperate well this time, I beg you!!

Mother hugged me and stroked my back a few times gently, after the embrace of mother came off back then Dad was already waiting to hug me alternately.

"Dad is proud of you, baby" said the father, not long ago the embrace of the father was released.

"Thank you" I said

I turned around and walked past the curtain connecting the waiting room with the stage, I told the committee what song I was going to bring. Yep... All I Ask from Adele, I'll sing the song that Grece asked for. I'm sure I can sing it well because I really feel the soul of the song, because I also feel what Adele wants to say through the song.

Not long after, I heard Aiko and Mr. West say my name. I walked back and approached the middle of the stage to get ready to perform, the lights started to go out and now there are still floodlights that lead to me. I stared at the dark sky back then and imagined the face of Brother Jester, "I wish you'd heard what I'm singing today" I murmured at the time.

Music entered the intron, I closed my eyes to live the song. I don't feel my tears dripping, my heart's messed up and I don't know why I got here. I could not even open my mouth to start singing, I just fell silent and maybe at that time my behavior made the songbirds feel astonished at me.

The accompanist stopped their play, the audience muttered the more clearly I heard along with the stopping of intro music. I was still standing petrified in the middle of the stage without doing anything, there were only tears that kept flowing down my cheeks. I slowly opened my eyes and then I looked back at the stars in the sky, I laughed.

"What happened to me. I couldn't even sing, but I was one step away. My prince..you're really mean, you know.." I muttered.

"A lunar? is there a problem?" grece asked me, the voice of Grece speaking using a mic at that time quite surprised me who was daydreaming.

"A lunar? what's up?" yohan asked, I laughed a little and I said...

"I'm sorry. I resigned from this competition." I replied.

Stopping in the middle of the competition was indeed a fatal decision, but that was all I wanted at that time. It must have been a surprising answer for many, but my choice was right for me. Grece. he must be the one who was most disappointed with the decision I made.

I heard everyone was surprised by my answer, but I didn't pay attention to it. I turned around and was about to head backstage, when I heard Grece was angry with me but I ignored him and continued to walk towards the backstage.

Backstage I was met with shocked faces from my father, mother, doctor Alora, Peter, and Manda, I knew they wanted to ask me for an explanation - they decided to quit the competition even if they just wanted to sing my last song. But I only returned their shocked and curious faces with a single word, I did not know what else to say but a word...

"I can't forgive you, my heart has so refused to go any further than this" I said.

I ran up to my father and hugged him tightly, for some reason I wanted to cry so hard in his arms. I poured out all my cries at that time, father also did not ask much what was going on. Dad just patted me on the back and tried to calm me down, not long mother hugged me who was still in my arms.

This was the last day I was in this village, a village where I got a meaning from life, a meaning from decisions and also a meaning from promises. I want to live as Peter says I want to imprint on people's hearts, but not just anyone I want my name to stay in their hearts.

I understand that if this life is nothing more than to lend to each other without ever having each other, everyone will come and go and go. What used to be as close as a pulse will one day be separated and as far as the sun... all we need to do is be a memorable figure for the person who is currently close to us and make the best use of our time together, that will be the next goal of my life.

During the day in an elite housing, a house with a typical Japanese cultural accent that makes the house look different from other houses. Inside the house there is a family room that stretches tatami, a large television with a complete home theater next to the television, and also a long sofa that stretches as a seat to enjoy the television.

On the long sofa was seen Jester was sitting while holding a pink diary belonging to Luna, while Naomi was seen lying on Jester's thigh with a slight smile line raised. Slowly Naomi turned to look at Jester who had stopped reading the contents of Luna's diary, Jester's heavy breath was heard in Naomi's ear and then slowly Naomi's hand stroked Jester's cheek.

"He managed to reach his goal even though in the end he decided not to continue the competition, is not it something good?" ask Naomi to Jester

"You're right, he fought so hard that he got to that point. With the illness he suffered, it was not easy to survive until the final" replied Jester sounding sad, Naomi was confused why Jester was sad to read Luna's remarkable achievement.

