I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Season 2: Episode 4

I walked back to the audition room to see Alora's father, mother and doctor waiting for me in the room, maybe they are currently anxiously waiting for me because it seems like they are hoping that I will pass the audition.

Sure enough, when I opened the connecting door between the participant waiting room and the audition room at that time I saw that Alora's father, mother and doctor were already standing waiting for me in front of the door. The anxious faces of the three were so visible when we looked at each other, I smiled then showed my golden ticket.

I cried out happily to see my golden ticket, my mother was moved in tears at that moment and doctor Alora immediately sat down limp on the floor looking so relieved. While me... Confused about what to do, I just stood still while staring at the golden ticket continuously.

"With this... I may return to the capital." I said in a worried heart.

My daydream came to a halt as my father and mother hugged me and congratulated me, the proud laughter of my father was so heard in my ears and the congratulations of my mother who was still crying moved me to feel relieved to have been able to make the two parents who loved me so much proud of me who was useless these.

"Dad... Mothers... If I win... I'm going back to the capital." I muttered, as soon as father and mother fell silent with shocked faces looking at me.

"I knew my mom and dad would be surprised... Do I have to... Just back?" I asked because my father and mother were silent, the two looked at each other for a while and then looked back at me at the same time.

Of course that expression they displayed, the decision to move away from the city was my request. Sacrificing a lot of things they did to fulfill my selfish desires, then when there was a choice to return to the city, they must have thought only of me, yes.

"If you don't want to go back there, retreat is okay" replied the father

"Mother will always support whatever your decision is, so all decisions are in your hands dear" said mother, I sighed for a moment.

"But... Maybe there will be more trouble if I have to return to the capital, will it not trouble father and mother anymore? I've been troubling you so often." I haven't finished my sentence, mom and dad hugged me tightly.

"Father and mother never feel bothered by you dear" chirped father chimed my words

That template phrase that every parent always says, that's how they love me. Then to put all this aside again.I don't think I want it to happen, I want this time to be a Luna who is optimistic again and makes my father and mother proud of my achievements.

"We know you're trying hard to make us proud, but nothing could make us happier than the sound of your first cry when your new mother gave birth to you. So stop thinking if you're troubling us" said mom

The soft voices of my parents moved me, dissolving me in their arms. A frozen heart is like melting, everything tired is like melting and disappearing. Now, they're the most comfortable place for me.

"Thank you~" I muttered

Suddenly I almost fell because my legs were weak, panicked father and mother immediately tried to help me stand up but doctor Alora instead laughed a little at that time. The father and mother who were confused as to why doctor Alora was laughing instantly turned her eyes to look at doctor Alora, while I returned the laughter of doctor Alora with my little laugh.

"You've tried so hard, Luna, congratulations... Doctor Alora is proud of you" said Dr. Alora

"Doctor! Luna almost fell again! Why even laugh?" kind of snapped at me saying that

"Dad... I'm just relieved that my nervousness is over, it's okay" I said

"That's right, Mr. Lincoln, Luna is fine" said Dr. Alora, as she walked up to us in her wheelchair.

"Do you feel the spirit of life again, dear?" doctor Alora asked me as she stretched out her hands to help me stand up, I welcomed her helping hand.

"I feel... Glad, thank you for giving me this opportunity doctor" I said as I walked toward my wheelchair with the help of Dr. Alora

After I sat in that wheelchair, Doctor Alora knelt down before me and looked at my face with her smile.

"Life is about goals and pursuing those goals will make you happy, Luna... Nothing will stop you from being happy except yourself, break that wall of suffering you built yourself and start stepping in to get happiness" Alora said in a gentle tone

Not exactly the same sentence, but even two years ago a doctor Ellie very often gave a sentence of motivation for me. You could say, he was the first person who made me know the word spirit, but.. Luna is still the unstable Luna. Aaah.. regret always coming at the end, right?

I pensively heard her words and tried to think about what Doctor Alora had just said, it might be true that I suffered all this time because of my own actions... The words Selena said at our last meeting came back to my head...

