I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 16

I fell asleep at night with all my thoughts about Selena and Manda, that night I had a dream about Selena crying so sad. Selena stood somewhere and her eyes looked at the man standing right in front of her, her tears so rushing down her cheeks and dripping profusely soaked the ground. I ran up to her to calm Selena's cry, but suddenly Selena turned to look at me and said...

"All because of you!!!" snarl at me

I woke up from my sleep in shock, my breath gasping and very irregular. At that moment I wanted to contact Selena to ask her how she was doing, so I got out of bed and took my memory box under the bed. In the box I saw the diary, my school uniform, the clothes I wore on my first date with my prince, the pictures of me with Jester's brother, Luke's brother, Harry's brother, justin and Selena, and the cell phone Selena gave me on our birthday.

I pressed the power button to turn it on, but the phone is running out of power. I immediately unpacked the contents of my memory box and looked for my phone charger, as soon as I met I immediately stuck it in the nearest outlet and waited for it to light up. Not long the phone screen was on, I waited for the process until the phone was really operable.

When I could immediately see Selena's face being my phone wallpaper, I remembered about our birthday that we celebrated together. I felt my tears now well up in my eye bags when I remembered all my memories with Selena, I wiped those tears and immediately made a call to Selena. But unfortunately.my phone has lost its signal, I have to buy a new number in order to contact Selena.

"Oh my goodness, why must it be now" I murmured.

I came out of the room to find my father and asked for a solution, but unfortunately I could not find my father. When I saw the garage and didn't find the car there, I knew I was going to town. There was only a busy looking mother in our garden, I walked up to my mother and said...

"Mother.I want to go to town." I asked her, and she was surprised and looked at me.

"Huh?! why do you want to go to town?!" ask my mom to panic

"I.. want to meet Selena." I answered.

"Why is young Parker?! is he sick? or is he having something unfortunate?!" ask mommy in a still panicked tone

"Well, ma'am, I was just worried about him because of the promise I made to him." I replied, my mother breathed a sigh of relief when she heard my answer.

"Ooh. I guess what, of course I can. What did you do to this beautiful daughter of my mother? later say the same father yes" said the mother while stroking my head gently, I smiled looking at the face of the mother who loved me so sincerely.

Not long after I heard someone say my name from a distance, my mother and I turned to look at the source of the voice. At the end of the road in front of the yard, I saw Peter waving from the car. Peter directed his car into my yard, after parking perfectly when Peter went down and walked over to me and my mother.

Peter told my mother that if he wanted to take me around the village, I rejected him but she supported Peter's idea and said it was good for me to get to know the village better. I who seemed to have no choice but to refuse finally asked Peter to wait for me to prepare, I just said if I just woke up and it took a long time for me to be ready. But only the sound of laughter from mother and Peter that I received, it seems that the girl who woke up during the day had no effect whatsoever on Peter's eyes.

Thirty minutes I spent preparing for breakfast and taking my medicines, peter and I say goodbye to my mother and Peter tells my mother to take me to the beach where only the native villagers know how to get to the beach. Peter promised to go home before dusk, and mom let us both go.

Fifteen minutes passed for us to arrive at the beach mentioned by Peter, a very beautiful beach with so much white sand, very calm waves, he said, and also the water was so clear bluish until I could see the sand on the beach water so clear.

Maybe my eyes were too sparkling at that time to invite laughter from Peter, he invited me to come down and enjoy the beach. Without a second thought I immediately went down and walked closer to the beach, I took off the two sandals I was wearing that day and let these feet come into direct contact with the soft white sand.

I continued walking until I approached the beach and let the waves wet my legs, the breeze - a typical beach hit me just like that. From behind I heard Peter's laughter, I felt him walking towards me and stopped right next to me. We were together staring at the furthest line of the beach and enjoying the beautiful scenery together - the same, my smile was so bright at the time.

"Hows it? indite? you will never regret coming here" Peter broke the silence between us.

"Well, this is one of the most beautiful beaches I've ever been to, thank you for bringing me here" I replied

"What the... Manda tell you?" peter asked suddenly - arriving in such a serious tone, I gasped at his question and fell silent for a moment.

"I said I couldn't accept his love because I thought of him as a friend." replied Peter stammered, I exhaled loudly so that Peter would understand if I didn't want to hear a lie from him.

Maybe at that time Peter really understood if I did not like the answer, Peter threw away his face to avoid looking at me. Then I saw him thinking so hard that he had to sigh, but I let him do whatever he could to tell me honestly about what really happened between Peter and Manda.

"I turned it down because I didn't love her, how could I possibly date someone I didn't love?" peter told me, I was immediately shocked

I wasn't jolted by Peter's answer at the time, but because I imagined that the one who said the word was, I forced Selena to love Jester but I forgot what if Jester couldn't love Selena? is that why Selena was crying in my dream?

"You can work on it, right?! give Manda time to prove her love for you, at one point you will get used to accepting her love!!" I snatched at him

Peter looked at me with his face, probably because I was so impressed to force Peter to accept Manda's love. But for me. I was facing my brother Jester who rejected Selena's love for him, I really saw the shadows of my brother Jester on Peter. Realizing I was hallucinating, I threw away my face to avoid looking at Peter.

"A lunar? why are you... impressed so forcing me?" peter asked me, I was surprised and tried to find a reason that might be reasonable enough.

"Aaa. yes... Manda looks so in love with you, she confides in me and says she has changed everything to make you fall in love with her" I replied in a panicked tone, my stupidity happening again... I should have known that if I wasn't good at lying, Peter laughed at my reasoning.

"Lunar, I know you're lying. Do you remember something similar to what Manda and I went through?" peter asked me with a voice of laughter heard in every sentence

"Ti...no! there are no lies!! I was just thinking about Manda!!" I snapped at him, Peter suddenly pulled my shoulder so I wouldn't keep avoiding looking at him.

"Lunar, you may tell me what's bothering you right now. I want to hear what reason you seem to be forcing me to accept Manda's love, maybe it'll change my mind about Manda" she said, forcing me, I can only be silent in Peter's eyes.

"You said you dumped the man you love and he's too tall to be compared to me, what happened? why did you dump that guy?" peter asked again to force me to talk, not feeling my tears dripping at that moment.

Seeing me cry suddenly - it was like it made Peter panic and then take his hand off my shoulder, I covered my face with both hands and lowered my head. "Don't cry.don't cry Luna.." I said in my heart so that I could be calmer, the awkward atmosphere was so felt at that moment.

We decided to sit on the sand right under a palm tree that was so lush, we were still silent for a long time while enjoying the beautiful view of the beach during the day. I also do not know what to melt the awkward atmosphere in what way, very strange indeed when we cry in front of people we do not know well.

"I'm sorry if I asked you something sensitive." Peter broke the silence between us, I sighed and tried to keep my heart feeling calmer.

"I'm the one who's sorry.I'm suddenly crying, I'm sure you must be panicking." I chimed in with a little laugh.

"Don't think about it, it's all because I forced you to make it.." Peter said, I cut it.

"His name is Jester Gates, a man who was present in my dreams and met in the real world surprisingly. He was the man who became my first love and I was his first love, a love story that should have ended perfectly and happily" I slowly stared at Peter's pensive face looking at me.

"But fate was so evil to me, I had to separate from it because of the misfortune that befell me" I continued my earlier sentence

"Fortunes?" peter asked me, I smiled at him and I said..

"I'm a girl with leukemia." I replied.