I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 3: Episode 22

"Luna" said Justin at the time

I didn't expect to meet her at a time like this, I was surprised because to be honest I hadn't prepared my heart when I met her. He once expressed his love for me either because he was in love with me or just because he felt sorry to see my situation, his existence in my life could not be denied if I ever felt... Comfortable with him.

But what surprised me more was the figure of the woman behind Justin's sister, when I saw the figure of Grece with a little difference in his appearance. The long hair that reached his back now he cut to his shoulders, the clothes he was wearing also looked sportier than usual. "Is it possible that he was heartbroken by my decision and then he changed his appearance like this huh? What about Aiko and Yohan's fate?"

"Sister Justin? Long time no see, you haven't changed much" I said back his greeting, to be honest I might have been silent long enough to make Grece look at me so sharply.

At the same time I saw Justin's legs stunned looking at me with a smile, maybe it made Grece jealous. Wait for... Yeah, he looks jealous... What don't - don't... "They're dating? How could? My goodness Justin, it's lucky that you can get a woman like Grece. Besides being pretty, he's also a rich kid, right?" I said in my heart, when the pinch of Grece's hand towards Justin's leg made him realize from the daydream.

"Why do you look at him like that?!!" grece snapped at Justin's feet as they looked at each other, his jealousy so pronounced in my ears.

I chuckled at Grece's words, but they were really lovers. Who would have thought that Justin would get a girlfriend like Grece while me and him are the lower class? I wonder how they met, though I'm sure that Grece started the approach between them :)

"Your boyfriend? Beautiful~" I praise while smiling at Grece, it seems he really does not remember who I am even though the incident only happened a few months ago.

I commend him for damping the jealous flames that were blazing so hot, other than that Grece's new appearance made him fresher but that's all I'm telling you honestly. I didn't expect the world to be this narrow, I had to go back to meeting with Grece after everything that happened between us and his status was Justin's girlfriend.

Sure enough, Grece immediately turned to look at me with sparkling eyes. He looks happy with the compliments I made, Grece is still the Grece I know.

"Werner Grece! The second son of Werner Turner, the owner of the largest television and media network in the country, you can call me Grece, but if you add a beautiful one too gapapa! I'm Justin's most beautiful girlfriend!" said Grece introducing himself while holding both hands, I laughed at his words.

"Luna Lincoln's... There's nothing to explain about me, it's nice to meet you. I hope we can be good friends" I said

When Grece's smile suddenly disappeared and then he looked at me very sharply, it seemed that Grece was starting to realize who I was. Suddenly I panicked, I was afraid that Grece would recognize me at that moment. I'm sure I've disguised myself well, my long wig hair has made me different from what Grece used to see me in the past, not to mention makeup to make me look younger and not pale, of course, Grece will not realize the appearance of my high school days with what he has seen so far when I was in the village.

Amidst my panic, brother Justin arrived - suddenly patted Grece's shoulder to attract his attention. Grece's eyes now turned to Justin's brother, slowly Grece's hand was released from my hand. For a while it seems like I survived Grece's suspicions, should I thank Justin for that? But it looks like he'll be confused as to why - suddenly I thank him, I just smile at Justin's brother.

"Grece, I want to talk to Luna. Can you leave us first?" pinta Justin's sister on Grece

Not only Grece, I was surprised when I heard Justin's request. "Why did he arrive - suddenly want to talk to me? Does he want me to stay away from Jester's sister because it's possible that Justin's feet hate me and support Naomi right? Selena's story about Jester's sister Naomi and everything involved lets me know who Justin's sister is" I said in my heart.

"What is a secret - a secret? I don't like it!" kind of snapped at Grece saying so

"It's important, please leave us for a moment" Justin replied to Grece

Without a word Grece seemed to accept Justin's request even though his heart felt dislike, he turned around and walked away from us just like that. Brother Justin was sitting right in front of me, he smiled again when our eyes looked at each other but I did not return his smile.