"Will I be happy if I decide to remain in the capital with my prince? Maybe I am, but I see the sad face of Brother Jester when I know about my situation... Will it make me happy?" I murmured when night had come, I re-thought about the past before finally falling asleep due to the influence of the drugs I was taking.

In the morning, I woke up from my sleep, my body felt so light unlike the previous days. I don't know why, but there's something in my heart that makes me want to... Smile themselves...

Slowly I tried to stand up without any help, I felt like I had the energy for it and sure enough... At that time my legs felt very strong to support my frail body, I laughed a little and was so happy.

Oh yea.. Luna is now very different from Luna 2 years ago. Now I have hair and it's been all shoulder length again, although no longer thick. At least not bald, pretty more comfortable to see right?xixixi... Quitting chemotherapy made me have my hair back, with my body getting thinner and a face that accentuated the bone structure making me look more like a lump of skin-clad bone. Plus a face that always looks pale, with an appearance like this where can I be an idol..but there is no harm in trying right?!

After that I walked out to meet my father and mother in the front yard, I knew they must be there because since they had no job after resigning from the Parker family... To sustain the life of our small family, father and mother decided to become fruit farmers by utilizing the land in the front yard of the house.

When my father and mother saw me walking alone to meet them in the front yard, I saw the happy faces of both of them. They ran up to me and hugged me at the same time, a love of father and mother that made me able to hold on all this time.

After that we had breakfast together in a small hut close to the father and mother's garden, so it felt that my father and mother were happy with my health development. My father and mother told me a lot about the beautiful things of the outside world, maybe they wanted to lure me so I asked to be escorted around this village. But I'm still not interested in it, because I just want to live with my father and mother until the end of my life.

Not long after a black luxury car parked right in front of our house, the worried faces of father and mother were so visible. "Who? Is it possible that Gates' family?" I said in my heart that also panicked actually, but I tried to keep looking calm.

Someone got off the back seat of the car and I saw...

"Grece's?" I murmured, at that moment my father and mother looked at me.

"The lunar!! It's me looh!! What a beautiful grace!!" grece shouted from a distance while waving to me, he ran over to me who was still trying as fast as possible to get out of the gazebo.

"Lunars! I've made a decision, I want to take you directly to the capital but the commercial says I have to make a little conflict between you and the other participants" Grece said, hugging me tightly

Grece was funny, silly and always passionate, because it was easy for me to get along with this girl. His presence in my life I never thought of before.

"Huh?! What's that like?!" I was shocked to hear his words

"Lunar Duuh, it's just to lift your name so that you can fly quickly" Grece replied in an annoyed tone to me, slowly he let go of his embrace and looked at me with a lame face.

"Grece, I auditioned just to win and I don't care what my name will be like in the future" I said

"You have the quality of being a diva, don't you want to be known all over the world?" grece asked me, I shook my head.

"No, I.." I'm not done yet I said, Grece cut my words.

"Lunars... Lunar.. You should be happy because you are given the advantages of your voice, so you will be easier to imprint in the hearts of many people" said Grece, I looked at Grece with a confused face and slightly tilted my head.

"Into the hearts of many? Does that matter?" ask me for wonder

"That's what we live for!!" with a passionate cry Grece said it, I was surprised because Grece suddenly shouted.

"By imprinting on the hearts of many, many will remember us even though we are gone in this world. All that so that we are not forgotten when we die later, our names will continue to be called by people we have left behind!" grece continued his sentence with excitement.

"Simplenya he just wanted to die in a state of fame" said Yohan from behind Grece, his voice sounded annoyed to hear what Grece just said to me.

"Because as the child of the largest media owner, he felt embarrassed at this age he could not be known by many people and lost competitiveness from celebrities such as Naomi Scott and Sarah Arielle" timpal Aiko also sounded annoyed at Grece

Grece was angry - angry at the two, seeing their familiarity all made me laugh out loud. I really remember the familiarity between Brother Jester, brother Luke and brother Harry, the sound of my laughter when it was transmitted to father and mother. We laughed together... I feel... Life return...