I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 17
"Jester listen to me, I'm sorry I lied to you, but I only knew him that day. She met me in class with Selena and she said that if she wanted to solve her problem with you, I, who also wanted to help you, finally agreed. I don't think Luke and Harry knew everything from the start" Naomi said
"If it's bad, the prison will be full" said Mr. Jester
Jesters!! I never thought of leaving you!! You're just fucked up, you're over thinking to me!!" naomi snapped offended at Jester's insinuation
At that time I wanted to break up both of them, but when this leg was about to step out of the dining room, Selena pulled my arm so I could stay. I gave a face gesture asking why I shouldn't break them, but Selena just shook her head.
"I'm the fucked up one?! I said?!! Your mind is fucked!! I don't need Luna in my life but you're imposing your will to present Luna!!" brother Jester snapped back at Naomi, my body shaking at that moment. I did not expect that Brother Jester would have the heart to yell at Naomi like that, all because of me. (.
"I'm just looking for the best way... Best for your heart.." Naomi hasn't finished speaking yet, brother Jester cut her off.
"You know my heart the most, what if I date Camilla today?! What would you say about my heart if I decided to date her?!!" timpal the Jester who cut Naomi's word
Selena and I were equally surprised at that time, the words of Brother Jester made me and Selena look at each other. From the look on Selena's shocked face, it seemed like she was thinking the same thing as me. How could Jester say such a thing right in front of Naomi? Since when did he become this kind of person?
"I'll prove to you today I'm going to date her!!" jester said, although it may be just a threat but I cannot justify his words.
Let alone Naomi, even then I wanted to cry. I seemed to be right in front of him and he yelled at me like that, I couldn't stand it anymore and I was thinking of mediating for them. But at that time Selena and I were arguing with a whisper, Selena still insisted that they both have to solve this problem themselves.
"Good... Well Jester I get it, Do it!!" suddenly Naomi screamed when she said it
Selena and I, who were arguing in the dining room, were startled by Naomi's screams. At that time Selena and I returned to pay attention to Naomi and Jester's brother who were fighting in the corridor of the house close to the entrance to the dining room.
In my heart I said "Naomi?! What are you thinking?! You can't say such a thing!"
"Just calm... I'm still your house... As far as you go, I will still be your home" Naomi said, as her clumsy voice sounded in my ears eavesdropping on their quarrels.
At that instant I understood why Naomi said that she would understand that in the end, Jester's brother would cheat with that Camilla guy, he did not want to release Jester's brother and let him go but he wanted to make his brother Jester can repay Naomi's selfishness to him. I wanted to run to hug her but I realized that if Selena was right, this was a test of their love.
But I realize... It's all because of me...
"If you want to go back... I'll always be in the same place, don't hesitate." said Naomi again with a voice so heavy, he tried very hard to be able to say it even though the crying made him unable to anymore to make him able to speak normally.
After saying that, from behind the door I saw Naomi running towards the room. Along with that Selena and I came out of the dining room, I saw Brother Jester so regretfully staring at the passing of Naomi. I realized that if Jester really only threatened Naomi with her words, I was thinking about what Jester's brother, Luke's brother, and Harry were talking about me.
Slowly the gaze of Jester's eyes turned to look at me who was still staring at him, both my eyes and his eyes were the same - showing regret. Maybe Brother Jester is sorry about what just happened between him and Naomi, while I... I'm sorry to have been the cause of Jester's sister like this, I... It shouldn't be back around him.
"Why... Why are you looking at me like that? He's obviously going to leave me, right? I'm too smart to know the charade, and you.... You won't be able to break my heart a second time!!" with a snap Jester told me
He broke his heart a second time... Well, there it is, a word that adds to my guilt to her. The heartache that Jester's sister had caused her to become like this, and I... I'm the one who should be the target of her anger, not Naomi who doesn't know anything...
My presence really opened the pandora's box in his heart, leaving only a gaping wound and making it difficult to reconcile with his own heart.
"Sister... Can we talk to you both? I'll explain.." I haven't finished saying, Brother Jester cut it off.
"No!! There is nothing you need to explain to me!! I already know everything!! You purposely brought Naomi and Selena close to me so that they would be my barrier to dating anyone but you, right?" timpal kak Jester with a clash
Whahuh? What'd he say? I don't understand, but one I can confirm from his words... That's the thing that's been talked about between Jester's brother, Luke's brother and Harry's brother that's been making me curious. The accusations they've been pointing at me, even though I don't understand what the three of them really think.
"Sorry brother.... I'm sorry.." I said it, I was no longer able to hold back my tears. I let these tears drip down and wet my cheeks, slowly I lowered my head.
"I guessed it!! Luke and Harry are right judging you!!" snapped again, I immediately shook my head to deny the accusation because my mouth was still unable to say.
