I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 21

I shed tears as I listened to Adele's All I Ask...

I don't know why, when that song feels so piercing my heart, especially on the lyrics "If this is my last night with you", he said", at that moment I could see clearly the smile of Brother Jester. As if she was right in front of me, I muttered "I want to spend my day with you"

The sound of knocking on the door was heard in the middle of me still enjoying the song from Adele, I who was sitting in a chair facing the window of the room turned to look at the door of the room. After wiping away the tears, I got up from my seat and approached the door to open it. I saw my father and mother neatly and prepared to take me to where I was going to perform in the final, where I was going to achieve one of my dreams.

"Darling, aren't you ready?" asked the astonished mother who saw me still wearing my home clothes, I sighed for a moment before answering mother's question.

"I.. lost my spirit." I replied sadly.

"Are you all right, honey? are you sick?" father asked me, I responded with a headband.

"I'm fine, it's just.." I hung up my answer at the time.

Me, my dad and mom were silent for a moment, they were waiting for me to talk about what I was thinking that night. But I don't seem to want them to know if what I'm feeling is. My deep longing for my prince, for Jester's brother, that's a ridiculous excuse if I tell my mom and dad.

"Luna, what's wrong?" my mother asked a little forcefully but her voice sounded soft, I shook my head a few times.

"Nothing, I'm fine, ma'am." I replied.

"Dad and mom know you're not okay, you can tell us anything. Don't hesitate" daddy timpal

"It's about. Grece's request to me, he asked me to sing a song from Adele all I ask.." I said a little stammered.

"Isn't that a good song? I'm sure you can sing it very well" said the father with confidence, then I threw away face avoid eye to eye with father.

"The problem is the meaning of the song, I arrived - arrived - miss the brother Jester" I chimed in the words of the father with sadness, he said, at that time the father and mother began to understand what happened to his daughter who was often upset.

"Ooh yes yes..dad understood.." chirped the father with a heavy breathing sound that sounded.

"Darling, this is your last appearance. After this is done you can go back to the capital and meet young master Jester" said the mother as she patted my shoulder, I turned to look into my eyes and then I said...

"Did you think Jester's mother would want to see me again after what I did to her?" I asked in a pressing tone, my father and mother fell silent.

"I'll get ready" I chanted as we were silent for a while, I then closed the door and immediately made preparations.

Wearing my best clothes that I have prepared since this morning, along with the accessories - accessories, do not forget I put on my face thin - thin so as not to look too pale. After feeling I was ready, I wanted to leave immediately and finish the competition. But when I was about to turn off the light switch, at a table near the switch I saw the cell phone giving Selena arrived - suddenly lit.

I don't know what happened, I saw the process of the phone was starting to operate even though I didn't touch it at all. After finishing the process, I could immediately see the face of Selena who became the wallpaper of the phone. I realized Selena and I had the same accessories back then, a silver necklace.

I took my foot to the bed and took my memory box which I placed under the bed, in the city I searched for the silver necklace accessories I wanted to use today. When I unpacked the contents of the box I saw this diary book, slowly my hand took this book and began to open the first sheet... I saw a picture of me with my brother Jester when we were in the middle garden of the labyrinth, my smile and his smile seemed to them signify we were happy at that time.

On the second page.I read my first writing, how confused I was when I had to write at the selfish request of my prince, my tears were dripping down the diary book. I closed the book slowly because I was no longer strong enough to read it, but there was something propping up the dairy book.

I opened the diary and then I saw a small note that became a prop, I was confused by the existence of the note. "What'sthis? whose writing?" I muttered, I paid close attention to whatever was in the note and realized something.

Something I didn't have time to write down on the diary, the wish of Jester who said he wanted to go to Paris France and visit many places. Brother Jester told me about the beauty of Paris, at that moment I recorded all the beauty of Paris from the words - said Mr. Jester in a small note. I summarize it in a wish that I will do someday with Brother Jester, I re-read the list that is written...

