I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 45

Slowly I opened my eyes....

No one seems to know if I just fainted because my position remained in the bed and had not changed in the least since I last remembered, I sighed for a moment and then I remembered the pain I had just suffered this afternoon. To be honest, I was afraid to start moving, even just moving my fingers I didn't want to. But if I continue like this, then I cannot continue what is my dream.

Slowly I tried to shift my right hand, the pain I had suffered this afternoon left me a little traumatized to move it. But when this right hand shifted, I did not feel any significant pain. Only the pain of numbness after previously folded for a long time, I was surprised to find that the pain had disappeared. At that time I was more courageous to move this body, I sat on the edge of the mattress and tried to feel the whole body.

I don't feel pain anymore, I don't know what happened. "Could it be the effect of the medicine I took before?" in my heart, I slowly tried to stand up. Although no longer painful, but it feels like this leg does not have the energy at all to support my weight. Sure enough, when I stood up, I almost fell but I managed to hold it so as not to make me fall down.

"Uuuh... come on legs, move.." I murmured at that time.

Slowly I tried to get back on my feet and I managed to, I felt like I was floating then. It's not very hard for me to feel this sole touching the tile that makes me lose the confidence to walk, but I can't give up. The first step I took, slowly and carefully. I walked closer to the switch to turn on the room light, a bit long indeed but I was very satisfied when this hand managed to touch the light switch. But when the lights are on....

"Why.... does it still feel dark...?" I muttered at that time

There was something strange about my vision, like a black shadow covering it. This room still felt dim even though the lights had turned on, I rubbed my eyes many times but there was no change either. My current gaze felt...

"Mother!! Daddy!!!" I shouted in panic

At that moment I heard the sound of footsteps running quickly to the room, not long father and mother entered the room and immediately approached me in a state of panic.

"Luna! what's up?!!" asked my father in a panic, when the mother directly touched my cheek and I immediately looked at the faces of the father and mother alternately.

Their faces looked blurry.I was like a person who suffered from myopia but this was different, it felt dark and as if I had lost the ability to see light. I hugged my mother very tightly, I cried - so in my arms.

"Darling... Why are you? is anyone sick?" mother asked so worried about me, I shook my head many times in response to mother's question.

"No. nothing. I just miss you.... please be close - be close to me, father. mother.." I replied with tears so heavy, my body trembled violently while trying to hold back my tears but my efforts were in vain.

"We will not leave you dear, we will continue to be by your side whenever you want.Calm down, everything will be fine." said the father in a voice that sounded so soft.

"Thanks.thank you.." I said.

Slowly I let go of my embrace as well as mom and dad, they both gently stroked my head as I wiped the tears that were still left on my face. We had dinner together afterwards, with pleasant small talk making me forget what happened to me today. As the night wore on we decided to go to bed, my father and mother drove me to my room and accompanied me until I slept.

I hope that tomorrow things will get better...

But hope is only hope.My eyes are still dark, the black shadow that envelops my vision is still so felt even though I have been staring brightly today. From behind the window I stared at the side yard of the house that was supposed to be bright by the sunlight, but to me, this was nothing more than cloudy weather with very thick clouds.

I sighed and then tried to get used to what was happening to my vision, I shouldn't be complaining much right now. Just being able to move like this is already a miracle, however I must not forget who I really am. I'm just a girl with acute leukemia lodged in my body, that's all...

"Honey.. there is Selena.." said the mother who had been out since when had opened the door, I daydreamed at that time.

"Well yes, tell me to come in, ma'am" I timpal as I turned to look at my mother, not long before I saw Selena walking in and standing behind my mother.

"Siang Luna, how are you?" selena asked me, I laughed and I said...

"Very good, I've never felt this good before" I replied, mother and Selena sighed at them almost simultaneously.

"What else is that lie?" my mother told me, I laughed at my mother's innuendo.

Not long after she left my room, I and Selena were left in the room. I walked up to the bed and sat on the bed leaning against the couch, while Selena pulled the study chair to get close to me and sat down on the chair.

"Where's the plan? going well?" much

"Maybe, haah, Brother Jester pisses me off" Selena replied sounding very upset, I chuckled in response to her upset.