"No, I'm sure you misunderstood what I wanted to ask. I just wanted to ask, what changed your mind to do this?" justin asked me, his eyes now look pity on me.

My smile was suddenly heavy for me to lift back up, hearing the voice and also the look full of pity from Brother Justin made me think back to my past. I was so sorry why I only realized when I was just counting days, I might not be able to complete all of my last dream lists in time. If only I hadn't run away from trouble... Maybe now I have completed all those dreams, regrets always appear behind. Well yeah... Only that word can cure my regret all this time, how foolish I am.

"I... I just want to finish what I have to finish first.... Running away from problems will not make the heart peaceful, but my time is not much either.... I feel lucky that Jester's girlfriend is a woman as good as Naomi, so I can run to reach my goal" I replied in a slightly trembling voice because I wanted to cry back then, justin's breath was heard.

"As someone who knew about you from the beginning... I didn't expect you to make this decision in the last seconds" said Justin's sad-sounding brother, at that moment I realized if I even made Justin's brother worry about me.

"I'm sorry to worry you, brother and I'm sorry I rejected your love" she said with a smile.

This is a golden opportunity for me to say sorry to him, I have troubled him all this time with all my worries and follies. At least I hope that my apology and my regret will be well conveyed to him, because Justin is one of the most valuable people in my life. I don't want to leave this world with a scar on Justin's heart, though I don't know what reason he fell for me.

"It's okay and it goes without thinking, I just want to accompany your days. But I was surprised because you also rejected Jester, I couldn't understand what you were thinking back then. May I know what you're thinking?" justin asked, sounding very curious about what happened two years ago when I rejected Jester's love statement, we also looked at each other with serious facial expressions even though we were both speechless.

"No" I answered briefly, and then I laughed, breaking the tense and serious atmosphere between us, probably because I felt bullied at that time Justin's brother also laughed with me.

"Not to discuss the past, I now have no more than thirty days and I will not waste it again with my stupid thoughts. Will you accompany me until I leave? I want to create memories with you" I asked him, I smiled as sincerely as possible and hoped that Justin would accept my request.

"I will solve your problems with Luke and Harry, hopefully you can be happy Luna." said Justin as he stood up from his seat, not long after that Justin's brother turned around and left me there.

I looked at his back that was walking away from me, and then I realized how dependent I was on Justin's shoulder. If it wasn't for Justin... Maybe it was not strange that I wanted to end my life long ago, he who always accompanied me all this time and suddenly I disappeared from him without any news for two years. Even when I came back, now I have to bother him again over a problem I don't know but it involves Luke's brother and Harry's brother as Justin said.

After I couldn't see Justin, I looked back at the book I was carrying. I went back to reading that little note and wished I could get to Paris, something I might never have written in this diary because I never expected me and Jester to get there. This was our chat when we were in High School, about how much I liked Mr. Jester in Paris. I who was not sure at that time could accompany him, of course something like this will only be a burden for me when I write it.

Ninety minutes passed, I felt someone walking up to me. I closed the little note and then turned my eyes to look at the approaching person, I saw Brother Jester as he stood looking at me with his flat face. Not wanting to be provoked by her expression, I returned with a sweet smile to her.

"I've been thinking hard all morning finding out... What really stuck in my heart about me... You and... Festival square" sir Jester broke the silence between us

"Naomi's Pandora's box really made you forget, sister, don't I want to reopen it?" my question was full of regret, the sound of heavy breathing brother Jester was heard at that time.

"Honestly, I want to close it tight - close and if I can, I also want to throw it far away... But Naomi made me realize that what I want is only a temporary relief from my heartache for you and not getting anything done, I will now struggle with all my might to forget you down to the roots" replied Brother Jester then he turned and walked away from me towards the campus parking lot

I could only be silent when I heard her words, I don't know what I could say at a time like this. Brother Jester really showed me how much he hates me, even though it is natural and I can accept it but still it makes me sad. I stood up and followed Jester behind him, and we became two strangers who had to walk together.