"Why sad? shouldn't we be happy reading this part of Luna?" naomi asked in surprise, Jester looked at an empty sofa right in front of her and then fell silent.

"What's up Jess? you see anything on that couch?" naomi asked, then turned her eyes to look at the sofa in front of her.

"Remember when I yelled at Luna all out in this place? he sat right in front of us at that moment with his smile, if I remember that. I feel guilty to him, I feel very evil to him.." replied Jester sounding so sorry.

"It's not entirely your fault Jess, in fact Luna covered up all the facts about her. Even if I were you, I would have done the same thing" Naomi said, trying to get Jester to stop constantly blaming herself

"But you're not doing the same thing that I do. You're accepting her presence here and thanks to you I can also accept Luna's presence in this house" Jester said with a little emotional, as quoted by Reuters, Jester sounded like he was going to cry at that moment.

"Crying if it can indeed make you relieved." capped Naomi at that time, Jester turned his head to try hard so that he did not cry by adjusting his breath and also his gaze in various directions.

"It was a heavy burden on Luna at that time.she was inflicted by you, Luke, Harry, and Grece, in the midst of her struggle with time... my tragedy with Daniel further aggravated Luna's narrow time to fulfill her wish checklist" Naomi said, breaking the silence between them

Slowly Jester's hand re-opened the diary, there Jester and Naomi saw the writing of Luna again appear after several sheets of Luna jump over. For a moment Naomi and Jester read the writing inwardly, after reading a full page when both Naomi and Jester instantly stared at each other with shocked faces.

"Isn't this writing about the incident with us in this house?!" jester and Naomi say it

Jester flipped and kept flipping through the diary until Luna's writing came to an end, Jester reading about the incident when she and Luna went to an open-air cinema in Paris first.

"This is what happened when Luna and I went to the Parisian open-air cinema!!" exclaim Jester who was surprised by Luna's writing even until when they vacation to Paris

"But there is something strange..Luna's writing from page one to page another increasingly..... ugly, I right? the pressure was getting weird.." slightly muttering Naomi said it, immediately Jester noticed the way Luna wrote from page one to the last page and it was very visible if Luna's writing increasingly vibrated like less pressure.

"You are right, it seems that since this page he has been having more difficulty writing." jester said after comparing Luna's writing on the previous page.

"You want to read it to me, Jess?" naomi Pinta

"Well, let's read what happened to him at that time, even though we already know how the story is.." replied Jester.

***FORWARD APISODE USING FIRST PERSON POINT OF VIEW AS LUNA LINCOLN***

Diaries...

I was in a city with millions of fond memories of friendship and romance. I came home to what I call home, well.a house that was so comfortable for me to live in despite my suffering from leukemia has not disappeared from my body since I was 5 years old.

I was already in the capital with my father and mother, I was back living in my previous home when I was living in the capital. It's time, isn't it? it's time to start all over again from the beginning. Correcting the mess I made because of my doubts and because I always close my ears and eyes to the opinions of others. I don't want to repeat stupidity anymore... I will fix everything perfectly, even perfectly.

God.give me time to get things done, give my body strength so I can get back to them all in good shape - fine.

I'm sure Selena's been Jester's girlfriend because of our promise, it's been two years too and I'm sure Selena can really keep both of us. Maybe it won't be as easy as I thought when I decided to get back into Jester's life, even though Selena was Jester's girlfriend... but I'm sure Selena won't be that easy to let her brother Jester fall in my arms.:).

Well, there will be no progress if I still doubt, I have to solidify my goals and my desires. All my stories started when I got Parker's family's phone number from my dad one afternoon, and one day I forgot, I called Parker's house to make an appointment to see Selena.

Unfortunately he wasn't home that afternoon.but that won't take away my will, I'll keep fighting until the last point of my life...