I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 6

My swearing at that moment made doctors Ellie and Selena surprised to look at me, we fell silent and stared at each other for a while. All the silence broke instantly as the sound of Doctor Ellie's laughter rang out, along with the sound of laughter Selena was seen putting on a look of pity while shaking her head several times.

"I feel sorry for your future girlfriend, may that man never be born in the world" Selena mocked me

"It's okay, right? There's nothing wrong with Luna's request" said Dr. Ellie, who seemed to hold back her laughter.

"But doctor.... No. I was hoping... One day I will fall in love with someone? Am I not going to hurt her with my death?" I asked and when I wanted to cry again, somehow my chest felt so crowded imagining my death by leaving the person who loved me

Loving someone in our circumstances knows that our lives will not be long is a heartbreaking thing, right?... I was scared, so scared to fall in love. I have never felt the pain of losing a loved one, but the thought of the story on television and the people around it seems very painful. And with my condition, I will give that pain to the person who loves me sincerely. Just imagining makes me sadder and more scared.

"Luna darling... All will be well, a happy heart will strengthen the condition of the body and that means... Your recovery percentage will increase dramatically" replied Dr. Ellie

The short words that meant so much to me changed a part of my life. Doctor Ellie was the beginning of my courage to return to the spirit of welcoming my recovery. I don't know if it will work or not.

Not long after Doctor Ellie said goodbye to go home. Don't forget he told me I'd be in control soon, because Dr. Richard was so worried about me

I just nodded my head in agreement even though I never promised that I would keep the message, but that seemed to be all that Doctor Ellie wanted from me. He just came home and did not seem to force me to promise, not long Selena also said goodbye to go home.

The night of the same day after I had dinner with my father and mother, we had dinner together with the silence between us. The change in my attitude since my last health check made me become more reserved, the change in my attitude that made my father and mother confused to face me.

After that silent dinner I went from the dining table to my room, at the study table in my room I began to rethink about my life which might be very short.

About mind - my cities....

About the man who might take my heart and make it opium to stay together....

Should I have that dream?

Would I be too greedy if I asked for it all with my circumstances?

I thought about it all night and didn't feel like I was asleep sitting down and my head was leaning on the table with both hands as a pillow, in my sleep that day I had a dream about a man I never knew. Somehow the content of my dream, all I remember most is his face that is like the main character in the Harry Potter film.

When I woke up I still remembered the man's face, suddenly I laughed to myself considering the face that was reflected in my mind. Her smile, her sour face, her change of expression that was so sudden - that it was all I could remember clearly. It was as if he and I had met before, but I was pretty sure none of the people I knew looked that flashy.

Long I smiled to myself imagining the man's face in my daydream, until the sound of knocking on the door of the room broke my daydream. I immediately stared at the right desk clock in front of me, I just realized if I was late for school.

That morning I was so eager to go to school that my father and mother were astonished by the change in my attitude, even though I sensed that they were both happy with the change I had experienced that morning.

Maybe for them my meeting with doctor Ellie was the cause of my smile that morning, but if that's what my father and mother thought then I said with a heavy heart wrong.

That guy's....

The face of the man in my dream that made my smile crackle that morning and burned my spirit back to enjoy the rest of my life....

At Parker's house I met Selena, I told her my dream when we were in school at recess. Selena seemed enthusiastic about listening to my story, but I was sure that in her mind it was the opposite of what she showed me.

It was as if his face wanted to say "What the hell is that guy of your dreams?", really.... Selena is not a great liar, once she lies then her smile feels heavy and her nose suddenly looks bloated.

But he said if anything makes me happy, then he'll support it. Since then Selena and I have been going around the school area looking for this guy, but it is true that we both thought that this man was not the person we had met at school.

On Sunday morning I had a guest I had not expected - coming to visit our house, Parker's family came to visit our family without any notice. My father was taking his day off at the time, so the arrival of the Parker family was a real surprise. What surprised us even more was the Parker family's offer for me, which was hard to accept but they were saying.

"I'm going to send Selena to the famous private High School in the city center, there I hope Selena is growing but she does not want to because she wants to continue one High School with Luna. So what if I'm going to cover all the costs of Luna's private high school?" said Selena's father

"Well but Mr Parker, we don't deserve that. The school was very expensive and Luna did not deserve to be there" my father replied, I nodded my head in approval of my father's refusal.

"It's Mr. Lincoln, don't think too much about it" Selena's father said

"Mr Parker, we've been very troublesome for you as you continue to finance Luna's treatment. If it's added to that." I haven't finished saying, Selena's father cut.

"Not to think about it, I did it because I wanted to" Selena's father told me, we fell silent.

"Luna~ want yes... Come donk. Pliss Pliss~" Selena chirped amid our bad taste at the offer of Selena's father, I also glanced at the father and mother who at that time seemed to give me freedom to accept or refuse.

"Can...?" I asked and looked at Selena's father and mother

Parker's family smile almost simultaneously, Selena's mother stood up and approached me and gently held my head. I have two families, so warm Parker family to me. I will not forget their kindness to me, now I have another hope that I want to have time to repay the kindness of the Parker family to me.

Since that day Selena and I have been studying together at Parker's house every time I go back to school, but it doesn't last long because I have to go back to the hospital after I go back to nosebleed and pass out. As soon as I realized, I didn't want to give up because of the Parker family's high hopes for me to enter the same High School as Selena.

I also catch up with my own learning in the hospital, not to forget I also asked Brother Justin who went to school in the same place as my destination High School to teach me. Until one afternoon when Brother Justin had a schedule to teach me in the room where I was hospitalized in Scott's hospital, I suddenly remembered about the mysterious man who was present in my dreams.

At that time I learned mathematics from him, in the middle of learning I looked at Justin's feet sharply to make him feel uncomfortable as possible.

"What's wrong? Is there something strange on my face?" justin asked when he looked uncomfortable because I was looking at him so sharply.

"No... There's just something I want to ask, but maybe it'll make you laugh" I replied but still staring at him sharply, Justin just laughed at my answer.

"I haven't told you what my thoughts are you've laughed, kesel deh~" I chuckled at him, Justin's brother stood up from his seat on the couch and walked over to me.

"Sorry, here's what makes you look at me like that" said Brother Justin as he stroked my head gently, slowly looking at his face which was right next to me.

"Is there a boy who looks like Harry Potter?" ask him

I could see how shocked Justin was when he heard my question, his smile suddenly disappeared and looked at me in astonishment.

"Why?" justin asked in surprise, I turned my gaze to the window that immediately showed how bright it was that afternoon because I was embarrassed to answer his question.

"Because.... The hum... Because it's.... I dreamt of the man." I answered flatly, but Brother Justin did not respond to me at all.

I turned my eyes back to look at her because Justin did not respond to my answer for a long time, but I found Justin smiling as I looked at him.

"You're in love with that guy?" ask Justin to me

"Ti's... Nah! I didn't say it like that!! I'm just.." I haven't finished yet, I replied, Brother Justin again stroked my head gently and still smiled at me.

"Find the answer yourself, pass with a satisfactory grade and then go to the same High School as me then you will soon know about the answer to your question" Justin said