I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 36's

After singing I took a long breath and exhaled slowly, my eyes were now fixed on Mike from behind the glass. She smiled at me, I returned her smile and removed the headset that was stuck to my ear and placed it back on the holder. Slowly I came out of the recording room and I saw Mike standing up from his seat clapping, he came up to me and patted me on both shoulders with a very proud look.

Being in a soundproof room with a mic for singing, outside the room the music technician and vocalist control for the sound to be beautifully heard. It's very thick with the atmosphere of recording famous singers out there, isn't it? And I was already in this spot, one by one my dreams came true.

Brother Justin is a figure who helps my dreams come true, one of which is to become a singer. But believe me, my meeting with my prince also had a share of Justin's brother. And my prince often accompanied me through every activity.

"You've grown so much after your first performance, Mike is sure you'll be the lead singer of the school" exclaimed Mike to me, I blushed and replied with a smile.

"Where sir? did Luna win her audition?" ask the Jester who just approached us

"Sir Mike thinks yes, but it depends on the other two judges. This recording will be given by Mike to another jury and a vote will be made, Mr. Mike has personally made a choice" replied Mike

"You have one voice even before the audition is over, happy Luna. I'm proud of you!!" exclaimed Brother Jester to me, I brought my body closer to his body and hugged him tightly until it made Brother Jester surprised.

"Yeah! Luna!! there's a teacher here!!" jester said in a panic, I shook my head several times in response to his words.

"Ka.. you why? since then you have behaved differently." asked Brother Jester, I laughed and let go.

my embrace.

"Nobody.I'm just happy" I replied and then I saluted Mike to withdraw from the studio.

After getting permission to leave the studio, I turned around and walked out followed by Brother Jester. I know he wants to keep forcing me to answer my weirdness today, but my prince is really understanding. And if forced, I don't really understand why I want to keep sticking to Brother Jester....

In front of my class I heard the teacher teaching, I looked at Brother Jester who was still following behind me. With just a glance, Brother Jester understood that I wanted to ask him to help me speak to the teacher who taught in my class. Her smile looked sweetly at me, then her hand now turned to the door algae and opened it slowly.

I don't know. despite being curious but I have no desire to pry the origin of Brother Jester...

I was again surprised by the attitude of the teacher in front of Brother Jester, my teacher looked shocked when he saw that the one who opened the classroom door in the middle of the lesson was Brother Jester....

"Sorry sir, I only have the need to take Luna back to class because she was auditioning for vocals" Jester said as she walked up to the teacher

"Ooh of course - of course, Luna immediately returned to your seat" said my teacher, I bowed before her as she walked up to my desk.

"There's a need for Gates?" ask my teacher, with a headband and a smile, Jester answered the teacher's question.

Jester turned around and left the classroom and closed the door again, the lesson began again. I followed the lesson with pain all over my joints, a pain that I had never felt for a long time now bothered me again. All day long I felt tormented, but I was still able to hold on until I came home.

After being escorted by Jester to Parker's house, I fainted right in Selena's room. They took me to the hospital because the blood from my nose has not stopped since I fell unconscious, I lost my moments again for a few weeks...

For the umpteenth time, it would probably be an infinite number for me to lie in a hospital like this. Don't ask me again how bored I am with this situation, but the happiness and passion I have created can bring me to realize my dreams, right? I have to get back excited, my prince has not even officially declared his love, right?

I don't know what Mr. Jester would have thought of me then. It went away again for almost two weeks... When I woke up from my coma, I asked in my heart if this time Brother Jester would know my situation...

Selena and Brother Justin worked together for me to lie to Jester's brother, Luke's brother and Harry's brother who tried to find me, Selena said if Jester's sister had started to doubt his words even Justin's sister. A few times Jester's brother had been waiting for me in front of my house, but all he got was an uninhabited empty house because mom and dad kept me in the hospital all day.

My heart was so relieved that one day Dr. Richard and Dr. Ellie came to my room in the hospital...

"There was swelling in the spleen, we were worried that this would make Luna unable to carry out her activities as usual" said Dr. Richard when she was in my room

"Huh...? what...?" what's the...?" chirps me, I was like I was struck by lightning in the middle of hearing what Dr. Richard had just said.

"Luna.. You rest first yes, focus first on healing.." Dr. Ellie's dream.

"Ta. but I can't, I. I just auditioned to be a school singer. I. I don't want to. It's over... I don't want this to end." I said with tears rushing out of my eyes...

My mother approached me and hugged me tightly to calm my cries, the room suddenly became so quiet and only the sound of my crying dominated the room...

"Doctor, what to do at a time like this?" ask my father to break the silence

"The most effective way is to immediately cure the leukemia suffered by Luna, in addition to intensive examination also needs to be done to keep the swelling is not getting bigger. And the main thing is to reduce strenuous activities such as exercise, that's all that can be done now" replied Dr. Richard

"But I just want to go to school! I just want to hang out with my friends!! I want to enjoy my life out there, not in the room all day like this!!!" I snarled at the doctors

"Luna.. if you can recover quickly, you can do your routine activities again" said Dr. Ellie.

"But everything will be too late..all will go without me...what's the point again when I return but all the circumstances have changed completely?!!" say

"This week you just have to follow all the therapy, after that you can see the results. Not as long as you imagine, would ya..?" talk to Dr. Ellie

I was swept away in my grief and in my cries, with the bundles of my head responding to Doctor Ellie's persuasion of me. I was so desperate back then, I just wanted to stay in school and run my days as usual. But now everything seemed to be completely destroyed, right on that day, I again lost the spirit to live...

"Luna.. eat yes.." persuaded Selena to me while giving a mouthful of porridge to me.

The next day after the doctor's visit in my room, now Selena who accompanied me spent my dark weekday. I shook off his hand that was about to bribe me, I fell silent again and washed away in my daydream.

"Luna~" said Selena trying to persuade me back

"Whoever to eat or not to. I will die soon." I said.

"Luna!! you can still be so.." Uncompleted Selena said, I cut her off with anger

"Cured?!! I've been doing this for over four years and all I've found is like this!!! know what you know about me?!! you can only talk without knowing what I'm suffering from!!!" I snatched at him

We were silent and looked at each other... Selena was so shocked by my clasping and I suddenly regretted what had just happened. I threw away my face to avoid looking at my best friend who cared so much about me, but I was in a state of chaos. My emotions are out of control...

"Sorry Selena. I don't mean to hurt your heart with my words. Please don't put it in your heart.." I said regretfully.

"You want to yell at me like anything, I'll never put it in my heart. What you say is true, I'm just a person who can talk without ever understanding what you're suffering from" Selena said, I was surprised and looked at Selena but all I found was a smile.

"I just want you to be happy. Although today will be our last day, I don't care... I can only give you a spirit so that you keep trying to heal.. Don't despair Luna~ spirit is back as it used to be.." with tears Selena said it, I could no longer hold back my tears.

We hugged very tightly, I broke all my emotions and all my disappointment with a cry in Selena's arms. I don't know when this will end.. Am I going to die? or will I be healed? I can't feel where my body is going, one thing is certain...