"You misunderstood me, realize brother... I apologize for making you this way... You weren't like this before I hurt your heart." I said stammered, my crying really made it hard for me to speak.
Suddenly Selena walked up to Jester and stood straight in front of him, her head looking up to look at the face of Jester's sister. I didn't know what she was going to do then, but my curiosity didn't last long when Selena said...
"Sir, how did Luna plan your meeting with Naomi while you met her because you pulled Naomi's arm around the campus?" selena asked with pressure, from her voice I understood Selena was angry.
"How did Luna arrange my meeting with you when I was shocked to meet you at the entrance of the campus lobby? I never thought the man Naomi was telling me was you, and how Luna arranged for Naomi and I to have a big fight because of my evil plans with Camilla for fighting over you!! Realize that you just thought stupid!!" selena snapped so emotionally, I saw her until trembling held back her emotions.
After her last sentence, Selena turned to look at me and grabbed my arm. I looked at her face, but at that moment Selena looked down. I was quite surprised by what he said, I was curious about the full story that happened between Jester, Naomi and Selena all this time.
"Honestly, I'm disappointed in you, sister, I think Naomi and Luna think the same as me" Selena said as she walked up to pull my arm to go to Naomi's room
I had a look back to look at Jester's brother who looked petrified in his place while watching us who continued to walk left him, he said, it seems like what Selena said at the time was a consideration that Jester's sister was thinking about me, Naomi and Selena. I'm sure Jester can draw a conclusion if we're not what Luke and Harry's brother said, maybe he'll consider what Selena said.
In the room I saw Naomi sitting curled up on the mattress leaning on the couch, her crying voice so heartbreaking. His bumbling breath added to Naomi's sadness, I ran up to her and hugged her tightly.
"I'm sorry Naomi... You and Brother Jester fought like this because of me." I said as I hugged him, breaking my cry at that moment.
"Udah yes Naomi... I'm sorry you and Jester are like this... All my fault, Brother Jester had no such intention. I'm sure of that" I said again trying to calm Naomi even though I was not able to calm down with everything that happened, I was so afraid that the relationship between Jester and Naomi ran aground because of me.
"Wake me.. Pl-please... I must be in a nightmare... The jester... Help me.." sounding heartbreaking Naomi said it, her severed voice - breaking up as a whim added to my guilt.
"You're not dreaming!!" suddenly Selena snapped, I immediately let go of my embrace and turned my gaze to look at Selena who was standing not far from me and Naomi
"Selena!!" I snapped, this is not the time for Selena to say unnecessary things. I was angry with her, I didn't expect her to still not want to be a little more gentle with Naomi after she found out what had just happened to Naomi.
"Uurrgh!! All guys are the same!!! This is why I hate them!!" timpal Selena with a shout
"No!! No. gabe... Jester's different... I was just having a bad dream... Jester's gonna wake me up soon, he's gonna help me... And it'll help me.." - Kimpal Naomi
I looked back at Naomi and was quite surprised by what she had just said, she still believed that the brother Jester she saw was Jester's sister in her nightmare. Either because of her belief or because of the great love Naomi has for brother Jester which makes her feel if the evil brother Jester is brother Jester in a nightmare. In the midst of my shock at that time, things I never thought happened.
PLAKK!!!
The sound of a loud slap from Selena to Naomi suddenly happened...
I'm shocked... I until petrified for a moment to see Selena who slapped hard Naomi to make the body of Naomi who was originally sitting to fall into the mattress. I stood up and pushed Selena firmly to the point of making her fall on the floor, the attitude Selena showed made me angry at that moment.
"Selena!! What are you?!!" I snapped, Selena stood up not long and seemed to be slapping Naomi again.
I blocked her steps but so fierce was Selena's desire to keep walking closer to Naomi, "Why? Why are you like this Selena?!! Do you have no feelings? Are you really becoming someone I don't know?!" ask in my heart
"Are you conscious?!! It's conscious, right?!! This isn't a dream, Naomi!!" selena snapped as she and I pushed each other, my head was dizzy then and my eyes began to twitch - fireflies. Selena is too strong for me, I'm out of breath because I push each other with her.
"Slap again... L'm.. Still not conscious... From my nightmare.." Naomi looked over Selena's screams, I turned to look at Naomi who slowly sat back down after falling down.
"You!!!" selena snapped, but then Naomi fell back into the bed and seemed to have fainted...
Seeing her pass out caused me to panic, then Selena and I immediately approached Naomi but... Suddenly my nose was nosebleed, Selena was surprised to look at me with blood running down her nose.
Unfortunately I didn't hear what Selena said when she and I looked at each other... My eyes became blurred and then I... Fainted...