"When I got to their house, Naomi immediately approached me and asked where you were. So I just answered that you were busy taking care of your transfer documents, she looked sad to hear my answer" Selena replied, he hung his words for a moment and looked at me with sadness.

"Okay... Then what was their response about the vacation plan?" much

"Actually they didn't respond to any of those ideas, but I don't think Naomi would mind" Selena replied

"But.." I'm not done yet I said, Selena cut.

"Yes I know, why would I answer like that? because if Naomi doesn't mind, Brother Jester can't resist. He's a god-level bucin, so whatever Naomi's decision, Jester's sister will obey" said Selena, amused to hear Selena's words about the uncle Jester who was so clean.

But well that's how she was when she fell in love, I'm grateful Naomi was on my side even though this would be very detrimental to her. But I hope Naomi will forgive me, I don't want to fight with her at the end of my life.

"Ooh yeah, your stuff left at Jester's house is in the trunk of the car. I'll take it first" Selena chirped, then she walked over to get my things.

The day went well - fine until the time continued to pass felt so fast, did not feel the day was changed with Selena who stayed at my house all day yesterday. This morning I'll take my passport which Mr. Parker says is done, but to be honest, I was not happy to come to that office after what happened to me when I applied for a passport. Maybe I've been bothering the office boy in the office all day full of blood splattered where - where, aaa~ forgive me.:((.

Starting with breakfast with my father, mother and Selena, when it was over, Selena and I were ready to go to the government office to get passports, then we both headed to Jester and Naomi's house to continue our vacation plans to Paris. I hope everything goes well so that the rest of the time I have can be maximized well, that's my only hope this time.

After getting the passports, Selena and I went back to the house of Jester. It didn't take long until we got to the house of Jester and Naomi, when Selena had parked the car perfectly then Selena and I went down together and walked to the front porch of Jester's house to knock on the door. A little while waiting until Brother Jester opened the door for us, his face looked shocked when he saw me with Selena coming to visit

"For brother!" greet me with joy

"Ooh, you came too. In the morning all of you" said brother Jester, sounding flat, I sighed as brother Jester flipped his body to invite us into the house.

Brother Jester went into the living room and the three of us sat facing each other on a sofa, when it was sitting I immediately showed my passport that had just been so it to Brother Jester.

"I have a passport!!" I started a conversation between us

"Then why?" asked Brother Jester flatly, getting such a flat response irritated me a little.

After what happened between us, I think Brother Jester will be more sweet in front of me. But Brother Jester is still Brother Jester, I understand why he's cold to me like this. All because she already chose Naomi to be her partner, it is not good if a man is familiar with another woman when she already has a partner. What else is the relationship between me and Jester's brother that clearly Naomi knows if we used to love each other, I have to understand this...

"For the first time in my life, I could have a passport. I wanted to go to Paris to see the Eiffel Tower, so I came to take you all away" I replied.

"Duh... I have a lecture and this is also close to the midterms.." refused Jester sounded very objectionable.

"Come on kak~ want ya...?" I asked him, but Jester's refusal didn't seem to waver in the least.

"Where's Naomi, sister?" suddenly Selena asked a question in the middle of my conversation with Brother Jester, Selena's tone also sounded a little pressing and made Jester's sister surprised.

"He's still sleeping, why?" ask back to Jester

"Naomi definitely wants to go, I bet for that and if Naomi asks?" selena replied that he sounded very forcing Brother Jester, at that moment the eyes of Brother Jester was sharp towards Selena.

"Why are you forcing me?" asked Brother Jester sounded angry, but when Selena smiled cynically while saying...

"Where is my brother Jester who is always friendly, sensitive to women, and gentle to women?" asked Selena cynically, Brother Jester chuckled at that moment.

"I haven't changed, only right now I don't want to act like that until it makes you think wrong of me. There is a heart that I have to take care of, you hate me like this is also not a problem for me because I already have a commitment" replied Mr. Jester, then Selena stood up and pounded the table in front of us.

The atmosphere became hot at that time, because Selena provoked her emotions with words thrown by sister Jester. I also did not expect that love would make Brother Jester cold like this, it seemed like my plan would fall apart...

"Jess!! what - what the fuck are you acting like that?! you sound bad, you know?!" naomi asked with a slight snatch, when it was me, Selena and sister Jester also looked at Naomi who was standing at the entrance of the family room.