***Fill in small note Luna***

Vacation to Paris together with brother Jester as promised

Watching an open-air cinema like my brother Jester told me

Visiting cafes - popular cafes that kak Jester told me about

Sailing on the Seine river

Photographs at the Eiffel, Louvre Museum, Arc de Triomphe, Notre Dame Cathedral, and Luxembourg Gardens

***Note content ends***

The sound of Jester's story seemed to revolve in my head, I heard his every word and his story and then I poured it into this little note. At that time I also remembered about my promise to brother Jester to accompany him there, "But now.

The sound of knocking on the door rang out and made me a little surprised, I immediately wiped away every tear left on my face. Not forgetting I returned to tidying up my makeup, when I was ready I also came out of the room. In front of the room, my father and mother were waiting for me with faces that looked so worried about me. I smiled and looked at them and said....

"I'm ready, let's get this over with" I said with a smile on my face, father and mother returning my smile and holding me as a child.

They still treat me like a child, they even take me on the right and on the left and take me closer to the car. Father opened the door for me, and mother led me to enter. I smiled back at them and said "Thank you" and the car door closed, when my fake smile came off...

My head was messed up, my mood was broken, and my emotions were turbulent as if this heart was struggling - not wanting to leave. I don't know what's going on, "Does this have anything to do with the song I'm going to play?" I asked in my heart, in the middle of my daydream, my father suddenly said...

"Are you ready?" father asked, his voice breaking my daydream.

"I'm ready dad" I replied

"Alright, let's get this over with and get ready for the capital!" my father excitedly said it

"Yeey, our son will be a star" exclaimed the mother chimed in on the father's words, while I just laughed in response to the spirit of the two of them.

A few minutes passed and we both had trouble getting into the village multipurpose building because of the crowd of visitors that night, my father and mother were surprised by the crowd. When we were busy looking for a parking lot, there were some people from the village who knew I had come. They led Dad to a special parking lot for the villagers, when I was about to go down some of the people said that I should not just go down.

Dad asked why and they answered that if there were a lot of people here who wanted to see me, they claimed to be my fans and sometimes their behavior was a bit out of control. Some villagers asked me to come with them so that I would arrive at the participants waiting room safely, without a second thought I immediately accepted their offer.

In the midst of the crowd, I protected the villagers so that my path to the backstage could run smoothly. Where I met Peter and Manda who were my last competitors in this competition, they were happy to see me who came late because they thought I had a problem with my health.

"I did not expect to get to the final and fight for the second champion" Manda said at the time

"Aren't you supposed to fight for champion one?" ask me for wonder

"That's yours, the point we're so far away.where might I be able to catch up with you" replied Manda annoyed, I chuckled when I heard it.

"Hey Lunar, how are you feeling?" peter asked, I was silent for a moment and then I looked at Peter's eyes sharply.

"I'm happy, of course I'm happy" I replied.

"You didn't ask me back?" peter asked again to quip me, then Manda nudged Peter's arm hard enough.

"He won't care about you, you son of a bitch!" manda snapped at Peter, I laughed a little and asked...

"You guys, how are you feeling?" much

"I still love you like I used to, but now I don't care what you are and who you like. I'm not asking for anything from you, although of course I want you to like me someday. But now, I've had enough of this" Peter replied with a smile to me

"What the fuck is that? why even express feelings?!" manda snapped at that moment, I laughed in response to Peter's reply.

"Look, I seem to understand how you feel" I chimed in with my laughing voice, for a moment we laughed together.

"What about you, Manda?" much

"I don't know, I know everything but I can't change anything. It's sad." replied Manda.

"No, I understand how you feel. In fact, the longer we live, the more we will understand if life is about acceptance of reality" I concluded with a heavy smile

"Luna.." chirped Manda at me, then I smiled looking at them alternately.

"Actually I, who used to hate myself, cried and cried every day.... But now it's okay, because I've made friends with people I really want to make friends with... It's myself" I said